The Other Side Of Me.

In case you didn't know it,I have 2 sides to me, as do we all. When,I'm out and about with friends,or hanging out with my boyfriend or something like that I am just me no, more no less. I am usually the one who is very quite,and kind of shy,and the one who even if something is bothering her keeps it bottled up inside. I suppose in a way,I have always been like that.

Then I have my other side of me. The writer side,I guess you can call it. This is the side of me where I really let everything that I have been bottled inside me just go. The side where I am not really afraid to let people see how I feel. I don't know,maby it just feel safer here when I am writing. Maby I just know that here people won't judge me or judge the way that I am.

I know that I have always said "What you see,is what you get" but sometimes I feel like that is not enought. Sometimes I feel like there is a piece of me missing, you know. Like there are days that I just don't know who I am. I know that I should know who I am,but with me I just never know.

We all have different sides to us. Can you guess what side this is of me,I bet you can. I will admit there are days that I just feel lost,or confused. I mean not knowing who you are sometimes will get anyone confused. With me,I like both sides of myself. I like my shy but sidle self,but I also love my writer side of my side. Most of the time I am in my writer side,but there are times where I am in my shy side.

So,maby having to sides of myself isn't nesscerely a bad thing. Maby since I have two side of me I know that I can almost always find out who I am. I know who I am not just one question,who are you and I mean the real you.

Focus, I Think Not.

Have you ever had so much to do and just could not focus? You feel like there are so many things that you want to get done but for some reason,there is a little voice in your head saying not to or pulling your attention away so that you can't focus.

That's exactly how I am today. For some reason I just can not simply focus. I have got ten million things that I should do, and that I need to get done but for some odd reason I simply can not focus. Is it me,or is there some reason that I can't focus.

Even writing this post today,I had a time focusing. Usually when I'm like this something is on my mind or I am stressed,but today is different. I am not stressed and do not have anything on my mind so what is the problem.

Is it just me,or do we all have these thinking problems? Hopefully I am not the only one who is having this problem. I feel like I have so much to say and do and yet I just can't get them done. Well , Hopefully I can get back on track, as my other half would say and get my brain going again. I hate when it stops working.