Growing Up Too Fast.

You know how when you are little and your parents are suppose to take care of you, and then as they get a bit older you take care of them, well when I was little it was not like that. When I was little I had to really learn how to take care of myself and I grew up kinda fast because of that. I have told you all in so many post that I have never really though of my parents as my parents, I have always though of my grandparents as my parents.

I think that the reason that I think of my grandparents like my parents is because they helped raised me. Me and my parents never really got along, that is why I have had to grow up fast. I have always felt like I have had the weight of the world on my shoulders. I am the one who if someone is sick I take care of them, or drive them to there special places that the need to go,ect. For some reason I didn't mind having to grow up fast. I had help from my grandparents, They tough me how to do a lot of things. Things that I know I could not have learned from myself, things like walking and how to cook and how to talk and,even helping me with my schooling.

Like I have also said in my other post, I did have a good childhood, but I just wish that I would not have had to grow up so fast, If it would not have been for my grandparents I would have never made it this far. Even now that I am away for school they are helping me everyday. They give me words of wisdom and advice when I need it. I love them so much for that. I don't know if there will every be a way I can repay them for all they have done, but if there was a way, I would do it in a second. I guess that I have never really realized how luck I am, until now.I don't know how many people out there has had to grow up fast but,I know I have and with the support of my grandparents I did it and still doing it.Take this advice and stay close to the people who are nearest and dearest to you because family is what really counts right?