Just Like Me.

This is an animal that I resued names Mischieve. I am not really sure what kind of cat he is but he is just so cute and adorable. When we first got him he was really kind of well mischieve. He would nibble at your finger and toes,or play too rough with you. Once we got him we had to start training him how to be calm. Now,he is just a big teddy bear. He is still a little mischieve but that is too be expected with any pet. In alot of ways he is just like me. He love to try to sleep when he gets the time AND is a friend to all the other animals. To say the least he is just like me but in animal form.

Let It Begin.

Winter is just around the corner so that means it's times for winter sports to begin,and me to be outside,again. I absolutely love the winter. I love the snow,(when I don't have to work) and I love all the sports that happen in the winter.

Everything from,Ice Skating(which is my favorite to do),or snow tubing, snow boarding(Which I have not learn to do yet but am getting ready to learn, hopefully) or even sledding if you consider that a sport.

The winter time just makes me happy. I feel like a child again waiting for Christmas to get here,which I love as well. The snow although can be dangerous is also fun. I remember going out as a kid and making snow angles into the snow,or building snow men with my friends,to tell you the truth I still do that to this day. I know,I know but what can I say you are never to old to build a snowman.

Anyway,back on subject. I love the winter sports. Even know it's so cold sometimes,they are just so amazing. I love to skate,Ice skate that is. Inside,or Outside that is my favorite thing to do outside,so all I have got to say is come on and hurry up winter.

The Little Moments.

Recently there has been things going on my life that well for the better lack of words,suck. Some good and some bad,not horrible though(thank GOD). We all go through them and we all have our times where we feel like we want to tell the world to stop and stay until you catch your breath.. To me it's like a world wind of emotions sometimes.

What I have realized through the help of my family and friends though(thank God For them,and my boyfriend) is that I shouldn't let the big things get to me. The little things around me is what really matters. I am talking about the little things in life. The little moments,lets call them.

These are the moments where you can look back and remember what great times you and what great times you will have. Through all the stress and emotion things that I have going on right now,the one thing that keeps me going is the little moments.What sweet moments these are and will be through the years.

See this is the thing,sure you will have days where you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, but once you get through them you will come to realize the bigger picture which are the little moments. Those are the ones that count. The once that should only really matter. To me the little moments are the ones that I have with my friends and family and with my boyfriend and the ones that I get to spend writing my blog post of course. Simple I know,but the little moments don't have to be anything big they just have to be what you believe are the most important thing in your life right now.

The Understanding Truth.

So we all know how I love my pets.I don't just love them I adore them. They are such beautiful animal..So why is that I feel my pets understand me better than people do sometimes?

Think about it for a second. If you really sit or stand and think about it you will realize that people judge you all your life. Well,at least that is how it's been my whole life. Always judging your for your looks,or the way you act,or your race,or your belief's. You always have that one person somewhere in your life who judges you. Doesn't matter where you go or where you move those kinds of people are still there.

With pets I have come to realize that they can't do that. Pets can't talk and they really don't show emotion so you know at least if you are down in the dumps and feel like you have no one to talk to you can always talk to a pet. Even if they don't understand you except for the word "Food" you know they will never judge you or talk bad about you.

True they may not be the best thing to talk to but they may not listen but at least they are there if you need them. I love my pets.

A Month To Remember.

November has always been a busy mouth for me and my family. Between the birthdays,anniversary's,celebrations and not to mention trying to get ready for Christmas things are just crazy right now.

I should always know what to expect when this mouth comes around,so why is it that it always shocks me on how busy I am? I mean it's not like this is my first time around and it will currently not be my last so why is it that I am always pleasantly shocked when November and December as well comes around.

Just in November we have 4 birthdays,and an anniversary. Then after that we have to get started on Christmas. Trying to get all the decorations done,and the tree done,and the shopping done,which takes forever,and the wrapping of gifts,and of coarse the baking,lets not forget the baking of yummy treats and cookies.

I wounder,is it just this busy for everyone or is it just me and my family. It seems like we only get a few days out of the month to just kick back and relax and not have to do anything. Seems like a lot to do I know,but I know once all of this is over it will all be worth it at the end.

Letters To Me.

Today I got the inspiration for this blog from a song called yes you guessed it, "Letter To Me" so I have to give credit where credit is do. This song reminds me of when I was younger,and it also give me something to think about. It makes me think, what I would write,if I could write a letter to myself years ago. What would I say,or what advice would I give myself. So tonight I am going to do just that. I am going to write a letter to my self,so here it goes and I hope you all like it.

Dear younger years,

Although it may seem like it takes forever to grow up it really doesn't. Life is like a roller coaster it goes by so fast and so quickly so hang on. Sure,there is going to be some rocky times in the years to come but remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Though it may seem like everything is happing so fast things will be ok and you will make it through them and be stronger at the end. You will have relationships that don't work out,and friends that go their separate ways from you,but like I said, all this will make you who you are in the years to come.

That's another thing your family is and will be the most important thing for you. They will make something out of you yet. Yes,true they still have a lot to teach you and they still have a lot to learn from you but once you get older you will realize that what they taught you back then does help you in your life as an adult. Always make sure that I tell my parents and grandparents that I love them everyday.

School is going to be crazy. Sometimes I will think that the teacher don't like me the best or that they are just against me but then I will learn that they were only doing it to prepare me for life. Your parents are going to reprimand you for not doing your homework or for a project not being done, but they are only doing that because they want you to do well in school and graduate with a great GPA and go to a great college which is what you are going to do.

Crazy life I know,but it's a great life. When you grow up you are going to have a great life. You are going to have graduated from high school and gotten into a great college and almost have graduate in just a little while longer. You are going to have a wonderful boyfriend who loves you dearly and would do anything in the world for you and have a great job and amazing Friends and family. You have got so much up ahead so hang on,this is no where near the best years of your life.

Sincerely,

The Adult Years.

PS:What would your letter say if you could write a letter to you self years ago,what would you tell yourself and what advice would you tell yourself.

Please Keep Up.

Why is it that every time I come into contact with someone that I have not seen in a great while that I remember the face of this mysterious person but not the name?

There is nothing more embarrassing than standing there talking to someone and trying to search for the name in your head like it's a dictionary(which I do quite often).

I hate when I forget the names of people. First of all it's kind of looks bad on me,and second it's so embarrassing. Not being able to call someone by their name. So when I am talking to someone but forget the name all I can really say is, "hey,or hey you".

It's like my brain does not connect with my mouth. Sometimes,a name can be right on the tip of my tongue,but because my brain does not want to send it down to my mouth,it just stays right their on my tongue. Sometimes my brain is just so lazy,I need to learn how to kick it into over drive and let it connect with my mouth.
So come on brain and wake up. For once I wish I could remember names.

All I can say now is wake up,wake up,wake up,wake up my lazy brain and help me find some names here. I can' t do it with out you,so come on and help for once.

It's Party Time.

Halloween is finally here. This means costumes,candy,scary movies,and haunted houses,plus a whole lot more. It's a time where just for a couple hours out of the day you can dress up and not be your self and no one looks at you like your crazy.

I love,love Halloween. I love all holidays,but Halloween is fun for all ages. Now,I may not go trick or treating any more but I still love it. I love the whole feel of it. Like I said it's one day that I just don't have to be well me.

I remember when I was younger, how I would dress up. I always felt so amazing when I would dress up. Maby that's where my love of Halloween came from. My parents told me that my very first costume ever was Winnie The Pooh,yes I was a bear for Halloween thank goodness I was little and not grown. I think that my favorite Halloween costume of all time that I have ever been was when I was eight. I was a princess. I had a beautiful dress and I even had a prince charming.

We all had our favorite costumes. This year I decided to be the perfect little devil. I had devil horns,and even a little red tail. Why a tail I'm not sure but what I am sure of is that I loved my costume. Like I have been saying,it doesn't matter what age you are,Halloween is good for everyone. So everyone,lets get out their and do some scaring,and tell me,what was your favorite and first costume.

Think Before You Speck.

Have you ever been told to "think before you speck" well I have and especially when I was younger. I use to always get told to "think before I speck" and not be rude to people. It was one of the main rules of my household and my life. It's a great rule to learn and have under your belt.

So what happens when you come into contact with someone that hasn't learned that rule yet,even thought it should already be implanted into their brain. The reason that I am even bringing up this subject is because today,I had someone tell me something that is really none of their business.

If I said it once I have said it twice,I hate for people to pertend like they know me when they really don't or try to get into my life. I don't mind if people ask me questions about my life,but don't keep on and on because if you do I will eventually just shut you out. Sometimes,I feel like people don't think about what they say before they say it and we all really should.

I have learned that what some people find funny is not funny to others,in fact it is just plain out hurtful. The person that said something about me today never thinks before she speaks,which is no surprise. In fact she is just a plain out well,ass. I just think she needs to learn to think before she opens up her trap. Anyways,I don't even care what she thinks of me. If she doesn't like me well here's an idea stay to yourself. I really don't care if she like me or not.

One word of advice,always think before you speck.

The Newest Addiction.

So,we all know that I am not a technical person,as I have said in so many of my post. You can tell by the way my blog is that I am "NOT" a technical person. So why is it that I get these new things that require a lot of technical thoughts if I don't know how to work them.?

I will give you an example. Today,while out shopping like I always do,I seen this key ring that I just had to have even though I have a million key rings I had to have this one just because this one was a digital photo key ring. This is one that I could up load my photo's onto and carry it with me. Why not just carry my camera you ask. Well I do but it is so much simpler just to show people my key ring.

Anyways,back to what I was suppose to be talking about. When I first got this new toy of mying I could not figure out for the life of me what I was doing wrong. Come to find out I should have let it charge first that and read the instructions. That would have helped,BIG TIME.

I think when it comes to technical things like this,even know I like to think I know what I am doing I really don't as you can probably tell. I don't like asking for help but in this case I really had to. My boyfriend is great at figuring these things out so thank god I have a handy man around. Anyways,one piece of advice that I can anyone dealing with the same problem that I am dealing with,read the instructions first before doing anything. They actually help,believe it or not.

The Classic's Never Die.

Today I heard a song on the radio that I have not heard in a long time. I probably have not heard this song in over 6 years,so it's been a long time. This song got me thinking again(yes,I know everything gets me thinking). I got me thinking on the classics's . I am a classic kind of gal,Yes I know.

The good old classics's. Oh,how I miss them. I am talking about the classic tv show and the classic song that "USE" to be on the radio. As you all have probably guessed I am not much into the tv shows or a lot of the music that is out now. For me,it's just that I prefer to watch something or listen to something that is not on a thousand times a day. It seems like all these things now days are on a million times a day.

If they would just play these radio songs or tv shows maby once or twice a week,than that would be ok. Now,people just seem to be crazy about hearing these things over and over again. That is one of the main reason's why I choose not to watch tv most of the times and instead just get what I need on the Internet it is so much simpler.

I just wish that if they were going to put something on the tv's or radio's than they would put something actually worth putting on. I am not say that they have to take everything off the air,but for goodness sake please put some classics's on. I don't care from what year it is as long as someone puts something good on. I don't know maby that's just they way I feel. Hopefully,I am not the only one who feels like this.

The Cats Meow.

So I always talk about my other pets,so today I am going to talk about this one. I think she deserves to be talked about. When she was first born,she was so afraid of everything,never wanting to be around anyone or anything. Now look at her. She is so grown and so full of life. She runs more and meows more especially in the middle of the night. She likes to sit on my computer bag more like she is doing in this picture. For some reason she thinks of it as her domain. Anyways, she is my precious baby and I love her so much. She is my littlest baby I believe and she could not be anymore spoiled. Her name is Baby Girl. Or as I like to call her Miss Trouble. Hope you all like this picture. She is a beautiful animal. Tomorrow I am back to my regular post I promise.

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The Other Side Of Me.

In case you didn't know it,I have 2 sides to me, as do we all. When,I'm out and about with friends,or hanging out with my boyfriend or something like that I am just me no, more no less. I am usually the one who is very quite,and kind of shy,and the one who even if something is bothering her keeps it bottled up inside. I suppose in a way,I have always been like that.

Then I have my other side of me. The writer side,I guess you can call it. This is the side of me where I really let everything that I have been bottled inside me just go. The side where I am not really afraid to let people see how I feel. I don't know,maby it just feel safer here when I am writing. Maby I just know that here people won't judge me or judge the way that I am.

I know that I have always said "What you see,is what you get" but sometimes I feel like that is not enought. Sometimes I feel like there is a piece of me missing, you know. Like there are days that I just don't know who I am. I know that I should know who I am,but with me I just never know.

We all have different sides to us. Can you guess what side this is of me,I bet you can. I will admit there are days that I just feel lost,or confused. I mean not knowing who you are sometimes will get anyone confused. With me,I like both sides of myself. I like my shy but sidle self,but I also love my writer side of my side. Most of the time I am in my writer side,but there are times where I am in my shy side.

So,maby having to sides of myself isn't nesscerely a bad thing. Maby since I have two side of me I know that I can almost always find out who I am. I know who I am not just one question,who are you and I mean the real you.

The Natural Light.

This is one of my faviorte pictures. I love the moon and everything that it brings. From the light of the moon to the beauty of it. I love to go out on a clear night and look up at the night. I do that quite a lot. Now that fall is here it clear enought that I can actually see the moon and all it's beauty. When I was younger I use to sit out side all the time and watch the moon for hours and hours for on end. The moon really clears my mind and get all the added stress of everyday life of my mind.

Hope everyone enjoys the picture. I just love the way the the moon is in this picture. It may not be much of a photo to some people but it's one of my faviortes . Enjoy.

Focus, I Think Not.

Have you ever had so much to do and just could not focus? You feel like there are so many things that you want to get done but for some reason,there is a little voice in your head saying not to or pulling your attention away so that you can't focus.

That's exactly how I am today. For some reason I just can not simply focus. I have got ten million things that I should do, and that I need to get done but for some odd reason I simply can not focus. Is it me,or is there some reason that I can't focus.

Even writing this post today,I had a time focusing. Usually when I'm like this something is on my mind or I am stressed,but today is different. I am not stressed and do not have anything on my mind so what is the problem.

Is it just me,or do we all have these thinking problems? Hopefully I am not the only one who is having this problem. I feel like I have so much to say and do and yet I just can't get them done. Well , Hopefully I can get back on track, as my other half would say and get my brain going again. I hate when it stops working.

Halloween This.

Halloween,brings out the weirdness in everyone no matter what age. It's for the young,pre teens, pre adults,and even for the adults,you get the point. Halloween brings out the frecky in everyone.

Today,I seen something while out in town that just made me laugh for one thing and wounder at the same time. While in town today I seen a whole bunch of zombies,and not just any zombies,bloody. Gorey zombies. Now,I'm not crazy and yes by this post I know people might think that I am but I really did see zombies walking around where I was shopping at.

Halloween isn't for a little while yet,so why in the world did I see zombies you might ask,well I was asking my self the same question when I seen them. And before anyone says anything,no I didn't just imagine them they were really there. It wasn't till I got informed about a show that was going on in the shopping center did I truly understand what was going on. I just thought people were losing their minds or they wanted to get a head start on Halloween.

Anyways,that was one of the craziest things that I have seen in a great while. I love Halloween, I am even helping out this year at a haunted hotel with my boyfriend,so I love Halloween. I just think it was a little weird seeing zombies walk around when I was shopping even know I knew that they were just people dressed up,it still was just very insane,at least to me.

Home Is Where The Heart Is.

I have always felt like there is two types of homes,well for me anyways. There's the place where you stay and sleep and then there's the place where you have grown up and learned what the world is.

I figured this out when I first moved out of my grandparents house and got my very first apartment. My apartment is a house. It's a place where I can go after classes and sleep or just relax on my days of work and school(which is not very often). I call that a house because it's not where I grew up. The place where I grew up,or took my very first step,or learned to cook and even where I first stared to learn about the world around me is a home.

I know people think they are the same thing,but I bet if you really think about it a bit you will realize that indeed they are not. A home is where your family is. It's where you can craw up on the couch and watch tv or movies with your family and friends. That's a home to me.

I love living on my own,and I am glad that I am independent but I just have a house not a home. Home for me is where when you walk into the door you can just feel the love. I never really appreacitated my home until I moved out for the first time on my own. That's when I found out that I was and still am very blessed that I have a home that I can go back to for home cooked meals or when I need someone to talk to other than my boyfriend.

My advice,would be to just be thankful that you have a home. Yes,it is nice to have a house to your self,but it is even better to have a home. With family and friends and love and blessing all around you.

Truth Be Told.

I have always been independent. I have always like to be by myself and do things for my self.

Now, I have gotten better at asking for help throught the years but still we all have those times where we feel like we can do everything for our self's.

I have always been the one who likes to be independent. The one who refuses to ask for help or who will do what ever she has to do to get the task done,what ever that tacks may be. I have always felt like if I ask for help then I am week, or nothing at all.

Now that I have become an adult I have come to realize that it's ok to ask for help and that just because you ask for help does not mean that you are weak. It took me till my teen years to realize that,but I guess better late than never right.

Sometimes,I feel like we got to learn to ask for help the hard way. It may take years or mounts and sometimes it can even take days but once people realize that it's ok to ask for help then we will be a lot better of in this world. If your an independent person you can still be but just asking for help sometimes doesn't mean that your still not an independent person.

No Pain, No Gain.

Usually,I am not one to complain when I don't feel well,or when I am in pain,but tonight I decided I that I am because I don't feel well and well I am in pain because of work(thank you work).

Tonight, I just feel like well, like crap. I don't think that I have ever ever felt this bad in my entire life. Everything from my neck down is hurting me. It's not good to complain but it just hurts so bad. How complaining about it is going to make it any better I don't know,but at least I can let it out there that I feel like crap.

I am not a big baby when it comes to getting sick or hurt but when I am it last for a couple of days. I feel like tonight all I want to do is just and not do a a darn thing. I still have a lot of things tonight that I need to get done but whatever. I will just do them tomorrow.

Well to say the least I am tired so I am going to bed. Sorry that I am complaining but I just had to get it out of my system and this seems like the perfect place to do it with out getting yelled at for complaining. Well Night all and hopefully tomorrow will be better than today.

Late Night Wounders.

So today I really don't have anything major to talk about so I am just going to say whatever is on my mind today. So,If my blog post today does not make sense today,just blame it on me being tired. Sorry,tomorrow will be so much better I promise. Just tonight I just got home from work and like I said I'm tired so this is my way of still doing a post and not feeling guilt that I didn't do one today since I always do a post everyday.

So one of the things that I have got on my mind is this weekend. This weekend I have got a lot of things to do. I have got to go out of town this Friday,then sat I have got to wake up a little earlier than I usually do and go to work,and it's going to be a long day trust me, then on Sun,it's dinner with my amazing boyfriend(I love him so much) then to work again. To say the least I am going to have a busy weekend.

Another thing that I have on my mind is what I am going to wear on my trip out of town. I mean should I dress a little dressed up or just a cute pair of jeans. I never know what to wear when I go out of town.

See,I had more things in my head then I thought I did, who would have guessed it.Cool. Anyways,thanks for listening to my late night night thoughts. Tomorrows post will be an actual post I promise. Night All.