Home Is Where The Heart Is.

I have always felt like there is two types of homes,well for me anyways. There's the place where you stay and sleep and then there's the place where you have grown up and learned what the world is.

I figured this out when I first moved out of my grandparents house and got my very first apartment. My apartment is a house. It's a place where I can go after classes and sleep or just relax on my days of work and school(which is not very often). I call that a house because it's not where I grew up. The place where I grew up,or took my very first step,or learned to cook and even where I first stared to learn about the world around me is a home.

I know people think they are the same thing,but I bet if you really think about it a bit you will realize that indeed they are not. A home is where your family is. It's where you can craw up on the couch and watch tv or movies with your family and friends. That's a home to me.

I love living on my own,and I am glad that I am independent but I just have a house not a home. Home for me is where when you walk into the door you can just feel the love. I never really appreacitated my home until I moved out for the first time on my own. That's when I found out that I was and still am very blessed that I have a home that I can go back to for home cooked meals or when I need someone to talk to other than my boyfriend.

My advice,would be to just be thankful that you have a home. Yes,it is nice to have a house to your self,but it is even better to have a home. With family and friends and love and blessing all around you.

Late Night Wounders.

So today I really don't have anything major to talk about so I am just going to say whatever is on my mind today. So,If my blog post today does not make sense today,just blame it on me being tired. Sorry,tomorrow will be so much better I promise. Just tonight I just got home from work and like I said I'm tired so this is my way of still doing a post and not feeling guilt that I didn't do one today since I always do a post everyday.

So one of the things that I have got on my mind is this weekend. This weekend I have got a lot of things to do. I have got to go out of town this Friday,then sat I have got to wake up a little earlier than I usually do and go to work,and it's going to be a long day trust me, then on Sun,it's dinner with my amazing boyfriend(I love him so much) then to work again. To say the least I am going to have a busy weekend.

Another thing that I have on my mind is what I am going to wear on my trip out of town. I mean should I dress a little dressed up or just a cute pair of jeans. I never know what to wear when I go out of town.

See,I had more things in my head then I thought I did, who would have guessed it.Cool. Anyways,thanks for listening to my late night night thoughts. Tomorrows post will be an actual post I promise. Night All.

Wants And Needs.

Growing up I always heard people telling me that I had to separate my wants from my needs. Now,of coarse I had no Idea what that meant but I smiled and listened anyways,because well you should always listen to what people tell you.

Anyways, I always heard that around my house. I really had no Idea what that meant. It wasn't until I got a bit older till my family told me that what it really meant when someone said to separate your wants from your needs. They told me that it meant that in life there are things that a person needs in life to survive,like food,or water,clothes, and a home.Then there are things that people want to have like a million dollars,or jewelry or expensive things,just things like that.

Now that I have been on my own since I was 18 I have come to realize that the things that my family and friends told me when I was young really was true.I have come to realize that I really do need to separate my wants from my needs now. I mean between paying for my college things and my rent for my place and my car and phone and food I really need to be careful with my money.

Now that's not saying that I don't go shopping. I actually go shopping quite often,I went shopping today actually,but rather that I need to manage my money and my finances carefully and responsible. Now I know what my parents and grandparents were trying to teach me all along.

This Day And Age.

Think back to when you were little and think back to the things that you had and the things that your parents bought you. You remember? I am talking about the toys and things that would entertained you for hours at a time. I remember those things.

When I was little you didn't have all these cool things like these big batterie powered cars that you can get in and drive or the big play houses that you can actually sleep in. No,when I was little I had things like the paddle ball.You remember those?The ones where it had the ball tied to a paddle and you would swing it up in the air to see how many times you could hit the ball,and if the ball broke off all you got was a wiping with a paddle. Or the yo-yo's those were my favorite. See things like that was what I played with when I was little,that and barbies,but that is a different post.

Kids now days are so lucky. I see new things come out all the time for kids.Things that I know they did not have when I was little because if they did I would have had them. I was a very simple kid and a very quite kid so a lot of times I would be outside and draw with chalk on the side walk or jumping rope, just simple things like that. Now, kids have so many things that they can get to keep them entertained for hours. And they never seem to be simple.

What happened to all the simple things. I am old fashion person,like I have said many of my post so it's no wounder that I miss the old kinds of things that USE to be around. Don't get me wrong,some of the things that they have out now days for kids are cute. I am a kid at heart sometimes like everyone else is at times so I do find some of these things cool but a lot of these things we just don't need.

We should just go back to being simple and let kids play with things like jump ropes and chalk, and yo-yo,and dolls things like. Simple. I don't know,call me old fashion but to me it just feels like there are things that come out everyday for kids,things we just don't need.Now that I have said my opinion on this subject, what does anybody else think, Should we go back to the classic toys for kids and or do we really need all these new and fancey toys and things?

Writer's Block.

Have you ever had writer's block? I hate when it happens to me. I know there is a million things that I can talk about but none of them that I want to talk about.

Usually,when I sit down to write a post on my blog I can just sit down and what I want to talk about usually just comes to me. Tonight for some reason I am having a hard time deciding what to write about. Should I talk about the weather,or maby the day that I have had,or maby even my life,(Which I always talk about.)

I don't know why the words are just not coming to me today. I hate that. I really love to write and talk about things but for some reason today I just can not find anything to talk about. Maby it is just because I have had a really long day or something like that.Well,what ever it is I wish I could talk and write about something.

Well,I hope tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow I will be able to actually sit down and talk about something. I will find a topic tomorrow even if it takes me all day. Actually I am very proud of my self that I did a post today today,considering that I had nothing to talk about.

The Thinker

Have you ever just needed you time? Everyone knows what I am talking about,I believe. I am talking about that time where for just a couple of minutes you are just by your self and nothing can touch you or harm you. It's that time where you can just turn off everything and for me that includes my cell phone and just relax by yourself with no one around.

This week has just been crazy. I have had work and trying to get ready to go back to college, and taking care of my boyfriend because he has been sick,and it has just been crazy. Not all of this week has bad so please don't miss understand me,but I just feel like I am stressed some and it may just be from the lack of sleep but I am starting to be a little more irritate with people.

This is why I say that I need some me time. I need some time where I can reflect on my day and just well for the better lack of words,forget about the world just for one day. I need to just relax. I try to relax at the end of the day,but for some reason I never have time. I am always busy and just plan tired.

I think for me what I am going to do, is just pick a day and just have a me day. It's going to be a day where I can just relax and not think about work or answering the cell phone or school and just not talk about anything. I hope that I don't sound too selfish. I don't want to be selfish but I just need a day to chill out and relax. I need a day where I can get away from the world and just gather my thoughts and feelings.

I think that everyone needs those days sometimes. Those days where we can just gather our thoughts and feelings. I hope that I am not the only one that needs those days. Maby I will go to the gym and try to work it out of me, or maby I will just go down to the lake and sit by the water. Well what ever I do I just need to do it fast before I explode with all there thoughts and feelings in my head.