Habits,Habits,And More Habits.

We all have habits. Things that we don't mean to do but do anyways. Me my force of habit is cracking my knuckles. I have been told a million times not to crack my knuckles because it is bad for me,but I am stubborn so I do it anyways.

Even when I was younger I was told not to crack my knuckles just because it would give me problems down the road. I was always getting yelled at because my force of habit would come in and I would crack my knuckles and sometimes not just my knuckles but my back,hands,neck,knees,legs you get the point.

I didn't see why everyone was yelling at me for it. It's not like I was hurting anyone,I was just cracking my bones, and joints. Sometimes I still don't understand why people get after me for it. I'm 20 years old so you would think that I would be able to do what I wanted to. Well even know that I have grown up and moved out and have my own place and go to school I still can't crack my bones.

I know that people are only telling me for my own good to stop doing my bad habit but it is hard. Habits are like a dark force pulling you in telling you to do it. Once you have a habit like everyone does,it's hard to stop.Well maby one day I will stop my bad habit. Who knows time will only tell.

The Force.

We have all done something out of habit. Weather it's just something small like biting our nails or mixing up things. It can also be something as bad as smoking(Which is a horrible thing to do),but we have something that we have done out of habit. Me I carry things off.

It's like I will have something in my hands or pick up something and just carry it off into another room or even lay it down some where and forget where I put it. It's like I have a little voice in my head and it's telling me to carry things off. I don't know why for the life of me that I do it but I do.

Call it a nervous habit,or call it what you will,me I call it "Force Of Habit". I have done it for years and still can not figure out why I do it. It's like I have to have something in my hands 24/7 then when I have something in my hands,doesn't matter what it is I will just carry it off and it's never seen again. Poof,just like that gone.

Anyways,I know we all do it from time to time. I know it's not just me,thank god. I am trying to brake my silly habit,but it's going to take a while. Now that I have said my habit,tell me yours. .

The Very Picky Eater.

Every since I was little I have been a very picky eater. I hate that I am a picky eater but I am. When I was little my grandparents could get me to eat things by telling me that is was something different that what it really was. If I would have known that then, I never would have eaten some of the things that they put on my plate.

I really don't know how I became a picky eater,I just know I did. When I was little I was worse than I am now. I would not touch anything until someone told me what was in it and what it was. That is why when I would go to a restaurant I would order something simple like french fries or ice cream because I didn't know what was in anything else.

I think one of the reasons why I became such a picky eater is because,when I was little my grandparents would always try to get me to taste new things. When my grandmother,would fix dinner she would put hidden ingredients in things like onions,or tomatoes just nasty things like that. Then she would try to hide them from me and would not tell me they were in there until I would finish my meal. There is a few times that I would catch her,but a lot of the times she would get things past me.

Now that I am grown and in college and have a place of my own and have to fix my self dinner I can control what all goes into my food and control what I eat. I have gotten a little better with not being so picky but I still nit pick at my food from time to time.I think in way I always will.

Now don't get me wrong my grandmother still tries to get me to eat new things but now I can catch her and watch her when she tries to do things like that. I know I should not be a picky eater but like I said It is just a force of habit that I have to live with but I don't mind. Maby one day I will get over being picky and just eat what is in front of me. Who knows only time will tell.