My Night In The Stars.

I think I have said before, I love looking up at the stars. I can't help it,it's like a drug for me. I'm guilty, arrest me. For me the stars are just another way of escaping this crazy but yet amazing world when I need it.

I remember when I was little, my friends and I would go out in my back yard and lay a blanket out on the grass and just watch the stars. We would always try and make shapes with the starts . When we looked up and seen the stars, we would see all kinds of shapes and sizes.That's one good thing about the stars. When you are younger they can be so much excitement. Well at least for me they were.

Even now I am crazy about them. In fact when I have day where I have things on my mind or if I just need a quite place to write, I sit under the starts and just gaze at them.

I know it sounds weird,and for a lot of people it is but I can't help that I am obsessed with the stares. They are so beautiful and just amazing.

I had friend ask me one time " Why do you like the stars so much,they are just a bunch of little dots,and it's not like it's an amazing piece of art work or something"? Which I came back with " Yes they are art work, If you would take the time to look at them then you would know,and second keep your opinion to your self".

Stars are great, sometimes I think people don't take the time to just sit for a second and look up at them. I am not saying that you have to adore them like I do,but just look at them,even if it's just for a few seconds.

Stop The World.

Anyone who know me, knows that I just love my job and love to work . Work for me has always been a way for me to kinda of escape if that makes any sense at all. I know that it sounds weird but it really is kinda of an escape, maby that just show that I love my job but who knows.

Although I love my work and family and friends and things around me there are often times where I feel like I am just worn down and need to tell the world to stop for a second while I catch my breath. I hope I am not the only one who feels like this,I don't honestly think that I am. I think that there are many times where we all need to just tell the world to just STOP for a second.

I guess with work and everything going on around me it would be nice to have some time where I could just catch up with the world and with myself. Now please don't get me wrong,I have a wonderful life,and it's full of amazing things and amazing people but I just feel like I am worn down.

Wouldn't it be great,if we could tell the world to just stop for a second and to hold on. I wouldn't want to it to stop forever, just for a second. Long enough for me to just take a breath and go back to real life. I have thought about this for a long time,and always wanted to do a post about it,and I figured today was the day to do it. Thanks for anyone who reads this and to any one that follows me.

Organize Me Not.

Everyone that meets me, knows that I am a very very organized person. I have to admit that it's true that Yes I am an organized neat freak. I love it and just can't help it.

Everything in my home has a special place. Every thing that I get I tend to organize. I have a sense of accomplishment when I get to organize something. With my mind it's better that I organize things instead of just leaving them everywhere that way I know where they are at.

Not only am I just an organizing freak person but I try to make other people organize as well. It's just like this weekend when I was on vacation. I was sharing my room with a friend of mying which I don't mind at all until I found out that there were just so messy. They had clothes on the floor,and things out of place and it was just driving me crazy. To make a long story short I told her she needed to be more organized and she got mad and now we will never ever share a room together again.

I'm not saying that my home is so perfect it's amazing, I'm just saying that when I do organize that it makes it a lot more better on myself for when I go to find things.

I honestly thing because I was not organized in college that,that is the reason why I am so organized and clean in my home now. I wouldn't do it any other way.

The Birthday Crowd.

September is coming up fast,then after that it's October which means in my family and group of friends the birthdays start rolling in which is never a bad thing.

I love to help celebrate birthdays and I especially love to help plan them and in September and October I get to do that a lot

. It starts of with one of my best friends birthdays,she will be 22 I think, then It goes to my other half's birthday who I love very much, he will be turning 22 as well. Then my grandfathers is in October and my grandmothers so as you can see it I am booked for the next two mounts.

Birthdays are always special for me,so if I can make them special for someone else then I have done my job. When we have a birthday around my family then my family comes in from all over just to celebrate it. And of coarse I have to come in to be their.So I am bringing it on and can't wait for September. It should be a blast .