Change.

Have you ever thought about going back in time and changing things in your life. Now think about this, what if all those things that you want to go back and change made you who you are today?

I know there are times in life where I have thought that if I could just go back and redo somethings that maby it would be better. Now I am starting to think that maby those little things that I wanted to redo in life made me a better person.

The things that I wanted to redo were nothing big,and really it doesn't have to be. Sometimes they are just simple things like visiting my family more or applying myself to be more than I can be,or even just getting my self out there more. All these things plus a little more is what I wanted to redo in life. Now that I have stared to think about it more, I think that I would not go back in change anything because in my life, everything that I went thought taught me something.

All the things that went on when I was younger and everything in life that happen made me who I am today. It made me a stronger person,and it made me grow up. It made me realize who I am and what I want to do in life. It made me realize how I wanted my future to be like,and it made and is still making my life and endless dream of possibles.

So the next time you think about trying to go back and wanting to redo something in your life,think about how all those little things made you who you are. I bet once you think that about it you will not want to go back and change a thing.I know it's crazy to think that one little thing could change all of your life,but it can. Maby life didn't work out how you had planned it but, what about it now. Think about it.

Perfect Is As Perfect Does.

Lets get one thing straight,I am so not perfect. Never claimed to be. Just like everyone else in the world I have got things that I need to work on,but at least I admit them. I know I am no where near perfect,no matter how hard I like to believe sometimes,but I not the worst out there.

I may not be able to adapt to things as fast,and I may miss my mark on life sometimes but those are things I can work on. I simply hate it when people tell me that I did something Wrong or think that I am stupid. I am not stupid,no where near stupid. I am actually very smart,so lets put that out there right now. If I wasn't smart would I be able to go to college and be able to graduate this summer from a university. I think not.

I see people all the time thinking that they are just so perfect. Well have I got a message for all of you that think that you are perfect,your not so get over it. Really. You may think your perfect but I am sure you have got flaws just like everyone else.

So my thing is this,we have all got things that we need to work on. Just because we have got things that we need to work on in life does not mean that we are not perfect. The only thing that should matter is what we think of our self's and as long as your happy with yourself that's all that matters.

Eye To Eye.

Everybody has their own opinion about things. Weather we think people are right or wrong we all still have our own views about different things. We should not judge people by what they think or believe or what opinions they have.

I feel like a lot of times in this world we are so set on what everybody else thinks or about who is right or wrong. Instead we should just be set on what ourselves thinks as individuals and not as a group.

I hear it a lot, people telling other people how they should think or if someone gives their opinion of something telling them that they are wrong. Well,I have got one question for everyone, aren't we individuals?Don't we stand,walk and THINK on our own? We are our own person and we should be the only ones that should be able to tell our own self's if we are right or wrong about something,not everyone else.

One of the reason's why I am writing this post today,is because I am always getting told how to think. People saying that I should believe in this or that,well,I'm tired of it. I just want to believe in what ever I believe in and not what others believe in or think what other's think.This is one of the main reason's why I try to give my opinion on thinks just because I don't want to offend anyone or hurt anyone. What do you all think?Is it ok to give an opinion or should I just keep my thoughts to my self.

The Brain Test.

The other day I was telling you all about my place of work and how they were making me get rid of my favorite ear rings. Well today I am glad to say that I have found a solution and a way around that very problem.

See when people tell me that I can't wear something or I can't do something I try not to get mad I get smart. I put my brain to the test and see what I can come up with. So my place of work said that I could not wear my ear rings even know they are my very favourite and good luck charms.

So in my wisdom of knowledge I put my brain to the test. I thought all night try to figure out ways that I could still have my ear rings close to me and not have to take them off. Then the answer became so obvious to me. It was clear. I would shorten them.(Ok,well not me but a friend of mying did).

So this is what I am saying. If you have a problem like I did even a simple or a more serious problem stop and think. Some times the answers can be right under neath our noses and because we are so afraid of what is to come we sometimes miss it. My advice, take the time to stop and think.

The Hospital Worries.

Today has been kind of a crazy day as I knew it would be. See today, I had to go to the hospital with my family because my grandfather was in there. This time it was not to bad, but still very difficult for me to handle.

Today he had a pacemaker put in to help his heart. See he has had a rough time with in the last few mounts with everything and they said that this would help him by having one. Still, when I was in there waiting for him with my family to get done with surgery, it still made me worried.

I don't very good when it comes to seeing people sick and hurt. There is something inside of me that just can't handle it. Today was no exception. Even know it was a rather very simple operation it was still very hard for him to recover. He is only going to be in there over night but still, having to recover from something like that is just scary.

When I was in the waiting room I couldn't help but to think of everything that could be going on inside that operating room. I didn't want to think that anything bad was going on but you never know. I tried to stay positive anyway I could. Sometimes it is all you can do to think about what is going on when you are waiting for someone to get out of surgery.

The only reason that I did not go insane today is because I had my family around me and I knew he was in good hands,which made it easier on us. I honestly think that the worst part of going into the hospital or even a doctors office,is when you have to wait. Because think about it,when you are waiting to see someone who is at the hospital or at the doctors than you have all that time to just sit and think about what is happing and to me that is the worst feeling in the world.

Well maby I am just being stupid I mean I just called him and he was fine but it still scares me that he is in there. Is that stupid of me to have this fear?I mean is that normal or does everyone have this fear? Anyways I am just going to stay positive and think good thoughts, and when he comes home tomorrow I will hug him and all my worries will go away.