Learning Never Stops.

It's weird to me. This crazy world and all it's about. From what we learn about life to what we learn in life and what we learn about our self's.

See,I have always though that I knew everything about myself and what I was all about . I mean how could I not know everything about my self right. WRONG. It has took me a while to figure this out but I think I have finally figured out who I am in life and everything about my life . Now don't get me wrong I am sure that there is so much more that I am missing about myself but right now I know more about myself than I did when I was younger.

My whole life I feel like my I have been on a quest to find out where life is going to take me and to try and figure out what I am all about. Of course I know my name and such but now I know so much more. Now I think I have found in which I have been searching for.

Now, I know what kind of person I am instead of what kind of person I want to be . Now I know that I can be so much more than what I think I can be,which is what my grandparents and friends have been telling me my whole life. I know now that I am so much more in life that what I ever wanted to be .

SO,if you ask me who I am or to describe myself I would say: I am young women trying to make it in life,I am a very deep,kindhearted person who cares about her friends and family and who loves to help people.I know that now I want to help people in life which is what I do in my job and love doing it. I am a very simple and quite person .

Again, I still have more to figure out but for now I think it's a good start. So if you had to describe your self what would you say. I am challenging everyone to do this and really see if you know your selves as well as you think you might.

Nervouse Nelly.

I'm back and ready to write,so here we go. This week has been crazy from work to now getting ready to go to the beach. Yes,that's right I am going to the beach in November. I know that's a little weird for me to take a vacation in November and to the beach is even more strange of me but let me explain.

I am not going to the beach by my self. In fact I am going to the beach with my church to hear a great speaker. Now,my thing is I kind of have a fear of this. No,not going to the beach or anything just being with that many people 24/7.

I don't know why am so nervous. I totally trust these people and think of them as family because they are all my age and I have known them for a while now so why am I just so nervous about going?

Don't get me wrong. I love to be around people. I really do love people and love to have people near me but not all the time especially at night. At night I am very much just a me person,which means I like to be by myself and just chill at night. At night my cell phone,I pod ,and tv goes off and I am by myself with no one around. So when I go on this beach trip I am going to have someone around me all the time which Yes spooks me.

I know it kind of sounds dumb and weird but I can't help it. I have been like this for so long. It sounds so dumb to be nervous about being around people but I am . Anyways the second week in November I will be writing from the beach so it should be great.

Busy Day, Busy Nights.

Ok, todays post is going to be kind of short but oh well it's a post,but I promise I will be back towmorry with a longer post.

Work latley has just bee crazy. I work basially everyday and I get busy we all do sometimes. With me it seem like latley I have been busy day in and day out. I feel like work has caught up with me and you know what,I am just tired. I really truly am. I need a vaction,who else is with me on this on?

It's not that my job is even that hard. It's the fact that I work all the time. No,really all the time. 7 days a week 50 hrs a week. Anyways,I told you all this is just my tired post. Towmorry will be so much better. I promise you on this one. Ok,Im going to bed anyways have a good night everyone.

Direct Me Not.

Ok,so I have to admit that I do not know directions to save my life. Of course I know my left from my right and things like that,I just don't know street names or at least I can't remember them.

If any of you have ever read my blog, you will see that I forget . A LOT. I will forget to put in words where they need to be,or forget what I am talking about things like that,anyways you get the point I forget things so it's only natural that I forget names or streets and sometimes just for a second where I am going. It's like when I get in my car to go somewhere my brain goes out the window and my mind empties which is not always a bad thing if you think about it for a second.

People ask me all the time where certain things are or they will ask me the name of a certain streets and I have to be honest with them and tell them " that I have no idea". Then once I do tell them that I have no idea I get it followed by the evil glare followed by the strange look on their faces,like I should know where places are. I am not an information booth so I really don't know.

It's not my fault that I don't know places or things are all the time. I forget, I am human and us humans do tend to forget sometimes. Give you it's some more than others but yes we all forget sometimes.

The only way that I can tell you where things are at or street names is by tell you what they are close too. And yes I know that this bad memory of mying is not a good sign for the future so that's why I am going to make the best out of my memory now why I still can.

So all in all we all forget it happens. The thing that I always tell people is that if you do not like the way I give directions then you have to choices. Number one: you can find it yourself. or number two: you can take the directions that I gave you and be happy with them. Remember I'm not an information booth so if you don't want the directions I give you here is a piece of advice don't ask.

Faster Than A Speeding Bullet

You ever feel like the days and weeks have just vanished. I have and today especially It has been one of the days where I feel like it has just vanished. Disappeared right in front of my eyes. I don't know where the days goes anymore or the weeks for that matter.

It's funny in a way to me. Before I got my job that I have now, I use to sit and wish that the days and weeks would go by faster just so I would not have to deal with them. Now I look at days and weeks and wish that they would slow down just so I could catch up with them.

I feel like I have missed so much in life. Maby not family things or important events, I just mean life and all it's beauty that's in it. It seems now that when I want everything to just slow down they speed up,then POOF there gone.

My Grandfather always said when I was growing up " Don't rush life because if you do,then it's like a fast moving train and it will never slow down or stop". I never thought much about what he said till now. Today for some odd reason I have been thinking about it a lot. It's like it's stuck in my mind now.

So,I believe that I am going to take his advice and just slow down. In this world I feel like if you take life to fast then it will go to fast and you miss out on so much. Remember,you can't turn back time we can just make the future slower.

It's Time For A Change.

I think it's time for another change. Lately I feel like I have been headed in this weird direction that life wants to take me,and honestly I think it might be a good idea.

Since I am on my own now,and have a great career on my hands maby it is time for another change in my life. Who knows maby it's nothing major that I am going to change or maby it is,what ever it is I am sure that It will be so great to see.

I think we all get like this sometimes or at least once in our lives,where we feel like we are just ready for that next step in life,and that next big move. It's kind of great feeling knowing that you have so much more in life than what we see right now.

I know in my life there is so much more up the road,and although I would never rush life,I just can't wait to see what is waiting for me,weather that would be getting married(which I hope very soon for),or a family or what whatever it may be it will be great.

Honestly I do not ever know what I am just now having these thoughts now,I think since I moved out and graduated college and got my very own place, it's only fitting that I think about something like this.

Well, who knows all I know is there is a great world out there,with room to grow and be free and express ourselves and it's only a matter to something changes.