The Newest Addiction.

So,we all know that I am not a technical person,as I have said in so many of my post. You can tell by the way my blog is that I am "NOT" a technical person. So why is it that I get these new things that require a lot of technical thoughts if I don't know how to work them.?

I will give you an example. Today,while out shopping like I always do,I seen this key ring that I just had to have even though I have a million key rings I had to have this one just because this one was a digital photo key ring. This is one that I could up load my photo's onto and carry it with me. Why not just carry my camera you ask. Well I do but it is so much simpler just to show people my key ring.

Anyways,back to what I was suppose to be talking about. When I first got this new toy of mying I could not figure out for the life of me what I was doing wrong. Come to find out I should have let it charge first that and read the instructions. That would have helped,BIG TIME.

I think when it comes to technical things like this,even know I like to think I know what I am doing I really don't as you can probably tell. I don't like asking for help but in this case I really had to. My boyfriend is great at figuring these things out so thank god I have a handy man around. Anyways,one piece of advice that I can anyone dealing with the same problem that I am dealing with,read the instructions first before doing anything. They actually help,believe it or not.

The Game Plan.

Can you imagine yourself 10 years down the road?Can you even imagine what you will be doing? It's so far away,but still I think about things like this. I think about what my life will be like and how it will all work out.

Now,I know that I say sometimes not to plan your life away but sometimes on occasion I like to think about what if will be like. Will I be married(Hopefully). Will I be successful and will I have a family of my own again (Hopefully).

These and some other question is what I ask my self everyday,that and what will I look like in 10 years. I can't even think about what my life will be like in 10 years.Can you?It's so funny to think about it,because everybody has different perspectives on what the world will look like in the future. I am not worried about it at all but it is just different to think about it.

I think my conclusion on this subject is this: I think that 10 years from now I Will be married with a college degree. I image my self to be very successful and have a good head on my shoulders. As far as what the future will look like,I'm not sure. I can't tell the future so I don't know. I am not sure I want to know the future right now. I think for right now it's best to leave it as a surprise. It's always more fun that way.

The Unforgiving Moods.

Have you ever had a day where you are just not sure of a lot of things?Well,today I am like that. I am just not sure of a lot of things right now. I don't just mean it my life,but also in the way I feel.

I am not sure if I feel happy,or sad or confused,or depressed,or a little of both. I know it sound's weird but I am just not sure what I feel. I have never had a day like this. This is a new day for me. The other day in one of my classes we were talking about emotions. We were talking about how emotions and what you feel can effect your day.

My professor was saying how when your emotional,you are effect a lot more than by someone that is not emotional. Think about it. When you are depressed,you act a lot less happy,you are less social,and you don't have a good day at work,or school. When you are happy,you are more social and your days go a lot more smooth. He was also saying that how you look at life can effect your day to day emotions.

I believe that it is true. How you look at life does have a lot to do with how you feel from day to day.If you look at the glass half full than more than likely your days are going to be filled with happiness and joy. If you look at the glass half empty your days are probably going to be filled with depression,and sadness. Now I know that everyone has those days where we are filled with emotions,but I think that everyone should look at the glass half full instead of half empty. It makes for a better day and a better outcome in life,I believe.

As for me not knowing what I am feeling today,I just think that today is just one of those days. Maby it's not a bad think. Maby it is actually a good thing not knowing what I am feeling,at least this way I can't feel sad and I can't feel depressed.Well maby tomorrow I will not feel so weird. Who knows.

The Packing Worries.

Have you ever packed for a trip and just thought to yourself that you are going to forget to bring something or forget that you are going to do something for the trip.Well that is how I am today. Like I told you all in a previous post, I am going to the beach with my boyfriend. We are leaving one day earlier than my family than they are coming the next day, to spend time with us. I am very excited for the trip and excited to spend time with him and my family,but I just have a feeling that I am forgetting to either do something for the trip or that I am forgetting to pack something for the trip.

I hate that I have this feeling.I wish I could figure out what it is that I am forgetting ,but for the life of me I can't figure out what it is. Did I forget to pack extra clothes,no brought them,or maby it was that I forget to book the hotel, no can't be that, I did that yesterday,so what is it? Maby it could be that I am forgetting to do something around the house before I go,no can't be that either, I have done everything that needs to be done. Man I wish I could figure out what it is. I hope it is noting important or big. I don't think that it is anything horrible that I am forgetting,probably something small. I have packed,packed a second time, and re-packed, I am packing right now as I write this blog. I just like to make sure that I am not forgetting anything. With me it doesn't matter how many times I re-pack I still end up forgetting something.

I don't know why in this world I think twice about the things I have packed. I am always thinking twice about things,and packing is no exception's. Why do I do that? I don't thing that I am the only one that does though. I am sure that there is other people in the world that thinks twice about things,and especially about packing. I can't be the only one,can I? I hope not,really I do. I don't want to be the only worry wart. Well maby it is really nothing that I am forgetting . Maby I am just so worried about this vacation , that I just think that I just think I forgot something. Who know with my mind I never know. It is hard to tell with me. Hopefully it is nothing.