Gathering Love.

Today we all gathered for a celebration for my loving grandmother's birthday. It's truly amazing. We had cake that I baked,and ice cream,with apple dumplings and drinks, so not only was it truly amazing,but it was also yummy as well.

If it's one thing I can say about my family it's that we may not always agree with each other, but when someone has a birthday or someone needs something we are always there for each other. All families no matter who's family they may be has agreements,but with those we always look beyond them and strive for what really counts which is loving one another and enjoying each other's company.

I have and still am very lucky to always have my family. Sure we have our days where we want to just stay to ourselves and not talk to one another,but most of the time we just love each other. It's funny well kinda,but since I have been away for the past three years,I believe that I have missed my family more than I have in a long time.

I know that there are times where maby my family might have thought that I have made some bad choices,or poor choice,but like I have said many times the good thing about my family is that the let me find out for my self. They are and were there for me when and if I needed them but still let me find out for myself about some things that I needed too in life.

I am just truly blessed to be with people and pets that just love me as much as I LOVE them. Today's gathering is just one of many that we have when I come home from college.Today was just one of those days where the sun has come out and is glowing brightly down on us,and I could not or will not ask for anything more.

Curiosity Killed The Cat.

Have you ever heard the expression "Curiosity Killed The Cat? Well I have and that expression has really been close to me this week. See, I told you all the last couple of post that I have a new job. Now don't get me wrong it is going fine and everything, but I always feel like I am asking way to may questions.

I don't want the people that I work with thinking that I don't know what I am doing,but I really don't know what I am doing. I know that the first couple of days are hard in a new job but for me they have been extra hard. I bet you I have had to ask at lest ten million questions.

See I am afraid that if I ask to many questions while I am working, than my co -workers will look down on me and that is something that I don't want to happen. I really like this job and as I have said before,it is a new start and a new beginning for me but, I just don't want to look dumb and ask too many questions.

The only thing that is really making me sure that I am doing right by asking questions is what one of my boss's said to me last night. She said the "The only stupid questions are the ones that are not ask". That actually made me feel a little better and it made me feel more confident in my self.

I hope that I am doing right, I believe that I am by asking so many questions. I can't help that I am so curios,but I am,I have always been since I was just a little thing. I wounder about everything. Is that a bad thing or and good thing? Am I doing right by second guessing my self? And should I be really asking all these questions? I just need someone to assure me that I am doing the right thing. I really wish that someone could answer these questions for me, I really need them answered. And if anybody has any advice for me I could really use it right about now.