This Gift.

It will not be too long before Christmas will be apon us. This means busy towns,and city's,traffic,and long lines. It also means time for Christmas shopping,which is always fun.

I always have fun Christmas shopping. I love,love to pick out gifts for my special friends,family,pets,and yes even neighbors. I usually don't do my shopping until two weeks before Christmas. Why,I have no idea,I am wondering the same thing really. This year I have decide that I am going to start shopping early. That way I can I can get away from the traffic.

While I was shopping for everything and everybody it got me thinking. What is the best Christmas present you could get someone? Is it jewelry,or clothes,or maby and car or even better money.

For me the best present that I safely say that I would like to have even know I enjoy all those things is to be home for the holidays and to be with my dearest family friends and yes pets,and neighbors. I am away quite often for college and only really get to come home for holidays an birthdays so when I see everybody it's a special time.

So,whats the best present that you could receive? It it money and presents or something much deeper? It's you choice,you decide. Yeah for Christmas.

Just Like Me.

This is an animal that I resued names Mischieve. I am not really sure what kind of cat he is but he is just so cute and adorable. When we first got him he was really kind of well mischieve. He would nibble at your finger and toes,or play too rough with you. Once we got him we had to start training him how to be calm. Now,he is just a big teddy bear. He is still a little mischieve but that is too be expected with any pet. In alot of ways he is just like me. He love to try to sleep when he gets the time AND is a friend to all the other animals. To say the least he is just like me but in animal form.

The Outside Darkness.

When I was very little I was very much afraid of the dark. In fact I didn't want thing to do with the dark. So how is is now that I can do my most deepest thinking at night. What happen that made me not afraid of the dark anymore?

It's kind of weird to me,but now even when I write my post or when I just need time to clear my head because it's full of things,if I sit in front of my window or even just on my front step it just makes me feel so relaxed and calm.

It's almost like the fall air is telling me to relax. I know weird right? Where I live,it is just so quite anyways,so when I go outside it's just so good for me.So relaxing and calm. That is another reason why I love the fall. I just love to go outside at night under the stars and in the fall air to write or clear my head(Which is always a good thing).

Do your self a favor and go outside and just sit. Sit with your family or husband or wife,or in my case your boyfriend and just take time to clear your head or what ever you may be going through.It can do a world of good.Trust me on this one.

The Moving Solo.

Have you ever had a song that just moves you. It's one of those songs that you can put on and you can think about nothing else except what you are feeling right then and there. Everyone has those songs I believe. I know I do.

I love music all together,and really any kind of music. I love music by the Beatles,or bands like that. I like music that I can understand,and music that makes me feel something. I believe that is the first sign of a good song,when it makes you feel something that you have never felt in a long time. Lately,I have been listen to this song called "Ordinary Day"by Vanessa Carlton".

For some reason this song when I listen to it just makes me feel all weird and moody inside. It brings things out in me that I just like to feel,or that I have not felt in a long time. Sounds weird I know,but sometimes music will do that to you.

People do weird sometimes when they listen to music.Some sing and dance,some act silly,some put on a show,and like me some even just let the music relax them. Well anyways,now that I have said just some of the music that relaxes me and moves me tell me,what music or song moves you,It can be more than one,trust me this is not the only song that moves me.

PS:This is the song that Is one that I really like but I have many many more.

Age Dosen't Matter.

For the past couple of weeks things have been well, to say the least quite interesting. See,I have a friend that I have known for at least 6 years if not longer. She is a good friend,but just like any friendship we tend to fuss and fight.What can I say were normal.

For the past couple of weeks she has been going through quite a lot. See she is having well,lets say issues to say the least with this new guy that she has been seeing. Now,I am not going to get all love crazy with this blog but for the past coupe of weeks she has been telling me about him. One of the problems that she is having with him is his age.Don't get me wrong it not like he is 20 or 30 years older than she is, he is only 5 years older than she is.

I am really not sure what the big deal is or anything. I mean it's not like she is going to marry the guy anytime soon,they just meet. I don't know why people and especially women have issues with age. I am not saying all women have this problem. Some women like for there other to be a little older. Me I think God that my boyfriend is a little older than I am. He is 22 and I am 20 so nothing horrible, but he is still older.

The way I think about it is this. Age is just a number. Yes I know we all get older but just like I said before,Age is just a number. It's nothing we can do about it, so we should just stop worrying about our age. Be proud of your age. Own It. Be happy with your age. We should not be so worried with age and instead look at our inner beauty, instead of a persons outer beauty.

I really have a great friend,and the way that I think of it is this. All friendships have little fights in them. You could be the best of friends and you still will fight. This is just a stepping stone in our path of friendship,and I know that once we get past this,we will be back and better than before.This one little fight is not going to brake up a friendship that has lasted us years.If this stops us from being friends than that tells me that our friendship was not the strongest in the first place.

Give Me That Look.

Does anybody else get embarrassed when your parents or grandparents get out the old pictures of when you were a child to show your family or in my case my boy friend? Well I do.

I remember the first time my boyfriend came over to my grandparents to eat dinner with them and me. Right after dinner the first thing they did was started showing him the old baby photo's and home made dvd's of when I was little.

That has to be the one of the most embarrassing things that I have ever had to go through. Me sitting with my face as red as Rodolph's nose,watch my boy looking at these photo's and laughing at them. There is nothing more embarrassing to a child when your boyfriend or girl friend comes over and your parents or who ever show them your baby photo's and dvd's and even worse,your naked baby photo's .

I wasn't the worst looking child growing up..... Actually growing up I was very cute and adorable if I do say so my self. I just didn't like having my picture taken at all and I still don't. I should be use to it by now just because I get my picture taken all the time with friends and family but I still hate when I have to have them done.

Our Parents don't do this to hurt us or embarrass us,Well defiantly not hurt us. I just think that they like to do this so that our other half can see what we were like growing up. It's kind of mean I think to do this and for me so embarrassing but I got to think of it this way,at least it's not the naked baby photos.Those are so much more embarrassing. We all have those photo's that we just hate of our self's. I don't like my photos but at least we have them. It's memories that last a life time and that keep growing.