BEHIND THE MAKEUP MASK.

Ok,so YES you guessed it I am so not big on make up. Never have been,and Never will be.

Now I can't say that I never EVER wear any but I just don't use a ton. For me I have one of those looks where I can go natural and still be pretty with out using a bunch of things on my face.

I have seen those women on tv,or in magazines a lot of those women look like they just have so much make up on. Everyone has seen these kinds of people it's those women who you can tell have a lot of makeup on because you can seen that little line right on there face. I just can't let that be me.

I don't mind looking a little made over but not a lot of make up on me. It looks to weird. I think it should be someones choice weather they want to wear make up or if they don't.

No one should be forced to wear it. Some people are just very naturally pretty and for me I guess that I just am. So if you wear makeup I just want to say I am not judging you. I am just saying that a lot or make up is not for me.

A Slip Of The Mind.

Can my brain get any worse? Come on. I thought when you were younger your brain was suppose to be in good shape not a bad shape. Guess I was sadly mistaken.

How is it that I can place something, somewhere and 2 seconds later I forget where I placed it? There are even times when I will open a door or a window and forget to close it after I open it. I have done that quite a few times.

I wounder if there is a way I can train my brain? Yeah, that's what's it needs. It needs some serious brain training. If only I knew how. Anybody got any suggestion? I can understand if it was only part of the time when I would be forgetting something,but all the time,now come on.

If my poor little brain is this bad now,I can only imagine what it is going to be like when I am 30 or 40 or even 5o,and 60. Now that is a scary thing to think about. All I got to say is please little brain come back,and stay here. Don't be going away now. Right now I need you so I can graduate from college this June so stay here for a while longer. Thanks.

All Around Me.

Coming home from college is great. I get time to spend with my family,hang out with some old friends and just get to re know everyone that I have been to busy to see over the past couple of mounts.. However,"yes there is a however" it's not fun to come home when you are feeling sick.

So this week I am back in Canada where I belong with my family and wouldn't you know it I of coarse have the stomach flu along with a cold. Let me tell you it's not fun at all.

I hate being sick. I mean who likes being sick,not me and I am sure none of you like to be sick,RIGHT. I just hate the fact that I come home for a family member's birthday party and that I am going to stay for a while and as it ends up they end up taking care of me.How lame is that

I have been so sick lately that I have not been able to eat any thing since last Saturday. I am just so sick. This is not fun my Friends,not fun indeed. I did not even do a blog a couple of days ago. Yes I felt horrible that I did not write one,but who can blame me really. I passed out on my bed so yeah. Hopefully this will all go away soon and I can actually end up spending some good quality time with my family before I go back to the states for school. Let' s hope.

Sleep Land.

Sleep,it's a wonderful think isn't it. Really who doesn't love a little sleep especially when you have had a long day. There is nothing better really. The question I have is,what is too much sleep? Is there there even such a thing?

I am a very active person. Between school,work,working out,traving for the holidays,and so many other things it's no wounder that I tend to feel a little tired sometimes. I mean who wouldn't. Sometimes though I feel like I get too little sleep.

Now,I know life is not all about sleeping,trust me on this one. It's not like I sleep my way through this world it's just with everything going on I feel like sometimes it would be nice to have just a bit more sleep sometimes.

It's funny because I have friends that will go to bed at 2 in the morning and sleep in till gosh knows when. Me I am the total opposite. I got to bed at 2 and sleep in till maby 6 or 7 sometimes at the latest 8 or 9 but that is when I am at my home not my apartment.

Anyways,I guess what I am trying to say is maby so much sleep is not the best. I find that when I go to bed early and wake up early I have more energy,and I am able to get more done in the day rather than if I were to get up at 11 or 12. So the answer to my own question less sleep better energy,more sleep less energy,well at least for me.

The Ultimate Fight.

Veterans Day is right around the corner. This is a day to remember not only the men and women who fought for us but also the ones that died for us. As someone who know what it is like to have someone in the military fighting for not only me but for everyone else,I can honestly say I that I am so proud.

As I have said in a couple of post,I have a family friend that is in the military and he just makes me so proud. I really don't know what I would do without him. How he goes off and endures all that stuff over there that he has to see I will never know. He fights so I don't have to. Not only do I have him that is in the military but I also have my grandfather and great grandfather and my uncle,so as you can see I have a reason to be thankful this Veterans Day.

I think what we must remember though is this is a holiday that is set to remember those brave men and women not to run about for sales at the store. I really believe in this holiday and it makes me mad when all these stores that I see on the TV just cares about getting people in there and not about the veterans.

I know, I really should not put my opinion out there because it is such a touchy subject but that's just the way I feel. I can't help the way. Maby I am right or maby I am wrong I don't know,please tell me your opinion. Should some of the profits that a store makes on Veterans Day by a sale go to helping veterans or should it stay to the store?

Just Like Me.

This is an animal that I resued names Mischieve. I am not really sure what kind of cat he is but he is just so cute and adorable. When we first got him he was really kind of well mischieve. He would nibble at your finger and toes,or play too rough with you. Once we got him we had to start training him how to be calm. Now,he is just a big teddy bear. He is still a little mischieve but that is too be expected with any pet. In alot of ways he is just like me. He love to try to sleep when he gets the time AND is a friend to all the other animals. To say the least he is just like me but in animal form.

Letters To Me.

Today I got the inspiration for this blog from a song called yes you guessed it, "Letter To Me" so I have to give credit where credit is do. This song reminds me of when I was younger,and it also give me something to think about. It makes me think, what I would write,if I could write a letter to myself years ago. What would I say,or what advice would I give myself. So tonight I am going to do just that. I am going to write a letter to my self,so here it goes and I hope you all like it.

Dear younger years,

Although it may seem like it takes forever to grow up it really doesn't. Life is like a roller coaster it goes by so fast and so quickly so hang on. Sure,there is going to be some rocky times in the years to come but remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Though it may seem like everything is happing so fast things will be ok and you will make it through them and be stronger at the end. You will have relationships that don't work out,and friends that go their separate ways from you,but like I said, all this will make you who you are in the years to come.

That's another thing your family is and will be the most important thing for you. They will make something out of you yet. Yes,true they still have a lot to teach you and they still have a lot to learn from you but once you get older you will realize that what they taught you back then does help you in your life as an adult. Always make sure that I tell my parents and grandparents that I love them everyday.

School is going to be crazy. Sometimes I will think that the teacher don't like me the best or that they are just against me but then I will learn that they were only doing it to prepare me for life. Your parents are going to reprimand you for not doing your homework or for a project not being done, but they are only doing that because they want you to do well in school and graduate with a great GPA and go to a great college which is what you are going to do.

Crazy life I know,but it's a great life. When you grow up you are going to have a great life. You are going to have graduated from high school and gotten into a great college and almost have graduate in just a little while longer. You are going to have a wonderful boyfriend who loves you dearly and would do anything in the world for you and have a great job and amazing Friends and family. You have got so much up ahead so hang on,this is no where near the best years of your life.

Sincerely,

The Adult Years.

PS:What would your letter say if you could write a letter to you self years ago,what would you tell yourself and what advice would you tell yourself.