BEHIND THE MAKEUP MASK.

Ok,so YES you guessed it I am so not big on make up. Never have been,and Never will be.

Now I can't say that I never EVER wear any but I just don't use a ton. For me I have one of those looks where I can go natural and still be pretty with out using a bunch of things on my face.

I have seen those women on tv,or in magazines a lot of those women look like they just have so much make up on. Everyone has seen these kinds of people it's those women who you can tell have a lot of makeup on because you can seen that little line right on there face. I just can't let that be me.

I don't mind looking a little made over but not a lot of make up on me. It looks to weird. I think it should be someones choice weather they want to wear make up or if they don't.

No one should be forced to wear it. Some people are just very naturally pretty and for me I guess that I just am. So if you wear makeup I just want to say I am not judging you. I am just saying that a lot or make up is not for me.

The Girl Behind The Mask.

Who is that girl behind the mask? Sounds like a pretty simple question,but for me it's not quite that simple. See, I have always felt like every since I was little,that I have had too hide behind this mask.

A lot of time I feel like I would just like to rip off the mask but how,is the question? I feel like there is a great person behind this mask but yet I can't let come off. It's like it's glued on or permeatly on my face.

I think the thing that I am afraid of is when I do take off my mask that I will be hurt,not physically but mentally. Although I have took en off my mask some and have been working on it it's still not all the way off. I don't want to take it off and be hurt. I feel like people say they know me on the inside,but they have no idea what I am or who I am on the inside.

So how do I get my mask off? Should I take it off and take the chance of getting hurt,or should I just leave it on and not take that chance? There is a great person underneath but I'm just scared. The plain hard truth I'm scared and I'm not afraid to admit it. I have been hurt before and had people go away from me before and I just don't want to be that way again.

So,yes I may have to lock away the true me and yes maby people are not seeing the true me,but this girl behind the mask is one that is not going to have hurt, this girl is going to be safe. I would love to show this girl. Maby one day,but for now this is just me, The Girl Behind The Mask.