The Outside Darkness.

When I was very little I was very much afraid of the dark. In fact I didn't want thing to do with the dark. So how is is now that I can do my most deepest thinking at night. What happen that made me not afraid of the dark anymore?

It's kind of weird to me,but now even when I write my post or when I just need time to clear my head because it's full of things,if I sit in front of my window or even just on my front step it just makes me feel so relaxed and calm.

It's almost like the fall air is telling me to relax. I know weird right? Where I live,it is just so quite anyways,so when I go outside it's just so good for me.So relaxing and calm. That is another reason why I love the fall. I just love to go outside at night under the stars and in the fall air to write or clear my head(Which is always a good thing).

Do your self a favor and go outside and just sit. Sit with your family or husband or wife,or in my case your boyfriend and just take time to clear your head or what ever you may be going through.It can do a world of good.Trust me on this one.

Me And Technology.

If I have said it once I have said it twice,I am technology challenged end of story. For the life of me, I can't figure out what the heck I am doing when it comes to technology. I have a laptop computer. I love my laptop,but sometimes it act's up. Just like all computers it has troubles and faults but I still love it.

Just the other day, I found out my computer was sick. It has a virus,yeah for me. Me being the stubborn one,I simply tried to get the virus off my computer. Come to find out I was doing more harm than good.That's what I get for trying to get my computer well again.

Me and Technology has never been friends,even when it comes to something as simple as my cell phone,I still have trouble with it. Over the last couple of years or so,I have been getting a little better with technology,but still I am not the best.

I just wish that one day, I would not be so computer challenged. Hopefully,my computer will be ok. I have to take it in to get the virus off,but luckily someone that I work in the same building with is doing this for me so I will not have to pay and arm in a leg. Wish me and my laptop luck all,we are going to need it.

My Life.

Today I am not going to have a good post. I am not having a good post just because today has been so bad. I am really trying to stay positive with things but I am just not having a good day. Everything that could have happen today did,and I do mean everything. I just feel like I want to lay in my bed with the covers pulled over my head and just simply cry. In fact I am so mad at myself today that I think I will do just that. I hate days like today. It's no excuse for it. Normally I would give an excuse for my weird behavior today but today I'm not.I just am having an off day today,THAT is what is going on. Well,like I said today is not a very happy post but if I don't write something and keep everything bottled up I am just going to scream. I just have to let it out so I am sorry in advance if this post is bad. I really just don't care,like I said I just want to sit and cry. Well lets hope tomorrow is better. Not only for me but for my blog.

WOW, I could really use a someone right now. I really need to just talk to someone today about evrything. That and I could really use a hug. Really Bad.................................

Good VS Evil.

I'm sure that everyone one time or another has heard someone tell them to "Play Nice". It's a common thing to say. I know my grandparents use to say it to me all the time. I can't tell you how many times that I was told to play nice. Well now that I am grown up,and a little older I am starting to be that person who plays nice and is nice to everyone and everybody.

Today while at work I got told that I was too nice. Too nice,how is someone too nice? I mean that is like saying there is too much oxygen in the world or there are too many people in the world. I mean how am I too nice? I didn't even know that people could be too nice.

See I am the kind of person that if someone is mean to me than I will just stand there and take it. I am not the one to start a fight or even an argument for that matter. It's just not me. I don't like when people argue as it is. When people start to argue than I go outside or even in a different room so I am differently not going to start a fight. I don't like to yell or scream at anyone or do anything like that.Once in a while I will mumble something under my breath but never say it. Maby that is what they meant when they said that I am too nice of a person. Or maby it is because that I like to give to others and help others before my self(Which you should always do).

What ever the situation may be I still can't figure out why someone would say I am too nice.

Don't get me wrong. I am touched that people think that I am a kind person,I would rather be a good person than a bad person but is there such thing as being too much of a good person?I mean can someone be overly nice?Is that a bad thing when I am overly nice?I am just doing what comes natural to me,no more no less. I have always been like that.Well no matters,I like being a nice person,it suits me just fine.