It's Party Time.

Halloween is finally here. This means costumes,candy,scary movies,and haunted houses,plus a whole lot more. It's a time where just for a couple hours out of the day you can dress up and not be your self and no one looks at you like your crazy.

I love,love Halloween. I love all holidays,but Halloween is fun for all ages. Now,I may not go trick or treating any more but I still love it. I love the whole feel of it. Like I said it's one day that I just don't have to be well me.

I remember when I was younger, how I would dress up. I always felt so amazing when I would dress up. Maby that's where my love of Halloween came from. My parents told me that my very first costume ever was Winnie The Pooh,yes I was a bear for Halloween thank goodness I was little and not grown. I think that my favorite Halloween costume of all time that I have ever been was when I was eight. I was a princess. I had a beautiful dress and I even had a prince charming.

We all had our favorite costumes. This year I decided to be the perfect little devil. I had devil horns,and even a little red tail. Why a tail I'm not sure but what I am sure of is that I loved my costume. Like I have been saying,it doesn't matter what age you are,Halloween is good for everyone. So everyone,lets get out their and do some scaring,and tell me,what was your favorite and first costume.

Think Before You Speck.

Have you ever been told to "think before you speck" well I have and especially when I was younger. I use to always get told to "think before I speck" and not be rude to people. It was one of the main rules of my household and my life. It's a great rule to learn and have under your belt.

So what happens when you come into contact with someone that hasn't learned that rule yet,even thought it should already be implanted into their brain. The reason that I am even bringing up this subject is because today,I had someone tell me something that is really none of their business.

If I said it once I have said it twice,I hate for people to pertend like they know me when they really don't or try to get into my life. I don't mind if people ask me questions about my life,but don't keep on and on because if you do I will eventually just shut you out. Sometimes,I feel like people don't think about what they say before they say it and we all really should.

I have learned that what some people find funny is not funny to others,in fact it is just plain out hurtful. The person that said something about me today never thinks before she speaks,which is no surprise. In fact she is just a plain out well,ass. I just think she needs to learn to think before she opens up her trap. Anyways,I don't even care what she thinks of me. If she doesn't like me well here's an idea stay to yourself. I really don't care if she like me or not.

One word of advice,always think before you speck.

The Newest Addiction.

So,we all know that I am not a technical person,as I have said in so many of my post. You can tell by the way my blog is that I am "NOT" a technical person. So why is it that I get these new things that require a lot of technical thoughts if I don't know how to work them.?

I will give you an example. Today,while out shopping like I always do,I seen this key ring that I just had to have even though I have a million key rings I had to have this one just because this one was a digital photo key ring. This is one that I could up load my photo's onto and carry it with me. Why not just carry my camera you ask. Well I do but it is so much simpler just to show people my key ring.

Anyways,back to what I was suppose to be talking about. When I first got this new toy of mying I could not figure out for the life of me what I was doing wrong. Come to find out I should have let it charge first that and read the instructions. That would have helped,BIG TIME.

I think when it comes to technical things like this,even know I like to think I know what I am doing I really don't as you can probably tell. I don't like asking for help but in this case I really had to. My boyfriend is great at figuring these things out so thank god I have a handy man around. Anyways,one piece of advice that I can anyone dealing with the same problem that I am dealing with,read the instructions first before doing anything. They actually help,believe it or not.

The Classic's Never Die.

Today I heard a song on the radio that I have not heard in a long time. I probably have not heard this song in over 6 years,so it's been a long time. This song got me thinking again(yes,I know everything gets me thinking). I got me thinking on the classics's . I am a classic kind of gal,Yes I know.

The good old classics's. Oh,how I miss them. I am talking about the classic tv show and the classic song that "USE" to be on the radio. As you all have probably guessed I am not much into the tv shows or a lot of the music that is out now. For me,it's just that I prefer to watch something or listen to something that is not on a thousand times a day. It seems like all these things now days are on a million times a day.

If they would just play these radio songs or tv shows maby once or twice a week,than that would be ok. Now,people just seem to be crazy about hearing these things over and over again. That is one of the main reason's why I choose not to watch tv most of the times and instead just get what I need on the Internet it is so much simpler.

I just wish that if they were going to put something on the tv's or radio's than they would put something actually worth putting on. I am not say that they have to take everything off the air,but for goodness sake please put some classics's on. I don't care from what year it is as long as someone puts something good on. I don't know maby that's just they way I feel. Hopefully,I am not the only one who feels like this.

The Cats Meow.

So I always talk about my other pets,so today I am going to talk about this one. I think she deserves to be talked about. When she was first born,she was so afraid of everything,never wanting to be around anyone or anything. Now look at her. She is so grown and so full of life. She runs more and meows more especially in the middle of the night. She likes to sit on my computer bag more like she is doing in this picture. For some reason she thinks of it as her domain. Anyways, she is my precious baby and I love her so much. She is my littlest baby I believe and she could not be anymore spoiled. Her name is Baby Girl. Or as I like to call her Miss Trouble. Hope you all like this picture. She is a beautiful animal. Tomorrow I am back to my regular post I promise.

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The Other Side Of Me.

In case you didn't know it,I have 2 sides to me, as do we all. When,I'm out and about with friends,or hanging out with my boyfriend or something like that I am just me no, more no less. I am usually the one who is very quite,and kind of shy,and the one who even if something is bothering her keeps it bottled up inside. I suppose in a way,I have always been like that.

Then I have my other side of me. The writer side,I guess you can call it. This is the side of me where I really let everything that I have been bottled inside me just go. The side where I am not really afraid to let people see how I feel. I don't know,maby it just feel safer here when I am writing. Maby I just know that here people won't judge me or judge the way that I am.

I know that I have always said "What you see,is what you get" but sometimes I feel like that is not enought. Sometimes I feel like there is a piece of me missing, you know. Like there are days that I just don't know who I am. I know that I should know who I am,but with me I just never know.

We all have different sides to us. Can you guess what side this is of me,I bet you can. I will admit there are days that I just feel lost,or confused. I mean not knowing who you are sometimes will get anyone confused. With me,I like both sides of myself. I like my shy but sidle self,but I also love my writer side of my side. Most of the time I am in my writer side,but there are times where I am in my shy side.

So,maby having to sides of myself isn't nesscerely a bad thing. Maby since I have two side of me I know that I can almost always find out who I am. I know who I am not just one question,who are you and I mean the real you.

The Natural Light.

This is one of my faviorte pictures. I love the moon and everything that it brings. From the light of the moon to the beauty of it. I love to go out on a clear night and look up at the night. I do that quite a lot. Now that fall is here it clear enought that I can actually see the moon and all it's beauty. When I was younger I use to sit out side all the time and watch the moon for hours and hours for on end. The moon really clears my mind and get all the added stress of everyday life of my mind.

Hope everyone enjoys the picture. I just love the way the the moon is in this picture. It may not be much of a photo to some people but it's one of my faviortes . Enjoy.

Focus, I Think Not.

Have you ever had so much to do and just could not focus? You feel like there are so many things that you want to get done but for some reason,there is a little voice in your head saying not to or pulling your attention away so that you can't focus.

That's exactly how I am today. For some reason I just can not simply focus. I have got ten million things that I should do, and that I need to get done but for some odd reason I simply can not focus. Is it me,or is there some reason that I can't focus.

Even writing this post today,I had a time focusing. Usually when I'm like this something is on my mind or I am stressed,but today is different. I am not stressed and do not have anything on my mind so what is the problem.

Is it just me,or do we all have these thinking problems? Hopefully I am not the only one who is having this problem. I feel like I have so much to say and do and yet I just can't get them done. Well , Hopefully I can get back on track, as my other half would say and get my brain going again. I hate when it stops working.

Halloween This.

Halloween,brings out the weirdness in everyone no matter what age. It's for the young,pre teens, pre adults,and even for the adults,you get the point. Halloween brings out the frecky in everyone.

Today,I seen something while out in town that just made me laugh for one thing and wounder at the same time. While in town today I seen a whole bunch of zombies,and not just any zombies,bloody. Gorey zombies. Now,I'm not crazy and yes by this post I know people might think that I am but I really did see zombies walking around where I was shopping at.

Halloween isn't for a little while yet,so why in the world did I see zombies you might ask,well I was asking my self the same question when I seen them. And before anyone says anything,no I didn't just imagine them they were really there. It wasn't till I got informed about a show that was going on in the shopping center did I truly understand what was going on. I just thought people were losing their minds or they wanted to get a head start on Halloween.

Anyways,that was one of the craziest things that I have seen in a great while. I love Halloween, I am even helping out this year at a haunted hotel with my boyfriend,so I love Halloween. I just think it was a little weird seeing zombies walk around when I was shopping even know I knew that they were just people dressed up,it still was just very insane,at least to me.

Home Is Where The Heart Is.

I have always felt like there is two types of homes,well for me anyways. There's the place where you stay and sleep and then there's the place where you have grown up and learned what the world is.

I figured this out when I first moved out of my grandparents house and got my very first apartment. My apartment is a house. It's a place where I can go after classes and sleep or just relax on my days of work and school(which is not very often). I call that a house because it's not where I grew up. The place where I grew up,or took my very first step,or learned to cook and even where I first stared to learn about the world around me is a home.

I know people think they are the same thing,but I bet if you really think about it a bit you will realize that indeed they are not. A home is where your family is. It's where you can craw up on the couch and watch tv or movies with your family and friends. That's a home to me.

I love living on my own,and I am glad that I am independent but I just have a house not a home. Home for me is where when you walk into the door you can just feel the love. I never really appreacitated my home until I moved out for the first time on my own. That's when I found out that I was and still am very blessed that I have a home that I can go back to for home cooked meals or when I need someone to talk to other than my boyfriend.

My advice,would be to just be thankful that you have a home. Yes,it is nice to have a house to your self,but it is even better to have a home. With family and friends and love and blessing all around you.

Truth Be Told.

I have always been independent. I have always like to be by myself and do things for my self.

Now, I have gotten better at asking for help throught the years but still we all have those times where we feel like we can do everything for our self's.

I have always been the one who likes to be independent. The one who refuses to ask for help or who will do what ever she has to do to get the task done,what ever that tacks may be. I have always felt like if I ask for help then I am week, or nothing at all.

Now that I have become an adult I have come to realize that it's ok to ask for help and that just because you ask for help does not mean that you are weak. It took me till my teen years to realize that,but I guess better late than never right.

Sometimes,I feel like we got to learn to ask for help the hard way. It may take years or mounts and sometimes it can even take days but once people realize that it's ok to ask for help then we will be a lot better of in this world. If your an independent person you can still be but just asking for help sometimes doesn't mean that your still not an independent person.

No Pain, No Gain.

Usually,I am not one to complain when I don't feel well,or when I am in pain,but tonight I decided I that I am because I don't feel well and well I am in pain because of work(thank you work).

Tonight, I just feel like well, like crap. I don't think that I have ever ever felt this bad in my entire life. Everything from my neck down is hurting me. It's not good to complain but it just hurts so bad. How complaining about it is going to make it any better I don't know,but at least I can let it out there that I feel like crap.

I am not a big baby when it comes to getting sick or hurt but when I am it last for a couple of days. I feel like tonight all I want to do is just and not do a a darn thing. I still have a lot of things tonight that I need to get done but whatever. I will just do them tomorrow.

Well to say the least I am tired so I am going to bed. Sorry that I am complaining but I just had to get it out of my system and this seems like the perfect place to do it with out getting yelled at for complaining. Well Night all and hopefully tomorrow will be better than today.

Late Night Wounders.

So today I really don't have anything major to talk about so I am just going to say whatever is on my mind today. So,If my blog post today does not make sense today,just blame it on me being tired. Sorry,tomorrow will be so much better I promise. Just tonight I just got home from work and like I said I'm tired so this is my way of still doing a post and not feeling guilt that I didn't do one today since I always do a post everyday.

So one of the things that I have got on my mind is this weekend. This weekend I have got a lot of things to do. I have got to go out of town this Friday,then sat I have got to wake up a little earlier than I usually do and go to work,and it's going to be a long day trust me, then on Sun,it's dinner with my amazing boyfriend(I love him so much) then to work again. To say the least I am going to have a busy weekend.

Another thing that I have on my mind is what I am going to wear on my trip out of town. I mean should I dress a little dressed up or just a cute pair of jeans. I never know what to wear when I go out of town.

See,I had more things in my head then I thought I did, who would have guessed it.Cool. Anyways,thanks for listening to my late night night thoughts. Tomorrows post will be an actual post I promise. Night All.

Hula This.

So excited today. We all remember the famous toys called hula hoops,right. Well I haven't hula hooped in over 15 years so its been a while. Well today I can finally say that I have gotten back through the hoop and am finally Hula Hooping again.

It may not be exciting for some people but I find it very exciting. It is so much fun an I feel great after words because I am staying in shape. It brings back so many memories from when I was a kid and use to hula hoop.

Now,I'm not as good as I use to be but that's ok I am getting better. Practice make perfect I always say. If you have not tried it you should. It's not just for kids,it's for people of all shapes and sizes and ages. I'm 20 and still doing it. I love it.

If you have something that you love to do you should do it. Everyone should just get out there and just do what they like to do,which in my case is hula hooping. We all need excrise so why not have some fun with it. Lets all be active.

Learning All The Way.

We all have are own different ways of learning. Some learn by just hearing things,some learn by books,and like myself some learn by actually doing. Now I can learn by looking at books or just by hearing things,but my best thing is simply hands own. For some reason my brain processes things better that way. Why,I'm not sure, but it does.

Learning is a great thing. We learn something new everyday from doing or hearing and of coarse hands on. With me,now that I am in college,I am really learning a lot because of what I do in school is mostly hand on (thank goodness).

See with me,and my field of study, There is quite a bit of hands on things to do. I get to learn but learn in a fun way,and a way that is easy for me to understand. When I was growing up I was always told to pay attention in class or to study for my test. It seemed thought that when I tried to study for something or pay attention to people I just would not get it. Now,I know why. Know I know that I have to do things more hands on.

Like I said we all have our own way of learning. I believe that I have found my own way of learning and I finally get a chance to learn my way because of the school that I am in. So now that I have said what type of learner I am,you tell me.What type of learner are you?

Habits,Habits,And More Habits.

We all have habits. Things that we don't mean to do but do anyways. Me my force of habit is cracking my knuckles. I have been told a million times not to crack my knuckles because it is bad for me,but I am stubborn so I do it anyways.

Even when I was younger I was told not to crack my knuckles just because it would give me problems down the road. I was always getting yelled at because my force of habit would come in and I would crack my knuckles and sometimes not just my knuckles but my back,hands,neck,knees,legs you get the point.

I didn't see why everyone was yelling at me for it. It's not like I was hurting anyone,I was just cracking my bones, and joints. Sometimes I still don't understand why people get after me for it. I'm 20 years old so you would think that I would be able to do what I wanted to. Well even know that I have grown up and moved out and have my own place and go to school I still can't crack my bones.

I know that people are only telling me for my own good to stop doing my bad habit but it is hard. Habits are like a dark force pulling you in telling you to do it. Once you have a habit like everyone does,it's hard to stop.Well maby one day I will stop my bad habit. Who knows time will only tell.

Low Talker.

I have always been a light talker. Which means that I try not to talk a lot. Even when I am at school or at work I still try not to talk a lot. Sometimes,I just feel like it is just not the best for me to open my mouth simply because I never know what will come out of it. Yes, I still sup rise my self with what comes out of my mouth.

Like I said in my last post,we all our different. Be that as it may,we all have our own way of talking. It could be with an accent,like mying or it could be just a soft voice,or it could be even with a heaver voice. However you talk,it's your own personal style and you should just own it.

There are sometimes where I can talk and people are not able to understand me. Just like my boyfriend. He is quite a talker. He does most of the talking in our apartment. Yet when I talk he seems not to be able to understand me. Maby it is just selective hearing I don't know. I get told so many times that I talk too low and that they can't understand my accent. I don't have a horrible accent. I have a Canadian accent but that is all, really.

Like I said we all talk in different ways. We should just talk the way we talk and just own it. Be proud of the way you talk and don't let anyone tell you how you should talk. Here's another things that works for me instead of talking from my mouth I talk through my words of writing. It works for me,who know it could work for you too.

Eye To Eye.

Everybody has their own opinion about things. Weather we think people are right or wrong we all still have our own views about different things. We should not judge people by what they think or believe or what opinions they have.

I feel like a lot of times in this world we are so set on what everybody else thinks or about who is right or wrong. Instead we should just be set on what ourselves thinks as individuals and not as a group.

I hear it a lot, people telling other people how they should think or if someone gives their opinion of something telling them that they are wrong. Well,I have got one question for everyone, aren't we individuals?Don't we stand,walk and THINK on our own? We are our own person and we should be the only ones that should be able to tell our own self's if we are right or wrong about something,not everyone else.

One of the reason's why I am writing this post today,is because I am always getting told how to think. People saying that I should believe in this or that,well,I'm tired of it. I just want to believe in what ever I believe in and not what others believe in or think what other's think.This is one of the main reason's why I try to give my opinion on thinks just because I don't want to offend anyone or hurt anyone. What do you all think?Is it ok to give an opinion or should I just keep my thoughts to my self.

Photo's Photo's Photo's

So lately I have been messing around with my camera,trying to take some fall and winter photo's. I have trying to get better at using my camera so I have been take pictures of not only the seasons but also my pets. Here is just one of many of my pets enjoy and please tell me what you all think.

I took multiple snaps of this cat because I really wanted to get her from all ways. Anyways Hope you like them.

PS:Her name is Patches and she is a calico cat. We rescued her from outside.

It's All How You Look At It.

I have always been blessed enough to have not only loving but very bright, well educated people in my family. We are always trying to figure out things and study things for what they are.

There are times where we do forget things or when people get older and they forget things but,that is going to happen it's natural. The thing that I am so amazed at, is how much not only older people but even younger people can remember things that happen years ago but then forget what people tell them as soon as it's told to them.

Just like my Great Grandmother(God rest her soul) on my mom's side and also my other Great Grandmother on my father's side. My grandmother on my mom's side I am sad to say we lost her February of 09,but when she was alive she could recall things that happen back into the 1900's. It was truly amazing.

You could show her a picture and ask her questions about it and she could tell you where it was taken and who was in it and maby the date and who was taken the picture. The funny thing is that though she could tell you all that but could not tell you her name or who anybody else was.

My grandmother on my father side does that as well and still to this day. She can plan out our family tree and tell you who people were and our but if you tell her something she probably forget it.

So why is it that people can tell you something that happen years ago but anything that happen now?It's just so amusing to me how we tend to remember things like that. I just hope when I am my grandmother's age I have half the mind that they did and still do to this very day.

The Brain Test.

The other day I was telling you all about my place of work and how they were making me get rid of my favorite ear rings. Well today I am glad to say that I have found a solution and a way around that very problem.

See when people tell me that I can't wear something or I can't do something I try not to get mad I get smart. I put my brain to the test and see what I can come up with. So my place of work said that I could not wear my ear rings even know they are my very favourite and good luck charms.

So in my wisdom of knowledge I put my brain to the test. I thought all night try to figure out ways that I could still have my ear rings close to me and not have to take them off. Then the answer became so obvious to me. It was clear. I would shorten them.(Ok,well not me but a friend of mying did).

So this is what I am saying. If you have a problem like I did even a simple or a more serious problem stop and think. Some times the answers can be right under neath our noses and because we are so afraid of what is to come we sometimes miss it. My advice, take the time to stop and think.

The Funny Thing Is.

Today A funny thing happen to me while I was at work. When people are at work we tend to just look at the clock a million times a day to see if the day is gone yet.Well today It's like time flew by. Literally. Now I know that people say that time goes by so quickly but today it seemed that it really did.

Today it was like I looked at the and it can be one time and then I look at it again a couple minutes later and it can be a couple hours later. Sometimes the day feels like it is never going to end but today it really seemed like I just closed my eyes and the day was over.

So why is it that some days can last forever and then other days it seems like it just goes by in the blink of an eye. I don't mind day that last forever,but my sometimes just like everyone else in the world it's nice to have day that go by in the blink of an eye.

Sometimes I just don't understand about the days. I love everyday don't get me wrong but,I just can't figure out why today seemed so quick. To tell you the truth it was kind of nice. Now I have got to see what tomorrow brings me.

Give Me Both.

How do you decide between something that you love and something that you need? This week I am having a very difficult choice to make between something that really means alot to me that I just adore and well my job.

I know that I am so lucky to have a job. I know I could be someone that just does not simply have a job but I'm not. I thank god each and everyday that I have a job and that it is a good job. Jobs now days are so hard to come by,so if you have any job you better hold on to it. So what do you do when your job is making you do something that you really feel strongly about and you feel that is kind of silly.

This is going to sound silly to everyone else,but at my work place we are not allowed to where jewelry so there is no rings and no ear rings. Like I said silly right. Well I have no problem with taken off my rings but my ear rings are a different story. I love these ear rings and they are kind of a good luck thing with me. It may sound dumb to some people but to me they really mean a lot to me. My boyfriend got them for me so that's why they are so special to me.

I know that they are not worth my job,but what am I supposed to do you know. I can't take them out and I can't wear them so what else is there to do. I already have to take off my rings that he got me when I go to work and now my ear rings. What next. I really need help with this because right now if I don't get help I am going to be even more stressed out than I am now.

PS:The picture above is what my earrigns look like exactly.

The Power Of Three.

So tonight I decided to count down the top ten things I like about Friday night. It's going to be weird I know but Friday is one of my favorite days of the week and I just love it. So I think it only fair to count down why I like it.

10) I love Friday because it the start of the weekend. Everyone know that when Friday starts,it movie night and family night and celebrate night.

9) Friday night is always good for relaxing. It means that we have a 2 day weekend and we can just sit and do absolutely nothing.

8)Who doesn't like coming home on Thursday nights and relaxing that they don't have to work and can just relax on a Friday and just sleep in . (That sounds good just thinking about it).

7)I can't really think of a number 7 reason why I love Friday.

The thing that I am getting at is this. Friday is awesome. It's just so amazing and it's my favorite day of the week. What's yours? And Why? 3 cheers for Friday.

Sit And Listen.

Have you ever just sat and listened. Listened to all the sounds around you. Not only inside but outside as well. You would be amazed if you knew all the different sounds that happen around you.

The birds singing,the crickets chirping,the cars going by,or even children playing in a yard. Whatever the sound my be, each sound has something so unique and so beautiful about it. At night is when I believe you can hear some of the best sounds.

When I raise up my window, or sit out side on my front step,I can hear crickets chirping or dogs barking. It is so beautiful to hear some of those sounds and especially at night,when you are trying to relax.

I think for me one of the best sounds that I like to hear is the sound of the water. The ocean in the summer time,as it hits the rocks,or the rain as it hits the side of the house in the middle of a rain storm. I just love the water as I have said many times,so it no wounder that,that is one of my most treasured sounds to hear.

Do your self a favor, take a few minutes tonight,or whenever you can and just sit. Sit and listen to all the sounds around you.I like to listen at night but you can do it when ever you feel so. When you and your family are outside listening,turn off everything. All phones,cell phones,tv's,radios,ect. That way you can get the full affect of what is really going on around you.

Exit Stage Right.

I have always been the one who wants to make a quick exit. Weather it would be from a play or school when I was younger, or even in life. When things get to difficult or when you just need a way out of something.

We are all guilty of it at least one time or another in our lives. We try to get out of something either to do something that we want to do or just because we are scared of what is to come. Me personally,I have always been the one who escapes when things get to difficult.

Just like today for instance. I am having trouble with this co worker of mying and instead of trying to work things out with her I just ran.Now I didn't literally run,but you know what I mean. I just got out of it and someone else is covering me so that I can cover him.

I know that it is not the best thing to do but I was scared. Not,afraid of my co-worker,but afraid confrontation. I have said it before,I don't like to fight and argue. I was brought up not to fight,and growing up I didn't have anybody to fight with, so when I would hear someone fight or fuss I would just go away. I am only now starting to learn how to stand up for my self. That is why I took the easy exit out from this situation.

I know that I shouldn't take the easy way out of everything but, I just don't know what to do. This post kind of relates to my post the other day about finding your voice. Sometimes I think we forget to talk up,so we take the easy way out. It seems like the easiest way sometimes,I know.

Like I said I am guilty of it just like everyone one at one point or another. We just need to remember that just because there is an exit way doesn't mean it's the only way or the right way. It just means it there for the taking,sometimes.

Seeing The World.

These are some photos that I took that I just love. I wanted to share with you all so,I hope you like them.

I just love the pictures and I hope you do too. They are so pretty. I just love looking up at the clouds. Enjoy everyone.

The Outside Darkness.

When I was very little I was very much afraid of the dark. In fact I didn't want thing to do with the dark. So how is is now that I can do my most deepest thinking at night. What happen that made me not afraid of the dark anymore?

It's kind of weird to me,but now even when I write my post or when I just need time to clear my head because it's full of things,if I sit in front of my window or even just on my front step it just makes me feel so relaxed and calm.

It's almost like the fall air is telling me to relax. I know weird right? Where I live,it is just so quite anyways,so when I go outside it's just so good for me.So relaxing and calm. That is another reason why I love the fall. I just love to go outside at night under the stars and in the fall air to write or clear my head(Which is always a good thing).

Do your self a favor and go outside and just sit. Sit with your family or husband or wife,or in my case your boyfriend and just take time to clear your head or what ever you may be going through.It can do a world of good.Trust me on this one.

The Moving Solo.

Have you ever had a song that just moves you. It's one of those songs that you can put on and you can think about nothing else except what you are feeling right then and there. Everyone has those songs I believe. I know I do.

I love music all together,and really any kind of music. I love music by the Beatles,or bands like that. I like music that I can understand,and music that makes me feel something. I believe that is the first sign of a good song,when it makes you feel something that you have never felt in a long time. Lately,I have been listen to this song called "Ordinary Day"by Vanessa Carlton".

For some reason this song when I listen to it just makes me feel all weird and moody inside. It brings things out in me that I just like to feel,or that I have not felt in a long time. Sounds weird I know,but sometimes music will do that to you.

People do weird sometimes when they listen to music.Some sing and dance,some act silly,some put on a show,and like me some even just let the music relax them. Well anyways,now that I have said just some of the music that relaxes me and moves me tell me,what music or song moves you,It can be more than one,trust me this is not the only song that moves me.

PS:This is the song that Is one that I really like but I have many many more.

Speck Up.

Growing up I was the one who always let people talk down to her. I never liked conflict so as you can guess I never really argued with anybody who would argue with me or talk down to me. I don't know if I was more afraid of getting into conflict,or people getting mad at m because I spoke up.

I have always been afraid of specking up when someone puts me down. I have been too afraid to find my voice. Now,that I have gotten older and more mature I have come to the conclusion that I need to find my voice. I need to speck up when I think something is wrong or even when something is right.I believe that I am only now starting to really stand up for myself and others.

I think one of the main reason why not only myself but others don't speck up for themselves is because we are to afraid of what people will think. We are so self conscience so much in the world now days that people are too afraid too open their mouths and speck up. Not only for them self's but for what they believe in.

I guess what I am really getting at is that we all need to speck up,myself included. Don't be afraid to get out of the box and stand up for what is not only right but what you believe in and yourself. I think that everybody should at least try to speck out at least once a day. Not only it is good practice,but it also thing to learn and know.

SO SPECK OUT WORLD. Yell it from the roof tops.

Late Night Thought's

So today has been a very long night so,this is going to be one of my short post until tomorrow than I will be back and post as usual.

Today,I finally get a day off. Instead of resting like I should have been I had to cook. I have cooked all day today and to tell you the truth I am so tired of cooking and looking at food. I really don't want to go into the kitchen anymore until I have too.

There are still a million things that I should get done but I really just need to rest. I need a day when I can rest and not do a darn thing. I am the kind of person that likes to work all the time. So even when I am off I work around my house.

These are just some random things that have popped into my head. Why they pop into my head I don't know but when I am tired like I am now they just do. Anyways,Have a good nite all.