It's Just A Number.

Why are people so obsessed with numbers. Not just any number's,I am talking about the dreaded number of age. I really don't know why people are obsessed with age. I just think that age is just a number.

Why do people fear getting older? Shouldn't we be celebrating getting older. It's another year that we are getting not only smarter,but wiser.

If you really think about it good and hard I bet you will feel the same way. Getting older has it's good parts too. Think about it. When you are older you have more freedom than when you were younger, you can do what you please,when you please and not have to worry about making anybody mad,or upset,and you have more knowledge of what is not only going on in the world but what is going on in your life.

So you see getting older is not so bad,you have your good parts about it as well as your bad,just like you do with everything in life. Don't hate your age, and instead celebrate it. Party it up. Shout it out,don't hide it.Remember you are only as old as you feel.

A Clean Mess.

Usually I am a very organized person. Everything in my apartment has it's own little space. I have little cubby holes where I put my shoes in my bed room, and place where I put my clothes ,and even special design places where I put my cell phone at night. To say the least my place is usually very organized.

There are times however(another however,yes I know) where my place does get just a little unorganized. I have a lot going on and now with getting ready to graduate on my plate this year, 2011 from college it's been difficult trying to find the time to clean up.

I am not saying my apartment is so dirty you can't see the floor, I am just saying that sometimes,just sometimes I tend to just let things stay on the floor for a couple of days. I don't see it as things on the floor as I do so much an organized mess.

See there is a difference between an organized mess and and un organized mess,well at least for me there is. An un organized mess would be something where you can't find anything or you can't see the floor to walk,an organized mess is where yes there are still things on the floor but you can still find things that you need when you need it.

SO,see there really is difference between them. I am not to the point nor will I ever get to a point where I will ever have the un organized mess,I have the good kind of mess. Hey at least it's not like my room when I was little,now that is a whole different post.

All Around Me.

Coming home from college is great. I get time to spend with my family,hang out with some old friends and just get to re know everyone that I have been to busy to see over the past couple of mounts.. However,"yes there is a however" it's not fun to come home when you are feeling sick.

So this week I am back in Canada where I belong with my family and wouldn't you know it I of coarse have the stomach flu along with a cold. Let me tell you it's not fun at all.

I hate being sick. I mean who likes being sick,not me and I am sure none of you like to be sick,RIGHT. I just hate the fact that I come home for a family member's birthday party and that I am going to stay for a while and as it ends up they end up taking care of me.How lame is that

I have been so sick lately that I have not been able to eat any thing since last Saturday. I am just so sick. This is not fun my Friends,not fun indeed. I did not even do a blog a couple of days ago. Yes I felt horrible that I did not write one,but who can blame me really. I passed out on my bed so yeah. Hopefully this will all go away soon and I can actually end up spending some good quality time with my family before I go back to the states for school. Let' s hope.

Life's Puzzle Piece.

If it is something that I have always been taught it's that life is a chain. A chain of lesson's or just a chain of events. For me it's always been a chain of events as I am sure it has for many of you out there.

Think about it. With everything that you have go in life from growing up,to going to elementary school then as soon as you know it graduating from high school,to even going to college it's no wounder that life is like a chain.

For me,I feel like life is passing me by so fast. I mean it feels like I just graduated from high school when In reality I graduated a couple of years ago. For heaven sakes,I am getting ready to graduate from college. How crazy is that.

I just feel like life is passing me by so quickly. I mean I go to classes ever day and go to work and visit my family on the holidays, and try to get everything I need to get done that day,and it just seems like the day is over before it even begins.

The thing that I am trying to get across is that life is like a puzzle. All the piece's may not fit right now but once you get to them they will fit perfectly. Try not no let life rush by you. Instead take the time to stop and smell the cool Fall air.

Sleep Land.

Sleep,it's a wonderful think isn't it. Really who doesn't love a little sleep especially when you have had a long day. There is nothing better really. The question I have is,what is too much sleep? Is there there even such a thing?

I am a very active person. Between school,work,working out,traving for the holidays,and so many other things it's no wounder that I tend to feel a little tired sometimes. I mean who wouldn't. Sometimes though I feel like I get too little sleep.

Now,I know life is not all about sleeping,trust me on this one. It's not like I sleep my way through this world it's just with everything going on I feel like sometimes it would be nice to have just a bit more sleep sometimes.

It's funny because I have friends that will go to bed at 2 in the morning and sleep in till gosh knows when. Me I am the total opposite. I got to bed at 2 and sleep in till maby 6 or 7 sometimes at the latest 8 or 9 but that is when I am at my home not my apartment.

Anyways,I guess what I am trying to say is maby so much sleep is not the best. I find that when I go to bed early and wake up early I have more energy,and I am able to get more done in the day rather than if I were to get up at 11 or 12. So the answer to my own question less sleep better energy,more sleep less energy,well at least for me.

Poof,Poof And Gone

I will be the first one to admite that I have a ton of clothes. Everything from dresses to my cute little pair of jeans which I love the most. Because I have a ton of clothes it seems that every time I go to wash my clothes something disappears,"Poof" just gone never to be seen again.

It's funny really. It seem like I put my clothes in the wash machine to be washed,but then when I put them in the dryer some of my clothes are just gone. It's like they magically fly out of there with out me seeing them.

I am really starting to think that I have a little fairy in my house that steals my clothes just because I have so many of them. Maby the reason that my clothes just seem to disappear is because I have so many of them. I should probably stop buying so many clothes but come on you have just got to have them. I can't go around naked all my life.

So if I have a little clothes fairy in my house I have got one thing to say to it. " Go away" Leave my clothes alone and please bring back the ones you stole .

Perfect Is As Perfect Does.

Lets get one thing straight,I am so not perfect. Never claimed to be. Just like everyone else in the world I have got things that I need to work on,but at least I admit them. I know I am no where near perfect,no matter how hard I like to believe sometimes,but I not the worst out there.

I may not be able to adapt to things as fast,and I may miss my mark on life sometimes but those are things I can work on. I simply hate it when people tell me that I did something Wrong or think that I am stupid. I am not stupid,no where near stupid. I am actually very smart,so lets put that out there right now. If I wasn't smart would I be able to go to college and be able to graduate this summer from a university. I think not.

I see people all the time thinking that they are just so perfect. Well have I got a message for all of you that think that you are perfect,your not so get over it. Really. You may think your perfect but I am sure you have got flaws just like everyone else.

So my thing is this,we have all got things that we need to work on. Just because we have got things that we need to work on in life does not mean that we are not perfect. The only thing that should matter is what we think of our self's and as long as your happy with yourself that's all that matters.

Art All The Way.

What is art? The best answer that I could come up for,at least for me is art is anything you make it to be. In fact I really don't think we realize how many forms of art there is out there. Art is all the way around us. It's everywhere,and it's in our everyday life's. I bet you if you really think about it art is something that you do everyday and not even realize it.

They way that I would define art would be something that you are good at but not everyone can do it the way you do it.Take me for instance. I love to dance. I have been dancing since I was young so for me that would be just one of many styles of my kind of art.

What people don't realize is that art does not have to be with a brush and white canvas. Art can be as simple as cooking,or dancing or what ever you do special. I have always had an open mind when it comes to art,and I think sometimes you have too.

I have seen somethings and thought,how is this art. But then I begin to think to my self that I have to have an open mind and think what the person was thinking when they created the master piece. So with that being in mind what your form of art,and please no holds back.

This Gift.

It will not be too long before Christmas will be apon us. This means busy towns,and city's,traffic,and long lines. It also means time for Christmas shopping,which is always fun.

I always have fun Christmas shopping. I love,love to pick out gifts for my special friends,family,pets,and yes even neighbors. I usually don't do my shopping until two weeks before Christmas. Why,I have no idea,I am wondering the same thing really. This year I have decide that I am going to start shopping early. That way I can I can get away from the traffic.

While I was shopping for everything and everybody it got me thinking. What is the best Christmas present you could get someone? Is it jewelry,or clothes,or maby and car or even better money.

For me the best present that I safely say that I would like to have even know I enjoy all those things is to be home for the holidays and to be with my dearest family friends and yes pets,and neighbors. I am away quite often for college and only really get to come home for holidays an birthdays so when I see everybody it's a special time.

So,whats the best present that you could receive? It it money and presents or something much deeper? It's you choice,you decide. Yeah for Christmas.

I Don't Know Blog.

Ok so I have writer's block again,I know what a suprise so here's a picture of my cats that I love and I hope you all enjoy as well.

I just love this picture. It's when one of my cats was just a baby. Dosn't he look so adorablel. Oh how I miss those days,those days of when they were little. Isn't he just so adorable. Really.

Woundering Worries.

Ok,so today I just have to write about something that I seen that well just made me giggle. So today while taking my trash out to the curb for the weekly pick up I seen a sign on the back of trash pick up where the put the trash in to compact it that said "Do Not Enter".

Ok,first of all who in there right mind would even think about entering a garbage truck, let along the back of the garbage truck? It's just funny that they would put they would put that on there. I mean don't you think people know not to enter the back of a garbage truck.

It's also a little sad to me. I mean,if they had to put that on there can you imagine what other silly signs are up. What has are world come to when we have to tell people what to do and what not to do. It's common sense people come on now. Don't make me do all the work.

Anyways,maby it's just me but I find it a little sad that we have to be told such silly things,but oh well what can we do?

Rule's To Live By.

In life there are rule that we have to live by. It could be just regular everyday rules like traffic rules or even home rules. What ever the case may be we must follow them to not only be a good person,but also so we don't get into trouble. But what about rules for life? We all have different rules for life either that we have been taught or that we live by. So with this post I am going to share with you all my rules for life that I have been taught and live by.

1.) Always respect your elders. It always shocks me how people don't respect their elders,and we should remember everyone get older.

2.) Treat people how you want to be treated. If we want respect you have to show respect. So be nice. Really.

.3)Always take responsibility for your actions. Remember you chose what you do in life nobody else makes those decisions.

4.)ALWAYS,ALWAYS love your family. You may disagree with them at times but your still a family no matter so respect and love one another.

5.) Help out when ever you can. I don't just me at home but in the world it's self. We have so much that could be done and just isn't so help out your community when you can. Trust me,you will feel a lot better when you get the chance.

6.)Love your pets. This is a big one for me because I am a friend to all animals. Remember animals are a living breathing things as well. Just like people they need love and attention as well,so for GOD SAKES, PLEASE treat them right and Love them.

7.)Be proper. You should always remember to say "Thank You" and "Your Welcome" to people. It just shows your a nice person.

8.) Stay close to your friends. Just think to your self that you became friends for some reason so hang on to them anyway possible.

9.) Be thankful. Instead of crying about everything you don't have be thankful for the things you do have. Remember that there are people worse off than you are so be thankful and respectful for what you have and thank god you do have what you have.

10.) The most important rule. LOVE your self. Even if it's ten minutes out of the day take time to do something for your self. If you don't do that every once in a while you will just scream so take time out and love your self. Remember your important as well.

Those are my ten rules for life what yours?

Weird Shaped Things.

So I have these weird shaped treese in my front yard. They are beautiful trees don't get me wrong. And who could resiest those colors. What I am woundering is how did they get to be that shape. I mean come on you just don't see tree's in everyday life that look pointed on top,or at least I don't. Those tree's have been in my yard well now my parents yard for a very long time. They are very beautiful shade tree's and everytime I come home for the holidays I like to sit under them and just relax,providing that's it's not cold and windy out side. All I can say is that I love those tree's,and there beautiful color's.

Keys,Keys And Everywhere.

Why is it that I have so many keys? I feel like I have so many keys. Keys for my car,or keys for my house,or keys for my apartment,or keys for my friends house. What am I the key fairy?

Do I use my magic wand and poof there is a key? Maby someone is just leaving me keys because they have so many. Well,that's how I am starting to feel. I can never say I don't have a key. I feel like a high school janitor with all my keys.

It's funny because I have never had this many keys before. I have keys for things that I have never in my life owned or keys that I have no idea what they are too. Maby I should just go and through out the keys that I just don't need. Why other people give me keys to there apartment I will never know. It's like I am the key holder,of all holders.

That should really be my nick name the queen key holder,because it seems like everyone gives me their keys and tell me to hold on to them. I have a hard enough time just trying to hold on to my car keys but now everyone else's oh heck no. I am going to put an end to the key holding. My key holding days are over.

Photo's In The Moment.

We all know I love animlas so today I decided to share with you all some photo's that I got of google,yes but are just so adorable. Enjoy.

I just love this photo. I LOVE this photo one because it's a beautiful shot,and two because it's just a simple shot.This kind of animal is endangered and with this kind of wolf there are only a very short amout of them left. It's a shame yes,but that's the way it is. I hate that it is that way. Most of them live in the snowey places like well,where there is snow or at least this one does. Found this video on you tube take a look at it and you will see what I mean. Enjoy these beautful animals. They are so amazing and they need to be some where people will not make them into fur for coats or for there meat. Enjoy the video and help save the wolves.

Gathering Love.

Today we all gathered for a celebration for my loving grandmother's birthday. It's truly amazing. We had cake that I baked,and ice cream,with apple dumplings and drinks, so not only was it truly amazing,but it was also yummy as well.

If it's one thing I can say about my family it's that we may not always agree with each other, but when someone has a birthday or someone needs something we are always there for each other. All families no matter who's family they may be has agreements,but with those we always look beyond them and strive for what really counts which is loving one another and enjoying each other's company.

I have and still am very lucky to always have my family. Sure we have our days where we want to just stay to ourselves and not talk to one another,but most of the time we just love each other. It's funny well kinda,but since I have been away for the past three years,I believe that I have missed my family more than I have in a long time.

I know that there are times where maby my family might have thought that I have made some bad choices,or poor choice,but like I have said many times the good thing about my family is that the let me find out for my self. They are and were there for me when and if I needed them but still let me find out for myself about some things that I needed too in life.

I am just truly blessed to be with people and pets that just love me as much as I LOVE them. Today's gathering is just one of many that we have when I come home from college.Today was just one of those days where the sun has come out and is glowing brightly down on us,and I could not or will not ask for anything more.

Still Changing

Have you ever felt like the world was just spinning too fast? Like the world is circling to fast and you don't know how to make it stop. Lately I just feel like I have had so many changes going on in my life and I am still not done with the changes.

I know,I know I have already did a post about changes,but if I don't get what I am feeling off my chest I am just going to be sick(Really). I told you all in a few of my post that I hate change. I have tried to get better at it but nothing seems to be making it better. With Christmas coming and everything coming I feel like there is ten million changes going on right now,that frankly I just don't know what to think about or do about.

I am not sure weather it's a good thing or a bad thing but one this is for sure I just don't like them. It's everything from family to friends to just simple things like even deciding weather or not I should go out to eat with friends from work to eat Christmas dinner.

I know what your thinking. Your probably thinking that,there is nothing to really worry about and that it's all going to ok. Man how I wish I could think that way. I try I really do but for some reason I just hate change. Is it just me,or does anyone else hate change just as much as I do? What is wrong with me? Why do I despise it so much? I just want to once change something in my life and not feel guilt over it for once in my life. Help. That really all I can say. Help.

One Christmas Wish At A Time.

Christmas is a time for joy. It's a time to celebrate the birthday of the main man up stairs. It's a time to be with your family and friends and really enjoy each others company and love for one another.

I can safely say that I am truly blessed for everything that I have. Although I have had a lot of things going on,I can say I am one of the luck ones. I know though that there are some people that are not as lucky as I am,but hopefully that can change.

See this year I am helping out with a Christmas event for children that will go around their Christmas tree on Dec 25 and find nothing under there,or nothing in there stocking. I know Christmas is not just for the gifts,so please don't get me wrong but for a child that is sup post to be a magical time.

This event is going to be so those children can actually look forward to Christmas day. I am getting donations for place to donate candy,or toys and just anything possible to make a child smile this year and well as there parents. We are not asking for anything big this year just anything really.

Actually,what I have found out is more and more people and business are opening up there hearts and wallets to lead a helping hand this year,I couldn't ask for anything more.

The reason that I am helping out for this event this year is because I know that I am truly luck on Christmas day,and all I can say is that I want to help give someone else a blessing this year. I figure if I can make just one child's Christmas miracle this year than maby someone will have an amazing Christmas. So if you can let's spread some Christmas love this year.

Inner Thought's

So here I find my self again not having any idea what to write. So tonight I decided too just write what I was feeling. I know,I know but really I have nothing else to write about so I have decide to write my thoughts.

Why Is it that I love this picture so much you may be asking your self,well I wounder the same thing. Maby it's because when I look up at the beautiful sky I know that anything is possible. I know that when I put my mind to something I can accomplish anything,and the sky is the limit. Maby the it's like looking at a piece of art. Wondering what the artist was thing about when he made that beautiful piece of art. Maby that's what I see when I look at the sky. It's just amazing.

The Turn Around.

Life has it's up's and it's downs now doubt about it. We all have those times where we just feel like the world has just turned it's back on us. Like we feel like no one in the world will understand what we are going through. Well,tonight I had one of those night where I felt like the world someone just wanted me to have a bad day,or so I thought.

Like I said we all have those bad days,sometimes you just can not help it.But why is it that until recently I find myself to come into contact with more and more people that just well,for the better lack of words who's attitude "Suck". I can understand maby having one day that you just want to be left alone. Trust me I have had those days,as we all have,but all the time come on now. I mean me give me a brake. It's like some one has rained on there parade and the sun is not coming out anytime soon.

I have the best example for this post today. Something that I have been wanting to share with someone and no one will listen so I am just writing."That's what's a blog is for,right".

Anyways, today I found myself with a similar situation. Today when at work I had to come into contact with a person that was just stubborn. She was just one of these people where nothing pleased her,and instead of trying to work out her problems like an adult she decided to take it out on everyone else. When she tried to take out her problems out on me I just decided that after she got done yelling at me for what ever she wanted to yell at me about, I was not going to let her " Rain on my parade".

I was not going to let this lady bring my day down,not after I was having a GREAT,GREAT day. Actually,instead of getting mad like I wanted to do, I decided to do just the opposite,I was going to Kill her with kindness. To make a long story short,it was making this lady more upset because I was being kind to her and I wasn't going to let her bring me down.

That what we all need to do when we know that someone is trying to make us mad,or when we are in a difficult situation. We need to kill them with kindness. Don't let some one bring you or anyone else down just because they are having a bad day. Instead turn it around and just tell your self that you are going to have a good day no matter what even if you feel like telling someone to just go jump off a Cliff like I wanted too.