NIGHT OWL,DAY OWL.

It's now twelve at night and yes I am still awake. I am waiting for my eyes and my head to let me go to sleep. See, I am so awake in the night. I am very much a night person and always have been and always will be.

I have never been a morning person AT ALL. Even in college when I had classes it took everything I had to pull myself up in the mornings. I'm not sure why, but I always feel more relaxed in the night time, I feel like I am on top of the world at night and no one can stop me.


I really just do not like the mornings. I have a hard time when I get up for work now. Now because I have gotten a little older,now I always have to pull myself up and make sure I have coffee in me because if not I can not function in the mornings.


Maby I really am a night owl,in a day time owls world. Maby that's just what I am. But at least I know I am not alone on this one. We all are either a day time or a night time owl,we just got to figure out which one we really are.

THE LITTLE VOICES FROM WITH IN.

We all have those little voice from with in tell us what is right and what is wrong. However this is one thing that I have struggled with doing this week. It's not that I forget to listen to what my heart tells me to do,it's that sometimes I choose the wrong thing instead of the bad way.

This weeks has kind of been a struggle with in my self. This week I have had to go through a lot and a lot has happened some good and some bad.The good things I don't have to worry about it's the bad things I have had to really had to think about. With everything that has been going on, I have had to decide how to handle them. Sometimes I don't handle things the best way because as I had said I don't like to get in fights with people.

See,I have always been told to handle bad times the way my heart tells me to handle them. Sometimes I forget that, as we all do sometimes. I think there are just times when we all deal with things in a bad way not meaning too of coarse. It's something that we all do it's only human sometimes.

What I need to remember how to do is how to think with my heart and listen to my heart .I do struggle with that,but it's something that I am not alone on because I know everyone does this some time or another. So my lesson for today would be, when you are in a tough spot listen to your heart and do what it tells you to do.
(PS:These are some of my favorite lyrics that go along with what I am talking about.

"I've had choices
Since the day that I was born
There were voices
That told me right from wrong
If I had listened
No I wouldn't be here today
Living and dying
With the choices I made"

A DAY TO CELEBRATE.

OK, time has come and I am finally 21. Boy has it seemed to take forever. That's right it means on June 12th I was born 21 years ago. With cake and ice cream and and family and friends all around me it was time to celebrate and I could honestly not have ask for anything better than what I had.

I am a very simple person. On my birthday I really don't like to have anything to big but this year I decided to do not only one thing but two. First thing that I got to do was to have all my family gather with me and have a nice family dinner. The second thing that I got to do was go out with my friends.

Ok, I do have to admit that I did indeed have a few drinks. Now, I am not bragging so please don't miss interpret me,but yes I did have a few drinks and to tell you the truth they weren't horrible.

See for me it's kind of funny. Everyone keep asking me the whole day on my birthday if I had felt any different in age wise. And to answer EVERY ONES question the answer would be NO I don't feel any different from now that I am 21 to when I was 20. I feel just the same.

I think the reason it's so funny that everyone keep asking me that question is because if you think of it at least for me,when I was little and turned a differet age I always felt different because I was becoming a big girl and able to have more responsibilities. Now that I am 21 I just feel the same as when I did when I was 20.

So to get the point across of what I was saying, yes I really and truly had a great birthday,but no I don't feel any different.

TIME TO MAKE TIME.

Have your ever noticed how when you want time to slow down it seems to go faster,but then when you want it to go faster it goes slower? I have noticed that lately and I have to say that I am a little confused and not sure why.

So, I am going to tell you why I am so confused . Hopefully you will not lose me too bad but if you do I do offer a more simple story. So here we go.

Recently I have been so busy with well everything. Not only do I have a job that right now is so busy, I am also trying to do more things for the summer and of coarse trying to balance family and friends with work. So I got plenty on my plate plus more. Now here is the thing that I get confused on. Get ready.

What I get confused on is why is it that when I want time to go slower when I am doing something fun with my friends and family it always seems to go by in a flash. But when I am at work and I am waiting for the work clock to let me go home it goes by so slow?

It always seems to do that. I am really starting to think that time can read my mind. Like A mind reader. I just have never understood why it does that and to this day still can't figure it out.