Photo's In The Moment.

We all know I love animlas so today I decided to share with you all some photo's that I got of google,yes but are just so adorable. Enjoy.

I just love this photo. I LOVE this photo one because it's a beautiful shot,and two because it's just a simple shot.This kind of animal is endangered and with this kind of wolf there are only a very short amout of them left. It's a shame yes,but that's the way it is. I hate that it is that way. Most of them live in the snowey places like well,where there is snow or at least this one does. Found this video on you tube take a look at it and you will see what I mean. Enjoy these beautful animals. They are so amazing and they need to be some where people will not make them into fur for coats or for there meat. Enjoy the video and help save the wolves.

Gathering Love.

Today we all gathered for a celebration for my loving grandmother's birthday. It's truly amazing. We had cake that I baked,and ice cream,with apple dumplings and drinks, so not only was it truly amazing,but it was also yummy as well.

If it's one thing I can say about my family it's that we may not always agree with each other, but when someone has a birthday or someone needs something we are always there for each other. All families no matter who's family they may be has agreements,but with those we always look beyond them and strive for what really counts which is loving one another and enjoying each other's company.

I have and still am very lucky to always have my family. Sure we have our days where we want to just stay to ourselves and not talk to one another,but most of the time we just love each other. It's funny well kinda,but since I have been away for the past three years,I believe that I have missed my family more than I have in a long time.

I know that there are times where maby my family might have thought that I have made some bad choices,or poor choice,but like I have said many times the good thing about my family is that the let me find out for my self. They are and were there for me when and if I needed them but still let me find out for myself about some things that I needed too in life.

I am just truly blessed to be with people and pets that just love me as much as I LOVE them. Today's gathering is just one of many that we have when I come home from college.Today was just one of those days where the sun has come out and is glowing brightly down on us,and I could not or will not ask for anything more.

The Other Side Of Me.

In case you didn't know it,I have 2 sides to me, as do we all. When,I'm out and about with friends,or hanging out with my boyfriend or something like that I am just me no, more no less. I am usually the one who is very quite,and kind of shy,and the one who even if something is bothering her keeps it bottled up inside. I suppose in a way,I have always been like that.

Then I have my other side of me. The writer side,I guess you can call it. This is the side of me where I really let everything that I have been bottled inside me just go. The side where I am not really afraid to let people see how I feel. I don't know,maby it just feel safer here when I am writing. Maby I just know that here people won't judge me or judge the way that I am.

I know that I have always said "What you see,is what you get" but sometimes I feel like that is not enought. Sometimes I feel like there is a piece of me missing, you know. Like there are days that I just don't know who I am. I know that I should know who I am,but with me I just never know.

We all have different sides to us. Can you guess what side this is of me,I bet you can. I will admit there are days that I just feel lost,or confused. I mean not knowing who you are sometimes will get anyone confused. With me,I like both sides of myself. I like my shy but sidle self,but I also love my writer side of my side. Most of the time I am in my writer side,but there are times where I am in my shy side.

So,maby having to sides of myself isn't nesscerely a bad thing. Maby since I have two side of me I know that I can almost always find out who I am. I know who I am not just one question,who are you and I mean the real you.

Exit Stage Right.

I have always been the one who wants to make a quick exit. Weather it would be from a play or school when I was younger, or even in life. When things get to difficult or when you just need a way out of something.

We are all guilty of it at least one time or another in our lives. We try to get out of something either to do something that we want to do or just because we are scared of what is to come. Me personally,I have always been the one who escapes when things get to difficult.

Just like today for instance. I am having trouble with this co worker of mying and instead of trying to work things out with her I just ran.Now I didn't literally run,but you know what I mean. I just got out of it and someone else is covering me so that I can cover him.

I know that it is not the best thing to do but I was scared. Not,afraid of my co-worker,but afraid confrontation. I have said it before,I don't like to fight and argue. I was brought up not to fight,and growing up I didn't have anybody to fight with, so when I would hear someone fight or fuss I would just go away. I am only now starting to learn how to stand up for my self. That is why I took the easy exit out from this situation.

I know that I shouldn't take the easy way out of everything but, I just don't know what to do. This post kind of relates to my post the other day about finding your voice. Sometimes I think we forget to talk up,so we take the easy way out. It seems like the easiest way sometimes,I know.

Like I said I am guilty of it just like everyone one at one point or another. We just need to remember that just because there is an exit way doesn't mean it's the only way or the right way. It just means it there for the taking,sometimes.

Seeing The World.

These are some photos that I took that I just love. I wanted to share with you all so,I hope you like them.

I just love the pictures and I hope you do too. They are so pretty. I just love looking up at the clouds. Enjoy everyone.

Battle Scars.

I've never been the one to whimper about getting hurt. I was very much clumsy growing up so I hurt myself all the time. I was use to falling down or bumping into something. Like I said I clumsy so it didn't surprise my self when I did something like that. Now,I whimper when I get hurt.

Today I got hurt at a work. I hurt my hand very bad and it is already swollen. I refuse to go to the doctor because I am not paying for someone to tell me it's just a bruise. I probably need an x-ray of it. In fact I know I need an X-ray for it because a family friend who is an medic with the rescue squad told me so.But I refuse to go. I hate hospitals and doctors,They freak me out.

I know how I did it this time. I got my hand shut in a metal door. I didn't do it thought. A co-worker didn't realize that my hand was in the door and when she went to go shut it I had my hand right there and boom there you go.

I don't know maby I should go to the doctor. I already have it wrapped so maby that will be ok. Maby I will just wait until the morning and see if it's ok then. I am stubborn. I wish that I could be like when I was little and just not whimper but it really,really hurts. Oh well It will stop hurting in a while I guess. Hopefully.

Laught Out Loud.

You know what I have come to realize, not only in the world,but in life all together,is that not everybody laughter's at the same thing. We don't all think that the same things are funny. What I find funny may not be as funny to everyone else.

See,I love to laugh and have fun. Heck it makes the day and the world go by so much better and smoother. I just think in general people take the world to serious.If you have ever watch the news or read the paper,you know what I am talking about. I see all the time where people are doing something or people will say something that is meant for a joke and take it way out of contact. We just don't know how to laugh anymore, that or we just plain forgot.

Take for example me. Where I go to school at people are always joking with me. Do I get mad,No I just play along and laugh back at them. I don't get mad because I know it was meant as a joke and not to hurt me. Like I said,I know what one person finds funny may not be as fun or not funny to another person,but would a little laughter hurt us.

Come on now. If we can't laugh or joke or giggle or smile at things than this world is going to be a pretty messed up place. I think that everyone should take just a couple minutes out of there day everyday to just laugh or smile at something or someone. It makes for a better and much better week.

Wants And Needs.

Growing up I always heard people telling me that I had to separate my wants from my needs. Now,of coarse I had no Idea what that meant but I smiled and listened anyways,because well you should always listen to what people tell you.

Anyways, I always heard that around my house. I really had no Idea what that meant. It wasn't until I got a bit older till my family told me that what it really meant when someone said to separate your wants from your needs. They told me that it meant that in life there are things that a person needs in life to survive,like food,or water,clothes, and a home.Then there are things that people want to have like a million dollars,or jewelry or expensive things,just things like that.

Now that I have been on my own since I was 18 I have come to realize that the things that my family and friends told me when I was young really was true.I have come to realize that I really do need to separate my wants from my needs now. I mean between paying for my college things and my rent for my place and my car and phone and food I really need to be careful with my money.

Now that's not saying that I don't go shopping. I actually go shopping quite often,I went shopping today actually,but rather that I need to manage my money and my finances carefully and responsible. Now I know what my parents and grandparents were trying to teach me all along.