Halloween This.

Halloween,brings out the weirdness in everyone no matter what age. It's for the young,pre teens, pre adults,and even for the adults,you get the point. Halloween brings out the frecky in everyone.

Today,I seen something while out in town that just made me laugh for one thing and wounder at the same time. While in town today I seen a whole bunch of zombies,and not just any zombies,bloody. Gorey zombies. Now,I'm not crazy and yes by this post I know people might think that I am but I really did see zombies walking around where I was shopping at.

Halloween isn't for a little while yet,so why in the world did I see zombies you might ask,well I was asking my self the same question when I seen them. And before anyone says anything,no I didn't just imagine them they were really there. It wasn't till I got informed about a show that was going on in the shopping center did I truly understand what was going on. I just thought people were losing their minds or they wanted to get a head start on Halloween.

Anyways,that was one of the craziest things that I have seen in a great while. I love Halloween, I am even helping out this year at a haunted hotel with my boyfriend,so I love Halloween. I just think it was a little weird seeing zombies walk around when I was shopping even know I knew that they were just people dressed up,it still was just very insane,at least to me.

Home Is Where The Heart Is.

I have always felt like there is two types of homes,well for me anyways. There's the place where you stay and sleep and then there's the place where you have grown up and learned what the world is.

I figured this out when I first moved out of my grandparents house and got my very first apartment. My apartment is a house. It's a place where I can go after classes and sleep or just relax on my days of work and school(which is not very often). I call that a house because it's not where I grew up. The place where I grew up,or took my very first step,or learned to cook and even where I first stared to learn about the world around me is a home.

I know people think they are the same thing,but I bet if you really think about it a bit you will realize that indeed they are not. A home is where your family is. It's where you can craw up on the couch and watch tv or movies with your family and friends. That's a home to me.

I love living on my own,and I am glad that I am independent but I just have a house not a home. Home for me is where when you walk into the door you can just feel the love. I never really appreacitated my home until I moved out for the first time on my own. That's when I found out that I was and still am very blessed that I have a home that I can go back to for home cooked meals or when I need someone to talk to other than my boyfriend.

My advice,would be to just be thankful that you have a home. Yes,it is nice to have a house to your self,but it is even better to have a home. With family and friends and love and blessing all around you.

Truth Be Told.

I have always been independent. I have always like to be by myself and do things for my self.

Now, I have gotten better at asking for help throught the years but still we all have those times where we feel like we can do everything for our self's.

I have always been the one who likes to be independent. The one who refuses to ask for help or who will do what ever she has to do to get the task done,what ever that tacks may be. I have always felt like if I ask for help then I am week, or nothing at all.

Now that I have become an adult I have come to realize that it's ok to ask for help and that just because you ask for help does not mean that you are weak. It took me till my teen years to realize that,but I guess better late than never right.

Sometimes,I feel like we got to learn to ask for help the hard way. It may take years or mounts and sometimes it can even take days but once people realize that it's ok to ask for help then we will be a lot better of in this world. If your an independent person you can still be but just asking for help sometimes doesn't mean that your still not an independent person.

No Pain, No Gain.

Usually,I am not one to complain when I don't feel well,or when I am in pain,but tonight I decided I that I am because I don't feel well and well I am in pain because of work(thank you work).

Tonight, I just feel like well, like crap. I don't think that I have ever ever felt this bad in my entire life. Everything from my neck down is hurting me. It's not good to complain but it just hurts so bad. How complaining about it is going to make it any better I don't know,but at least I can let it out there that I feel like crap.

I am not a big baby when it comes to getting sick or hurt but when I am it last for a couple of days. I feel like tonight all I want to do is just and not do a a darn thing. I still have a lot of things tonight that I need to get done but whatever. I will just do them tomorrow.

Well to say the least I am tired so I am going to bed. Sorry that I am complaining but I just had to get it out of my system and this seems like the perfect place to do it with out getting yelled at for complaining. Well Night all and hopefully tomorrow will be better than today.

Late Night Wounders.

So today I really don't have anything major to talk about so I am just going to say whatever is on my mind today. So,If my blog post today does not make sense today,just blame it on me being tired. Sorry,tomorrow will be so much better I promise. Just tonight I just got home from work and like I said I'm tired so this is my way of still doing a post and not feeling guilt that I didn't do one today since I always do a post everyday.

So one of the things that I have got on my mind is this weekend. This weekend I have got a lot of things to do. I have got to go out of town this Friday,then sat I have got to wake up a little earlier than I usually do and go to work,and it's going to be a long day trust me, then on Sun,it's dinner with my amazing boyfriend(I love him so much) then to work again. To say the least I am going to have a busy weekend.

Another thing that I have on my mind is what I am going to wear on my trip out of town. I mean should I dress a little dressed up or just a cute pair of jeans. I never know what to wear when I go out of town.

See,I had more things in my head then I thought I did, who would have guessed it.Cool. Anyways,thanks for listening to my late night night thoughts. Tomorrows post will be an actual post I promise. Night All.

Hula This.

So excited today. We all remember the famous toys called hula hoops,right. Well I haven't hula hooped in over 15 years so its been a while. Well today I can finally say that I have gotten back through the hoop and am finally Hula Hooping again.

It may not be exciting for some people but I find it very exciting. It is so much fun an I feel great after words because I am staying in shape. It brings back so many memories from when I was a kid and use to hula hoop.

Now,I'm not as good as I use to be but that's ok I am getting better. Practice make perfect I always say. If you have not tried it you should. It's not just for kids,it's for people of all shapes and sizes and ages. I'm 20 and still doing it. I love it.

If you have something that you love to do you should do it. Everyone should just get out there and just do what they like to do,which in my case is hula hooping. We all need excrise so why not have some fun with it. Lets all be active.

Learning All The Way.

We all have are own different ways of learning. Some learn by just hearing things,some learn by books,and like myself some learn by actually doing. Now I can learn by looking at books or just by hearing things,but my best thing is simply hands own. For some reason my brain processes things better that way. Why,I'm not sure, but it does.

Learning is a great thing. We learn something new everyday from doing or hearing and of coarse hands on. With me,now that I am in college,I am really learning a lot because of what I do in school is mostly hand on (thank goodness).

See with me,and my field of study, There is quite a bit of hands on things to do. I get to learn but learn in a fun way,and a way that is easy for me to understand. When I was growing up I was always told to pay attention in class or to study for my test. It seemed thought that when I tried to study for something or pay attention to people I just would not get it. Now,I know why. Know I know that I have to do things more hands on.

Like I said we all have our own way of learning. I believe that I have found my own way of learning and I finally get a chance to learn my way because of the school that I am in. So now that I have said what type of learner I am,you tell me.What type of learner are you?

Habits,Habits,And More Habits.

We all have habits. Things that we don't mean to do but do anyways. Me my force of habit is cracking my knuckles. I have been told a million times not to crack my knuckles because it is bad for me,but I am stubborn so I do it anyways.

Even when I was younger I was told not to crack my knuckles just because it would give me problems down the road. I was always getting yelled at because my force of habit would come in and I would crack my knuckles and sometimes not just my knuckles but my back,hands,neck,knees,legs you get the point.

I didn't see why everyone was yelling at me for it. It's not like I was hurting anyone,I was just cracking my bones, and joints. Sometimes I still don't understand why people get after me for it. I'm 20 years old so you would think that I would be able to do what I wanted to. Well even know that I have grown up and moved out and have my own place and go to school I still can't crack my bones.

I know that people are only telling me for my own good to stop doing my bad habit but it is hard. Habits are like a dark force pulling you in telling you to do it. Once you have a habit like everyone does,it's hard to stop.Well maby one day I will stop my bad habit. Who knows time will only tell.

Low Talker.

I have always been a light talker. Which means that I try not to talk a lot. Even when I am at school or at work I still try not to talk a lot. Sometimes,I just feel like it is just not the best for me to open my mouth simply because I never know what will come out of it. Yes, I still sup rise my self with what comes out of my mouth.

Like I said in my last post,we all our different. Be that as it may,we all have our own way of talking. It could be with an accent,like mying or it could be just a soft voice,or it could be even with a heaver voice. However you talk,it's your own personal style and you should just own it.

There are sometimes where I can talk and people are not able to understand me. Just like my boyfriend. He is quite a talker. He does most of the talking in our apartment. Yet when I talk he seems not to be able to understand me. Maby it is just selective hearing I don't know. I get told so many times that I talk too low and that they can't understand my accent. I don't have a horrible accent. I have a Canadian accent but that is all, really.

Like I said we all talk in different ways. We should just talk the way we talk and just own it. Be proud of the way you talk and don't let anyone tell you how you should talk. Here's another things that works for me instead of talking from my mouth I talk through my words of writing. It works for me,who know it could work for you too.

Eye To Eye.

Everybody has their own opinion about things. Weather we think people are right or wrong we all still have our own views about different things. We should not judge people by what they think or believe or what opinions they have.

I feel like a lot of times in this world we are so set on what everybody else thinks or about who is right or wrong. Instead we should just be set on what ourselves thinks as individuals and not as a group.

I hear it a lot, people telling other people how they should think or if someone gives their opinion of something telling them that they are wrong. Well,I have got one question for everyone, aren't we individuals?Don't we stand,walk and THINK on our own? We are our own person and we should be the only ones that should be able to tell our own self's if we are right or wrong about something,not everyone else.

One of the reason's why I am writing this post today,is because I am always getting told how to think. People saying that I should believe in this or that,well,I'm tired of it. I just want to believe in what ever I believe in and not what others believe in or think what other's think.This is one of the main reason's why I try to give my opinion on thinks just because I don't want to offend anyone or hurt anyone. What do you all think?Is it ok to give an opinion or should I just keep my thoughts to my self.

Photo's Photo's Photo's

So lately I have been messing around with my camera,trying to take some fall and winter photo's. I have trying to get better at using my camera so I have been take pictures of not only the seasons but also my pets. Here is just one of many of my pets enjoy and please tell me what you all think.

I took multiple snaps of this cat because I really wanted to get her from all ways. Anyways Hope you like them.

PS:Her name is Patches and she is a calico cat. We rescued her from outside.

It's All How You Look At It.

I have always been blessed enough to have not only loving but very bright, well educated people in my family. We are always trying to figure out things and study things for what they are.

There are times where we do forget things or when people get older and they forget things but,that is going to happen it's natural. The thing that I am so amazed at, is how much not only older people but even younger people can remember things that happen years ago but then forget what people tell them as soon as it's told to them.

Just like my Great Grandmother(God rest her soul) on my mom's side and also my other Great Grandmother on my father's side. My grandmother on my mom's side I am sad to say we lost her February of 09,but when she was alive she could recall things that happen back into the 1900's. It was truly amazing.

You could show her a picture and ask her questions about it and she could tell you where it was taken and who was in it and maby the date and who was taken the picture. The funny thing is that though she could tell you all that but could not tell you her name or who anybody else was.

My grandmother on my father side does that as well and still to this day. She can plan out our family tree and tell you who people were and our but if you tell her something she probably forget it.

So why is it that people can tell you something that happen years ago but anything that happen now?It's just so amusing to me how we tend to remember things like that. I just hope when I am my grandmother's age I have half the mind that they did and still do to this very day.

The Brain Test.

The other day I was telling you all about my place of work and how they were making me get rid of my favorite ear rings. Well today I am glad to say that I have found a solution and a way around that very problem.

See when people tell me that I can't wear something or I can't do something I try not to get mad I get smart. I put my brain to the test and see what I can come up with. So my place of work said that I could not wear my ear rings even know they are my very favourite and good luck charms.

So in my wisdom of knowledge I put my brain to the test. I thought all night try to figure out ways that I could still have my ear rings close to me and not have to take them off. Then the answer became so obvious to me. It was clear. I would shorten them.(Ok,well not me but a friend of mying did).

So this is what I am saying. If you have a problem like I did even a simple or a more serious problem stop and think. Some times the answers can be right under neath our noses and because we are so afraid of what is to come we sometimes miss it. My advice, take the time to stop and think.

The Funny Thing Is.

Today A funny thing happen to me while I was at work. When people are at work we tend to just look at the clock a million times a day to see if the day is gone yet.Well today It's like time flew by. Literally. Now I know that people say that time goes by so quickly but today it seemed that it really did.

Today it was like I looked at the and it can be one time and then I look at it again a couple minutes later and it can be a couple hours later. Sometimes the day feels like it is never going to end but today it really seemed like I just closed my eyes and the day was over.

So why is it that some days can last forever and then other days it seems like it just goes by in the blink of an eye. I don't mind day that last forever,but my sometimes just like everyone else in the world it's nice to have day that go by in the blink of an eye.

Sometimes I just don't understand about the days. I love everyday don't get me wrong but,I just can't figure out why today seemed so quick. To tell you the truth it was kind of nice. Now I have got to see what tomorrow brings me.

Give Me Both.

How do you decide between something that you love and something that you need? This week I am having a very difficult choice to make between something that really means alot to me that I just adore and well my job.

I know that I am so lucky to have a job. I know I could be someone that just does not simply have a job but I'm not. I thank god each and everyday that I have a job and that it is a good job. Jobs now days are so hard to come by,so if you have any job you better hold on to it. So what do you do when your job is making you do something that you really feel strongly about and you feel that is kind of silly.

This is going to sound silly to everyone else,but at my work place we are not allowed to where jewelry so there is no rings and no ear rings. Like I said silly right. Well I have no problem with taken off my rings but my ear rings are a different story. I love these ear rings and they are kind of a good luck thing with me. It may sound dumb to some people but to me they really mean a lot to me. My boyfriend got them for me so that's why they are so special to me.

I know that they are not worth my job,but what am I supposed to do you know. I can't take them out and I can't wear them so what else is there to do. I already have to take off my rings that he got me when I go to work and now my ear rings. What next. I really need help with this because right now if I don't get help I am going to be even more stressed out than I am now.

PS:The picture above is what my earrigns look like exactly.

The Power Of Three.

So tonight I decided to count down the top ten things I like about Friday night. It's going to be weird I know but Friday is one of my favorite days of the week and I just love it. So I think it only fair to count down why I like it.

10) I love Friday because it the start of the weekend. Everyone know that when Friday starts,it movie night and family night and celebrate night.

9) Friday night is always good for relaxing. It means that we have a 2 day weekend and we can just sit and do absolutely nothing.

8)Who doesn't like coming home on Thursday nights and relaxing that they don't have to work and can just relax on a Friday and just sleep in . (That sounds good just thinking about it).

7)I can't really think of a number 7 reason why I love Friday.

The thing that I am getting at is this. Friday is awesome. It's just so amazing and it's my favorite day of the week. What's yours? And Why? 3 cheers for Friday.

Sit And Listen.

Have you ever just sat and listened. Listened to all the sounds around you. Not only inside but outside as well. You would be amazed if you knew all the different sounds that happen around you.

The birds singing,the crickets chirping,the cars going by,or even children playing in a yard. Whatever the sound my be, each sound has something so unique and so beautiful about it. At night is when I believe you can hear some of the best sounds.

When I raise up my window, or sit out side on my front step,I can hear crickets chirping or dogs barking. It is so beautiful to hear some of those sounds and especially at night,when you are trying to relax.

I think for me one of the best sounds that I like to hear is the sound of the water. The ocean in the summer time,as it hits the rocks,or the rain as it hits the side of the house in the middle of a rain storm. I just love the water as I have said many times,so it no wounder that,that is one of my most treasured sounds to hear.

Do your self a favor, take a few minutes tonight,or whenever you can and just sit. Sit and listen to all the sounds around you.I like to listen at night but you can do it when ever you feel so. When you and your family are outside listening,turn off everything. All phones,cell phones,tv's,radios,ect. That way you can get the full affect of what is really going on around you.

Exit Stage Right.

I have always been the one who wants to make a quick exit. Weather it would be from a play or school when I was younger, or even in life. When things get to difficult or when you just need a way out of something.

We are all guilty of it at least one time or another in our lives. We try to get out of something either to do something that we want to do or just because we are scared of what is to come. Me personally,I have always been the one who escapes when things get to difficult.

Just like today for instance. I am having trouble with this co worker of mying and instead of trying to work things out with her I just ran.Now I didn't literally run,but you know what I mean. I just got out of it and someone else is covering me so that I can cover him.

I know that it is not the best thing to do but I was scared. Not,afraid of my co-worker,but afraid confrontation. I have said it before,I don't like to fight and argue. I was brought up not to fight,and growing up I didn't have anybody to fight with, so when I would hear someone fight or fuss I would just go away. I am only now starting to learn how to stand up for my self. That is why I took the easy exit out from this situation.

I know that I shouldn't take the easy way out of everything but, I just don't know what to do. This post kind of relates to my post the other day about finding your voice. Sometimes I think we forget to talk up,so we take the easy way out. It seems like the easiest way sometimes,I know.

Like I said I am guilty of it just like everyone one at one point or another. We just need to remember that just because there is an exit way doesn't mean it's the only way or the right way. It just means it there for the taking,sometimes.

Seeing The World.

These are some photos that I took that I just love. I wanted to share with you all so,I hope you like them.

I just love the pictures and I hope you do too. They are so pretty. I just love looking up at the clouds. Enjoy everyone.

The Outside Darkness.

When I was very little I was very much afraid of the dark. In fact I didn't want thing to do with the dark. So how is is now that I can do my most deepest thinking at night. What happen that made me not afraid of the dark anymore?

It's kind of weird to me,but now even when I write my post or when I just need time to clear my head because it's full of things,if I sit in front of my window or even just on my front step it just makes me feel so relaxed and calm.

It's almost like the fall air is telling me to relax. I know weird right? Where I live,it is just so quite anyways,so when I go outside it's just so good for me.So relaxing and calm. That is another reason why I love the fall. I just love to go outside at night under the stars and in the fall air to write or clear my head(Which is always a good thing).

Do your self a favor and go outside and just sit. Sit with your family or husband or wife,or in my case your boyfriend and just take time to clear your head or what ever you may be going through.It can do a world of good.Trust me on this one.

The Moving Solo.

Have you ever had a song that just moves you. It's one of those songs that you can put on and you can think about nothing else except what you are feeling right then and there. Everyone has those songs I believe. I know I do.

I love music all together,and really any kind of music. I love music by the Beatles,or bands like that. I like music that I can understand,and music that makes me feel something. I believe that is the first sign of a good song,when it makes you feel something that you have never felt in a long time. Lately,I have been listen to this song called "Ordinary Day"by Vanessa Carlton".

For some reason this song when I listen to it just makes me feel all weird and moody inside. It brings things out in me that I just like to feel,or that I have not felt in a long time. Sounds weird I know,but sometimes music will do that to you.

People do weird sometimes when they listen to music.Some sing and dance,some act silly,some put on a show,and like me some even just let the music relax them. Well anyways,now that I have said just some of the music that relaxes me and moves me tell me,what music or song moves you,It can be more than one,trust me this is not the only song that moves me.

PS:This is the song that Is one that I really like but I have many many more.

Speck Up.

Growing up I was the one who always let people talk down to her. I never liked conflict so as you can guess I never really argued with anybody who would argue with me or talk down to me. I don't know if I was more afraid of getting into conflict,or people getting mad at m because I spoke up.

I have always been afraid of specking up when someone puts me down. I have been too afraid to find my voice. Now,that I have gotten older and more mature I have come to the conclusion that I need to find my voice. I need to speck up when I think something is wrong or even when something is right.I believe that I am only now starting to really stand up for myself and others.

I think one of the main reason why not only myself but others don't speck up for themselves is because we are to afraid of what people will think. We are so self conscience so much in the world now days that people are too afraid too open their mouths and speck up. Not only for them self's but for what they believe in.

I guess what I am really getting at is that we all need to speck up,myself included. Don't be afraid to get out of the box and stand up for what is not only right but what you believe in and yourself. I think that everybody should at least try to speck out at least once a day. Not only it is good practice,but it also thing to learn and know.

SO SPECK OUT WORLD. Yell it from the roof tops.

Late Night Thought's

So today has been a very long night so,this is going to be one of my short post until tomorrow than I will be back and post as usual.

Today,I finally get a day off. Instead of resting like I should have been I had to cook. I have cooked all day today and to tell you the truth I am so tired of cooking and looking at food. I really don't want to go into the kitchen anymore until I have too.

There are still a million things that I should get done but I really just need to rest. I need a day when I can rest and not do a darn thing. I am the kind of person that likes to work all the time. So even when I am off I work around my house.

These are just some random things that have popped into my head. Why they pop into my head I don't know but when I am tired like I am now they just do. Anyways,Have a good nite all.

A Friendly Favor.

Favors.It's a great thing, ain't they. Helping someone out in their time of need is always a good thing.It shows not only what kind of a person you are but that you care. Me I would rather show someone that I care about them by doing a favor for someone,than to give them presents of something like that.

Today has been a great day,because someone really stepped up and helped me out,when they did not have too. See last blog I told you that my dear,dear computer was sick. Well I am happy to report that my computer is no longer sick. A man that works in the same building with me helped me out. He did me a favor and fixed my computer. Not only and I so grateful that it is fixed,but I am also so thankful that he did this for me and at no charge to me.

He didn't have to do this for me. He could have easily just simply said no,but he didn't. So now that he fixed my computer for me and for free at that,I think it only best to help him out when he needs it or if he would ever need it.

I don't know that this guy will ever need a favor,but I am right there when and if he does. Like I said before favors are good to give and receive. I have always been brought up to believe that if someone does a favor for you than you need to return the favor. Well,hopefully I can someday.

Me And Technology.

If I have said it once I have said it twice,I am technology challenged end of story. For the life of me, I can't figure out what the heck I am doing when it comes to technology. I have a laptop computer. I love my laptop,but sometimes it act's up. Just like all computers it has troubles and faults but I still love it.

Just the other day, I found out my computer was sick. It has a virus,yeah for me. Me being the stubborn one,I simply tried to get the virus off my computer. Come to find out I was doing more harm than good.That's what I get for trying to get my computer well again.

Me and Technology has never been friends,even when it comes to something as simple as my cell phone,I still have trouble with it. Over the last couple of years or so,I have been getting a little better with technology,but still I am not the best.

I just wish that one day, I would not be so computer challenged. Hopefully,my computer will be ok. I have to take it in to get the virus off,but luckily someone that I work in the same building with is doing this for me so I will not have to pay and arm in a leg. Wish me and my laptop luck all,we are going to need it.

The Game Plan.

Can you imagine yourself 10 years down the road?Can you even imagine what you will be doing? It's so far away,but still I think about things like this. I think about what my life will be like and how it will all work out.

Now,I know that I say sometimes not to plan your life away but sometimes on occasion I like to think about what if will be like. Will I be married(Hopefully). Will I be successful and will I have a family of my own again (Hopefully).

These and some other question is what I ask my self everyday,that and what will I look like in 10 years. I can't even think about what my life will be like in 10 years.Can you?It's so funny to think about it,because everybody has different perspectives on what the world will look like in the future. I am not worried about it at all but it is just different to think about it.

I think my conclusion on this subject is this: I think that 10 years from now I Will be married with a college degree. I image my self to be very successful and have a good head on my shoulders. As far as what the future will look like,I'm not sure. I can't tell the future so I don't know. I am not sure I want to know the future right now. I think for right now it's best to leave it as a surprise. It's always more fun that way.

Another Update Story.

Yesterday I wrote a post on well the crappy day I was having yesterday. Let's just put it this way,it was not a good day,not a good day at all. Well I am happy to report today that my day has gone wonderful.

Today is a completely different day.It's as if the sun has come out and dried up the flood. I had a great day today and I am hoping that tomorrow is even better than today. Everything was wonderful and went exactly as I had imagined it would.

I think that yesterday,I was looking at the glass half empty. I just had a really bad day. See,every time that I have an off day,I try to make since of it. I try to figure out why I am having a bad day and turn it around.

I guess that is the best thing to do when you have an off day. I really believe that once you find out what the problem is than you can really put it behind you after you deal with it. If you don't deal with it and just keep it all bottled up than you are going to crack, so I personally do what ever I have to do deal with my problem. That is why I wrote my sad post yesterday. Like I said thanks to everyone that read my post. I am doing much better today.

PS: Thanks to Ruth for the kind words. I really needed someone to actually care. That and thanks for the HUG. It really helped.

My Life.

Today I am not going to have a good post. I am not having a good post just because today has been so bad. I am really trying to stay positive with things but I am just not having a good day. Everything that could have happen today did,and I do mean everything. I just feel like I want to lay in my bed with the covers pulled over my head and just simply cry. In fact I am so mad at myself today that I think I will do just that. I hate days like today. It's no excuse for it. Normally I would give an excuse for my weird behavior today but today I'm not.I just am having an off day today,THAT is what is going on. Well,like I said today is not a very happy post but if I don't write something and keep everything bottled up I am just going to scream. I just have to let it out so I am sorry in advance if this post is bad. I really just don't care,like I said I just want to sit and cry. Well lets hope tomorrow is better. Not only for me but for my blog.

WOW, I could really use a someone right now. I really need to just talk to someone today about evrything. That and I could really use a hug. Really Bad.................................

The Little Blessing.

In just a little over a week I am going to a baby shower. Now,the shower that I am going to,is for a close personal friend of the family. She is just a very sweet girl. My family is trying to get her everything she needs for the baby and hopefully she will be set for when the baby comes.

Today,when I went shopping for the baby,I was looking up and down all the isles for things . She is having a boy so I needed to get her things that would represent a boy. First of all, I don't have any children so I didn't know a lot of what to get her. I mean,I knew the basic things like dippers,and clothes,and things like that, but apparently there are a lot more things that a baby needs other than those things.

Let me start off by saying that I am kind of envious of the children these days. When I was a little baby they didn't have the things that they do now. Just like today when I went out, I seen a pass afire that has a thermometer on the end of it. That is just cool, but still when I was a baby you didn't have them in a combination,they were two different things. Walking down these isles,I was amazed at some of the things that they had out there for baby's. Like I said I am just so envious of these things.

Bringing a life in this world is just a blessed event. It is something that happens,and when it does it is a blessed event and a joyful event. I hope this baby has a great life and grows up to be what ever it want to be in life. I love doing all this shopping for these kinds of events,but I just didn't know that baby's needed so much. Well at least now I know. I also know that this kid is going to be so spoiled. Not only by me( I just love children) but by my whole family. We are so ready for this child and it's not even ours. Come on Baby.

Caught In The Act.;

Tonight is going to be a little different. Today Instead of a regular post I'm going to show you some pictures that I took. This is my half way of doing a post. I am just so tired and dead on my feet to write so this is how I'm going to do it. Then towmorry,I am back on track.

All these photo's are just so special to me. These are just some of the photo's that I love. There are many more. These are just animals caught in the act of everyday life.

Enjoy.

Decorative Spirt.

I love to decorate. Each Holiday is special to me. There is Easter and Christmas,New Years Eve and day,Thanksgiving,and the closest one right now Halloween. I love to decorate for Halloween it's always fun.

Decorating is so fun. For me it just puts me more in the mood not only for the holiday but for the season. Now that's it getting ready to be Halloween before too lone I am starting to put my pumpkins and leaves and fall things out.

I get new things all every year to put out. I just love how I get to decorate the house and see smell the all the beautiful scents of fall. It always smells so good in the fall. The colors are beautiful and it's just a really beautiful time to be outside. I was so excited this year because one of my favorite things to decorate with this time of year was pumpkins. So this year my boyfriend this year surprised me and got me so many pumpkins to decorate with. Big ones,small ones,tiny ones,and huge ones. They are just so pretty and amazing.

I think for me the greatest thing is just to be in the spirt of the season that you are in. Be proud of it.We all have different holidays that we like and love. Halloween is not my absolute favorite,that is Christmas(but that is a totally different post). I just like Halloween because it brings back so many memories of when I was a child and how we would celebrate the fall and what all decorations we would put out. The only thing that I can say is Come on and lets start the fall. Yeah for fall.

PS:This is one of the Pumpkins that I got to decorate with. I just love it.

Age Dosen't Matter.

For the past couple of weeks things have been well, to say the least quite interesting. See,I have a friend that I have known for at least 6 years if not longer. She is a good friend,but just like any friendship we tend to fuss and fight.What can I say were normal.

For the past couple of weeks she has been going through quite a lot. See she is having well,lets say issues to say the least with this new guy that she has been seeing. Now,I am not going to get all love crazy with this blog but for the past coupe of weeks she has been telling me about him. One of the problems that she is having with him is his age.Don't get me wrong it not like he is 20 or 30 years older than she is, he is only 5 years older than she is.

I am really not sure what the big deal is or anything. I mean it's not like she is going to marry the guy anytime soon,they just meet. I don't know why people and especially women have issues with age. I am not saying all women have this problem. Some women like for there other to be a little older. Me I think God that my boyfriend is a little older than I am. He is 22 and I am 20 so nothing horrible, but he is still older.

The way I think about it is this. Age is just a number. Yes I know we all get older but just like I said before,Age is just a number. It's nothing we can do about it, so we should just stop worrying about our age. Be proud of your age. Own It. Be happy with your age. We should not be so worried with age and instead look at our inner beauty, instead of a persons outer beauty.

I really have a great friend,and the way that I think of it is this. All friendships have little fights in them. You could be the best of friends and you still will fight. This is just a stepping stone in our path of friendship,and I know that once we get past this,we will be back and better than before.This one little fight is not going to brake up a friendship that has lasted us years.If this stops us from being friends than that tells me that our friendship was not the strongest in the first place.

Battle Scars.

I've never been the one to whimper about getting hurt. I was very much clumsy growing up so I hurt myself all the time. I was use to falling down or bumping into something. Like I said I clumsy so it didn't surprise my self when I did something like that. Now,I whimper when I get hurt.

Today I got hurt at a work. I hurt my hand very bad and it is already swollen. I refuse to go to the doctor because I am not paying for someone to tell me it's just a bruise. I probably need an x-ray of it. In fact I know I need an X-ray for it because a family friend who is an medic with the rescue squad told me so.But I refuse to go. I hate hospitals and doctors,They freak me out.

I know how I did it this time. I got my hand shut in a metal door. I didn't do it thought. A co-worker didn't realize that my hand was in the door and when she went to go shut it I had my hand right there and boom there you go.

I don't know maby I should go to the doctor. I already have it wrapped so maby that will be ok. Maby I will just wait until the morning and see if it's ok then. I am stubborn. I wish that I could be like when I was little and just not whimper but it really,really hurts. Oh well It will stop hurting in a while I guess. Hopefully.

Give Me That Look.

Does anybody else get embarrassed when your parents or grandparents get out the old pictures of when you were a child to show your family or in my case my boy friend? Well I do.

I remember the first time my boyfriend came over to my grandparents to eat dinner with them and me. Right after dinner the first thing they did was started showing him the old baby photo's and home made dvd's of when I was little.

That has to be the one of the most embarrassing things that I have ever had to go through. Me sitting with my face as red as Rodolph's nose,watch my boy looking at these photo's and laughing at them. There is nothing more embarrassing to a child when your boyfriend or girl friend comes over and your parents or who ever show them your baby photo's and dvd's and even worse,your naked baby photo's .

I wasn't the worst looking child growing up..... Actually growing up I was very cute and adorable if I do say so my self. I just didn't like having my picture taken at all and I still don't. I should be use to it by now just because I get my picture taken all the time with friends and family but I still hate when I have to have them done.

Our Parents don't do this to hurt us or embarrass us,Well defiantly not hurt us. I just think that they like to do this so that our other half can see what we were like growing up. It's kind of mean I think to do this and for me so embarrassing but I got to think of it this way,at least it's not the naked baby photos.Those are so much more embarrassing. We all have those photo's that we just hate of our self's. I don't like my photos but at least we have them. It's memories that last a life time and that keep growing.

Laught Out Loud.

You know what I have come to realize, not only in the world,but in life all together,is that not everybody laughter's at the same thing. We don't all think that the same things are funny. What I find funny may not be as funny to everyone else.

See,I love to laugh and have fun. Heck it makes the day and the world go by so much better and smoother. I just think in general people take the world to serious.If you have ever watch the news or read the paper,you know what I am talking about. I see all the time where people are doing something or people will say something that is meant for a joke and take it way out of contact. We just don't know how to laugh anymore, that or we just plain forgot.

Take for example me. Where I go to school at people are always joking with me. Do I get mad,No I just play along and laugh back at them. I don't get mad because I know it was meant as a joke and not to hurt me. Like I said,I know what one person finds funny may not be as fun or not funny to another person,but would a little laughter hurt us.

Come on now. If we can't laugh or joke or giggle or smile at things than this world is going to be a pretty messed up place. I think that everyone should take just a couple minutes out of there day everyday to just laugh or smile at something or someone. It makes for a better and much better week.

Kitchen Wars.

For centuries people have been fighting over who cooks better at one thing or another. I know my family has those wars. One person always thanks that they can cook this better or that better than another person. It's like world war 4 in my house,especially now that the holidays are coming around.

See back a while ago I had told you all that I love to cook. I cook everything from Pastries to the main coarse. I am cooking even more now that the holidays are upon us. I am especially making things with pumpkin in them n0w that Thanksgiving is so near us. The only thing that I hate about the holidays is when there is a bunch of us cooking at one time and everyone thanks that their food is better than another persons cooking.


We all have are own way of cooking,some better than others,but we all cook different ways and no two people's things taste the same,well at least to me they don't. I don't know why people have food wars over whose taste better. It seems to happen every year around the holidays at my house.


Don't get me wrong,it's not like it is a big deal or anything and it doesn't stop us coming together with our family or friends but the war just happens when they are cooking together. I love all the food my family makes,well almost all the food my family makes. I couldn't care less who makes what,the most important thing to me is that we all gather together and celebrate together as one.

So, Happy Holidays Everyone,Lets get ready for 2011.

The Force.

We have all done something out of habit. Weather it's just something small like biting our nails or mixing up things. It can also be something as bad as smoking(Which is a horrible thing to do),but we have something that we have done out of habit. Me I carry things off.

It's like I will have something in my hands or pick up something and just carry it off into another room or even lay it down some where and forget where I put it. It's like I have a little voice in my head and it's telling me to carry things off. I don't know why for the life of me that I do it but I do.

Call it a nervous habit,or call it what you will,me I call it "Force Of Habit". I have done it for years and still can not figure out why I do it. It's like I have to have something in my hands 24/7 then when I have something in my hands,doesn't matter what it is I will just carry it off and it's never seen again. Poof,just like that gone.

Anyways,I know we all do it from time to time. I know it's not just me,thank god. I am trying to brake my silly habit,but it's going to take a while. Now that I have said my habit,tell me yours. .

Wishing,Wishing,Wishing.

Ok,so I know that I'm guilty of this,we all are once in a while,wishing the week away. The other day at work I was listening to the radio when I heard some people talking about this. They were saying that people everyday wish the week away. It doesn't matter for what reason or what your doing through the week,we all one time or another wish the week away.

The question they were asking is why?Why do people wish the week away,what is the reason behind it.

I'm as guilty of doing this as well as the next person.Sometimes I wish the week away 2 to 3 times a week. Think about it. Mondays everyone hates because well it's just Monday. Tues,Ok but no prize,Wed,well their is nothing to be said about Wed,Thur ok,well getting their, Fri is great because it's the start of the weekend,Sat is the greatest time, that is the time where you should spend it with your family and friends,Sundays is a day of rest and a day to get ready for Mondays when you have to get ready for work or in my case college again.

I don't think that we should wish the week away at all. I mean really we need to enjoy the week. We have to deal with it everyday of our lives so why not make the best of it. Yes,you may be tired and so existed that you feel like you can't go on with the week,but you have to so just make the best of it and get on with it. Stop trying to wish the week away and instead just have fun. Take it easy or at least try too,and that way you can have fun on Friday and Saturday.

My favorite day of the week is Saturday. I just love that day of the week for some reason. Yes,sometimes I have to work,but for me it is just a relaxing day of the week. The week can be bad but it can also be good. So try to stay of the positive side of the week and not on it's bad side.

Practice Makes Perfect.

How many times do you have to do something before you get it right?That is the question that I need to ask. Is it a certain amount of times you have to do something, before you get it right or is that you practice and practice until you get it right?

It's a question that I ask my self everyday. It's a though that I get up with and go to bed with at night. It's a simple question to some and a difficult question to others. See recently I have had a couple of new things that I have to do that,Well lets just say I don't do perfect. I know how to do them,like dealing with people or dealing with "difficult" people but still I don't handle some of those situations very well sometimes.

I deal with people on a daily bases. I mean I am around people 24/7 so how is it that when I get around people and they want to be difficult I tend to not handle the situation very well sometimes. Don't get me wrong,I love people really I do. I am a total people person,It's just that sometimes some people tend to rub me the wrong way. I am really trying to correct myself and practice dealing with difficult people better in everyday life

When I was growing up and even now my family would always say the way you deal with people is you "Kill the with kindness"which means show them that your not going down to there level.It makes sense don't go to their level. I also hear people telling me that Practice Makes Perfect. So maby if I keep trying to work with people than maby I will get better. So,Does anyone else that Practice Makes Perfect or is just me?

Late Night Confessions.

Tonight is going to be a kind of short post because well,I am beat and I just want to hang out on my bed and maby fall asleep. Tonight's post is going to be different. Tonight's post is going to be about things that are on my mind,I have a whole list of things so sit back and hold on tight,cause it's going to be a long list.

1.) The first thing that is on my mind is, how is it that when I am in line somewhere it takes me forever to get through the line. The reason that it takes me forever to get through lines is because people can't decide anything these day. Here's an idea people don't be so picky. Just get what you need and be done with it.

2.)Why is it that when I meet a new person for the first time I feel so shy?Why can't I just feel well,normal?Maby it's just me,but I always do. That and I never know what to say to people sometimes.

Well isn't this funny, I can't think of anything else that is on my mind tonight. I surprised myself,I didn't have as much on mind that I thought I did. Well any ways,thanks for listing.I promise toworry's post will be so much better.

The Fall Upon Us.

Well Fall is finally coming. This is the season for baked goods and pretty colors,and that little nip in the air that I just love. Fall is also the time for candy which means Halloween is going to be upon us very soon. I love to give out candy and see all the little kids dressed up in their costumes. It brings back so many memories of when I would dress up as a child and go treating.

Like I was saying I really like the fall,it's not my favorite season,my favorite season is winter but I do like fall. I like fall because fall is when you get to start making all those amazing smelling baked goods,like pumpkin pie,or pumpkin rolls(Which are amazing). It's also the time where you get to look forward to the holidays to start. First Halloween,then Thanksgiving,then in winter Christmas and New Years Eve,And New Years Day so we have a lot of holiday to get to look forward too.

I just love the colors of fall as well. I love to see all the leaves fall off the tree's and I love when I go out side and get to feel that little bit of nip in the air. It's just enough of a cool wind where you need a light jack and sneakers . Me I where flip flops all year long, that or go bare foot,but that is just me.

Fall is a great season. It has so many positive things about it. I think that Halloween is a big thing for me. That is one of the main reasons why I like it. I get to decorate the house(I am a big decorator and hand out candy on Halloween candy. My first Halloween costume was a vampire. I had the fangs and cape. I loved it. So what was your all's first costumes?

Getting Active.

Today I was watching a show called "The Half -Ton Teen". This show was talking about how so many people,not just kids but adults are obese. This show really got me thinking. It got me thinking about what I eat and what I do.

I am guilty of it,like we all are sometimes. We are all guilty of over eating or just eating badly sometimes either because we are stressed or just for the plain fact that we are hungry. I know for me I eat when I am stressed(Which I should not do,but I do). I know it is not healthy to eat junk food but I do.

I try to be a healthy person. I go to the gym and dance and try to be as active as I can but there are some days where I just don't have the time to work out. I always feel guilty when I can't work out but then I pay for it later when I look in the mirror. See I think that the reason that kids and adults are getting to be obese these days are because we are not active enough. Yeah part of it has to do with what we eat but then the other part of it is because we do not get up and move anymore. We don't run or jump or dance or walk or do anything anymore.

Me personally I have to get up and be doing something most of the time. I just can not stand it when I have to sit still for hours at a time. It just drives me crazy,I just don't know how people do it. I am not saying that we all have to be a size zero so please don't miss interpret me,but I am just saying we should all get active. Remember not only will it make us feel good about our self's but it makes us in better health. So lets all get up and be as active as we can.