Towmorry Can Wait.

So,I have to be honest when I say that I am not,looking  forward to tomorrow.

Its hard to believe that,one year ago tomorrow on March 17th 2012 my pawpaw as I call him or,my grandfather has been gone for a year now.

It dosent seem that,long to me. It seems like just the other day we were all sitting in the living room together,drinking coffee and laughing.Its just crazy to me that that he has been gone that long .

I cant say that I will ever find comfort in him being gone,but I have learned that he is up there looking down on me and I know he is no longer hurting. I think,more less I have sort of learned to deal with the pain .

I know he loves me and my family and I know he is proud of us just like we are of him. we love you pawpaw.

Why I Blog.

I have been blogging for a little while now,.I know for at least 3 years and maby  a few mounts. I have always though of.blogging as a release of stress,and a way to just be me.

It sounds weird I know,but the other day I was looking at all the post I had wrote  over the years and it got me to thinking of why I started doing this,and what lead me to do this.

I think the reason why I blog is because, I love the feeling of being able to just write and write,and I know that people here are not going to look down on me. I think in other words I can let my mind be free and run free.

Every since.i have came to blogger I.have  made so new friends and gotten to know so many amazing women and me. From the two amazing ladies over at the middle ages to ruth and her blog and so many more I have learned so much.

Like I said I love to blog and im gonna do it for.many more years. This blog is in my heart and soul and it.will always be.special to me. So lets keep going with it for many more years.