Looking Around The Circle Of Life.

Today's post might not be the happiest post but it's something that I have to get off my chest. So sorry for the weird post.

The past couple of weeks has just been weird,scare and just upsetting. It's been one of the weeks where I would just want to climb under a rock and stay there because I have honestly not a clue what to do about it. One of the things that has really been upsetting me is when people tell me that they want to rush life.

I bet I have had someone every week for the past couple of weeks tell me that they wish time would fly by. The only thing that I say to them is " No you don't". That's the only thing that I can say to them.

I am just so tired of people saying that. What I can't understand is why people rush life when life is just so precious and beautiful. Sure it's not all fun and games but that's no reason to rush things.

I hear so many people especially older people and people that are sick say that they wish they could go back in time and just live life more than they already have. So why if you hear that why would you not want to just live life.

I don't know,maby I am just old fashion but I make sure that when I am in life that I take it one step at a time and piece by piece. There are so many people that wish they could go back and just do things that they never got to do or always wanted to do,and never get to do.

Like I said,not a very happy post I know but I needed to get this off my chest. If I can just give anyone out there one piece of advice it's please don't rush life and instead look at like a puzzle and do it one piece at a time.

Mirror Talk.

Physically,Mentally,and Spiritually, I know who I am BUT, when I look in the mirror I still wounder sometimes who the girl is looking back at me.

We all have those times where we look in the Mirror and still wounder if there is something more. Maby something a little deeper than what we see and know. Don't get me wrong I do know who I am,it's just that I find myself sometimes wounder what more is out there for me.

Life in it's self has token me so far,more than I could have ever ask or dreamed of when I was growing up. Now that I am in my adult years I still wounder if what I see is really what I am or should I be doing something more with my life.

Although I am sure when I grow a little more there will be something more fantastic than what I already have, I still wounder what that will be.

I figure life is like a quest, you go on it looking for the ultimate prize but on the way you find some great things,BUT once you get to the ultimate prize it was worth all the hard work you put In to it.

A Lesson Well Learned.

I have always been one of those kinds of people where I was able to make friends fairly easy. True, I didn't always get along with all my friends all the time,but then again who does.

If you read my blog,you know that YES I have wrote about this and still do write about this subject quite a bit. Today again I am going to write about not only judging people but also about making friends. Say with me on this one, as it may be a little confusing.

The other day for my job, I had to out of town. I had to go to a convection center to work,with my co worker and also many other people. While I was working there I came across a lady that was probably in her late 40 early 50's . As she come over to talk to my co worker I simply turned my head to tell her HELLO to her. When she did not answer me I just let it go. After she left I told my co worker that I thought she was rude and a little weird because she just could not stop shaking. After I told my co worker that I got a response that I did not expect which was that the lady was not rude she was having a bad day and she had a disease where she could not help that she was shaking.

After she told me that I just felt horrible. I mean who was I to talk bad and to judge this women when I know how it feels to be judged. I just felt like I was just the most horrible person in the world. In fact I felt so bad that after I stopped feeling sorry for my self, I went right over to the women and her husband and introduced my self and apologised to her.

In the end the lady forgave me for judging her and we sat and talked for for hours. Now, that lady didn't have to forgive me, but she did. And for that I most thankful for. Believe it or not I don't normally judge people. I guess in the time that I spent judging this women I really could have been Friends with her. In the end it all worked out for the better for both of us if you really think about it. I learned an important lesson about judging and making friends and she got out of her bad day and started having a great day.

If I could give any advice through all of this post,it would be don't judge some one on what they look like or how the look like, and if you make a mistake make sure you make it right.