The Little Moments.

Recently there has been things going on my life that well for the better lack of words,suck. Some good and some bad,not horrible though(thank GOD). We all go through them and we all have our times where we feel like we want to tell the world to stop and stay until you catch your breath.. To me it's like a world wind of emotions sometimes.

What I have realized through the help of my family and friends though(thank God For them,and my boyfriend) is that I shouldn't let the big things get to me. The little things around me is what really matters. I am talking about the little things in life. The little moments,lets call them.

These are the moments where you can look back and remember what great times you and what great times you will have. Through all the stress and emotion things that I have going on right now,the one thing that keeps me going is the little moments.What sweet moments these are and will be through the years.

See this is the thing,sure you will have days where you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, but once you get through them you will come to realize the bigger picture which are the little moments. Those are the ones that count. The once that should only really matter. To me the little moments are the ones that I have with my friends and family and with my boyfriend and the ones that I get to spend writing my blog post of course. Simple I know,but the little moments don't have to be anything big they just have to be what you believe are the most important thing in your life right now.

Give Me Both.

How do you decide between something that you love and something that you need? This week I am having a very difficult choice to make between something that really means alot to me that I just adore and well my job.

I know that I am so lucky to have a job. I know I could be someone that just does not simply have a job but I'm not. I thank god each and everyday that I have a job and that it is a good job. Jobs now days are so hard to come by,so if you have any job you better hold on to it. So what do you do when your job is making you do something that you really feel strongly about and you feel that is kind of silly.

This is going to sound silly to everyone else,but at my work place we are not allowed to where jewelry so there is no rings and no ear rings. Like I said silly right. Well I have no problem with taken off my rings but my ear rings are a different story. I love these ear rings and they are kind of a good luck thing with me. It may sound dumb to some people but to me they really mean a lot to me. My boyfriend got them for me so that's why they are so special to me.

I know that they are not worth my job,but what am I supposed to do you know. I can't take them out and I can't wear them so what else is there to do. I already have to take off my rings that he got me when I go to work and now my ear rings. What next. I really need help with this because right now if I don't get help I am going to be even more stressed out than I am now.

PS:The picture above is what my earrigns look like exactly.

Curiosity Killed The Cat.

Have you ever heard the expression "Curiosity Killed The Cat? Well I have and that expression has really been close to me this week. See, I told you all the last couple of post that I have a new job. Now don't get me wrong it is going fine and everything, but I always feel like I am asking way to may questions.

I don't want the people that I work with thinking that I don't know what I am doing,but I really don't know what I am doing. I know that the first couple of days are hard in a new job but for me they have been extra hard. I bet you I have had to ask at lest ten million questions.

See I am afraid that if I ask to many questions while I am working, than my co -workers will look down on me and that is something that I don't want to happen. I really like this job and as I have said before,it is a new start and a new beginning for me but, I just don't want to look dumb and ask too many questions.

The only thing that is really making me sure that I am doing right by asking questions is what one of my boss's said to me last night. She said the "The only stupid questions are the ones that are not ask". That actually made me feel a little better and it made me feel more confident in my self.

I hope that I am doing right, I believe that I am by asking so many questions. I can't help that I am so curios,but I am,I have always been since I was just a little thing. I wounder about everything. Is that a bad thing or and good thing? Am I doing right by second guessing my self? And should I be really asking all these questions? I just need someone to assure me that I am doing the right thing. I really wish that someone could answer these questions for me, I really need them answered. And if anybody has any advice for me I could really use it right about now.