A Look Back.

The other day something happen,so tonight I just have to share it and what better place to share it than right here. So here we go.

The other night while at work,I came across someone that I literal had not seen in over 15 years. Yes,that right 15 YEARS or maby even more. The person who I seen was an old teacher of mying that was and still is such a sweet lady. She was always one of those teachers who would help you in anyways possible. She would stay after school and help you study for a test or just be there for you when you needed a friend to talk to.

I don't want to release her name,but this lady is an amazing land. The weird thing was I had seen her around town before. I always thought she looks so familiar but I was not sure. I didn't want to just waltz right to her and ask "Hey are you my old teacher?" I thought that might sound pretty funny. Instead she came ask if she knew me.

Long story short we come to the realization that we indeed know each other. It was really good running into this old teacher of mying. I had not thought of this teacher for a while so for I could have knowing she could have been gone or moved or something,so it was good that she was in good health and doing well.

You know it's funny seeing this old teacher of mying reminded me of when I was in school. It was like someone had turned back the clocks and set them to when I was in the first grade. It was such and amazing thing. I was so excited to see her that I just had to write about it. So I guess the thing that I am trying to say is,if you have got someone that you have not seen in a long time,look them up who knows, you may be in for a surprise when you seen how much it sets back the clock.

Wants And Needs.

Growing up I always heard people telling me that I had to separate my wants from my needs. Now,of coarse I had no Idea what that meant but I smiled and listened anyways,because well you should always listen to what people tell you.

Anyways, I always heard that around my house. I really had no Idea what that meant. It wasn't until I got a bit older till my family told me that what it really meant when someone said to separate your wants from your needs. They told me that it meant that in life there are things that a person needs in life to survive,like food,or water,clothes, and a home.Then there are things that people want to have like a million dollars,or jewelry or expensive things,just things like that.

Now that I have been on my own since I was 18 I have come to realize that the things that my family and friends told me when I was young really was true.I have come to realize that I really do need to separate my wants from my needs now. I mean between paying for my college things and my rent for my place and my car and phone and food I really need to be careful with my money.

Now that's not saying that I don't go shopping. I actually go shopping quite often,I went shopping today actually,but rather that I need to manage my money and my finances carefully and responsible. Now I know what my parents and grandparents were trying to teach me all along.

Stress The Never Ending Story

Lately I have been very stressed. With collage and family and work it seems like it never going to end. So why is that everywhere I go it seems to just get worse. Like the other day when I was in class the tecacher ask a question, out of everbody he ask, me the only one that didn't have her hand up and he ask me. I didn't know the answer so he just made me look like an stupid person in front of everybody. Thats what I am talking about he just added to it. So why do people not get that when we are stressed we just need to be left alone. It seems like when I am stressed everybody wants me to talk about it. I tell people leave me alone, and they don't, but when I am not stressed they don't want talk to me , so why is that? Sometimes I think that people have just got things all wrong. It should be when you are not stressed that people want to talk to you and when you are stressed they leave you alone . When I am stressed my boyfriend will just come over very nice and gentle and say "Say honey I know your stressed but just remember I love you" and go about his happy way. I wish there could be more people like that!