It's Just A Number.

Why are people so obsessed with numbers. Not just any number's,I am talking about the dreaded number of age. I really don't know why people are obsessed with age. I just think that age is just a number.

Why do people fear getting older? Shouldn't we be celebrating getting older. It's another year that we are getting not only smarter,but wiser.

If you really think about it good and hard I bet you will feel the same way. Getting older has it's good parts too. Think about it. When you are older you have more freedom than when you were younger, you can do what you please,when you please and not have to worry about making anybody mad,or upset,and you have more knowledge of what is not only going on in the world but what is going on in your life.

So you see getting older is not so bad,you have your good parts about it as well as your bad,just like you do with everything in life. Don't hate your age, and instead celebrate it. Party it up. Shout it out,don't hide it.Remember you are only as old as you feel.

A Clean Mess.

Usually I am a very organized person. Everything in my apartment has it's own little space. I have little cubby holes where I put my shoes in my bed room, and place where I put my clothes ,and even special design places where I put my cell phone at night. To say the least my place is usually very organized.

There are times however(another however,yes I know) where my place does get just a little unorganized. I have a lot going on and now with getting ready to graduate on my plate this year, 2011 from college it's been difficult trying to find the time to clean up.

I am not saying my apartment is so dirty you can't see the floor, I am just saying that sometimes,just sometimes I tend to just let things stay on the floor for a couple of days. I don't see it as things on the floor as I do so much an organized mess.

See there is a difference between an organized mess and and un organized mess,well at least for me there is. An un organized mess would be something where you can't find anything or you can't see the floor to walk,an organized mess is where yes there are still things on the floor but you can still find things that you need when you need it.

SO,see there really is difference between them. I am not to the point nor will I ever get to a point where I will ever have the un organized mess,I have the good kind of mess. Hey at least it's not like my room when I was little,now that is a whole different post.

All Around Me.

Coming home from college is great. I get time to spend with my family,hang out with some old friends and just get to re know everyone that I have been to busy to see over the past couple of mounts.. However,"yes there is a however" it's not fun to come home when you are feeling sick.

So this week I am back in Canada where I belong with my family and wouldn't you know it I of coarse have the stomach flu along with a cold. Let me tell you it's not fun at all.

I hate being sick. I mean who likes being sick,not me and I am sure none of you like to be sick,RIGHT. I just hate the fact that I come home for a family member's birthday party and that I am going to stay for a while and as it ends up they end up taking care of me.How lame is that

I have been so sick lately that I have not been able to eat any thing since last Saturday. I am just so sick. This is not fun my Friends,not fun indeed. I did not even do a blog a couple of days ago. Yes I felt horrible that I did not write one,but who can blame me really. I passed out on my bed so yeah. Hopefully this will all go away soon and I can actually end up spending some good quality time with my family before I go back to the states for school. Let' s hope.

Life's Puzzle Piece.

If it is something that I have always been taught it's that life is a chain. A chain of lesson's or just a chain of events. For me it's always been a chain of events as I am sure it has for many of you out there.

Think about it. With everything that you have go in life from growing up,to going to elementary school then as soon as you know it graduating from high school,to even going to college it's no wounder that life is like a chain.

For me,I feel like life is passing me by so fast. I mean it feels like I just graduated from high school when In reality I graduated a couple of years ago. For heaven sakes,I am getting ready to graduate from college. How crazy is that.

I just feel like life is passing me by so quickly. I mean I go to classes ever day and go to work and visit my family on the holidays, and try to get everything I need to get done that day,and it just seems like the day is over before it even begins.

The thing that I am trying to get across is that life is like a puzzle. All the piece's may not fit right now but once you get to them they will fit perfectly. Try not no let life rush by you. Instead take the time to stop and smell the cool Fall air.

Sleep Land.

Sleep,it's a wonderful think isn't it. Really who doesn't love a little sleep especially when you have had a long day. There is nothing better really. The question I have is,what is too much sleep? Is there there even such a thing?

I am a very active person. Between school,work,working out,traving for the holidays,and so many other things it's no wounder that I tend to feel a little tired sometimes. I mean who wouldn't. Sometimes though I feel like I get too little sleep.

Now,I know life is not all about sleeping,trust me on this one. It's not like I sleep my way through this world it's just with everything going on I feel like sometimes it would be nice to have just a bit more sleep sometimes.

It's funny because I have friends that will go to bed at 2 in the morning and sleep in till gosh knows when. Me I am the total opposite. I got to bed at 2 and sleep in till maby 6 or 7 sometimes at the latest 8 or 9 but that is when I am at my home not my apartment.

Anyways,I guess what I am trying to say is maby so much sleep is not the best. I find that when I go to bed early and wake up early I have more energy,and I am able to get more done in the day rather than if I were to get up at 11 or 12. So the answer to my own question less sleep better energy,more sleep less energy,well at least for me.

Poof,Poof And Gone

I will be the first one to admite that I have a ton of clothes. Everything from dresses to my cute little pair of jeans which I love the most. Because I have a ton of clothes it seems that every time I go to wash my clothes something disappears,"Poof" just gone never to be seen again.

It's funny really. It seem like I put my clothes in the wash machine to be washed,but then when I put them in the dryer some of my clothes are just gone. It's like they magically fly out of there with out me seeing them.

I am really starting to think that I have a little fairy in my house that steals my clothes just because I have so many of them. Maby the reason that my clothes just seem to disappear is because I have so many of them. I should probably stop buying so many clothes but come on you have just got to have them. I can't go around naked all my life.

So if I have a little clothes fairy in my house I have got one thing to say to it. " Go away" Leave my clothes alone and please bring back the ones you stole .

Perfect Is As Perfect Does.

Lets get one thing straight,I am so not perfect. Never claimed to be. Just like everyone else in the world I have got things that I need to work on,but at least I admit them. I know I am no where near perfect,no matter how hard I like to believe sometimes,but I not the worst out there.

I may not be able to adapt to things as fast,and I may miss my mark on life sometimes but those are things I can work on. I simply hate it when people tell me that I did something Wrong or think that I am stupid. I am not stupid,no where near stupid. I am actually very smart,so lets put that out there right now. If I wasn't smart would I be able to go to college and be able to graduate this summer from a university. I think not.

I see people all the time thinking that they are just so perfect. Well have I got a message for all of you that think that you are perfect,your not so get over it. Really. You may think your perfect but I am sure you have got flaws just like everyone else.

So my thing is this,we have all got things that we need to work on. Just because we have got things that we need to work on in life does not mean that we are not perfect. The only thing that should matter is what we think of our self's and as long as your happy with yourself that's all that matters.

Art All The Way.

What is art? The best answer that I could come up for,at least for me is art is anything you make it to be. In fact I really don't think we realize how many forms of art there is out there. Art is all the way around us. It's everywhere,and it's in our everyday life's. I bet you if you really think about it art is something that you do everyday and not even realize it.

They way that I would define art would be something that you are good at but not everyone can do it the way you do it.Take me for instance. I love to dance. I have been dancing since I was young so for me that would be just one of many styles of my kind of art.

What people don't realize is that art does not have to be with a brush and white canvas. Art can be as simple as cooking,or dancing or what ever you do special. I have always had an open mind when it comes to art,and I think sometimes you have too.

I have seen somethings and thought,how is this art. But then I begin to think to my self that I have to have an open mind and think what the person was thinking when they created the master piece. So with that being in mind what your form of art,and please no holds back.

This Gift.

It will not be too long before Christmas will be apon us. This means busy towns,and city's,traffic,and long lines. It also means time for Christmas shopping,which is always fun.

I always have fun Christmas shopping. I love,love to pick out gifts for my special friends,family,pets,and yes even neighbors. I usually don't do my shopping until two weeks before Christmas. Why,I have no idea,I am wondering the same thing really. This year I have decide that I am going to start shopping early. That way I can I can get away from the traffic.

While I was shopping for everything and everybody it got me thinking. What is the best Christmas present you could get someone? Is it jewelry,or clothes,or maby and car or even better money.

For me the best present that I safely say that I would like to have even know I enjoy all those things is to be home for the holidays and to be with my dearest family friends and yes pets,and neighbors. I am away quite often for college and only really get to come home for holidays an birthdays so when I see everybody it's a special time.

So,whats the best present that you could receive? It it money and presents or something much deeper? It's you choice,you decide. Yeah for Christmas.

I Don't Know Blog.

Ok so I have writer's block again,I know what a suprise so here's a picture of my cats that I love and I hope you all enjoy as well.

I just love this picture. It's when one of my cats was just a baby. Dosn't he look so adorablel. Oh how I miss those days,those days of when they were little. Isn't he just so adorable. Really.

Woundering Worries.

Ok,so today I just have to write about something that I seen that well just made me giggle. So today while taking my trash out to the curb for the weekly pick up I seen a sign on the back of trash pick up where the put the trash in to compact it that said "Do Not Enter".

Ok,first of all who in there right mind would even think about entering a garbage truck, let along the back of the garbage truck? It's just funny that they would put they would put that on there. I mean don't you think people know not to enter the back of a garbage truck.

It's also a little sad to me. I mean,if they had to put that on there can you imagine what other silly signs are up. What has are world come to when we have to tell people what to do and what not to do. It's common sense people come on now. Don't make me do all the work.

Anyways,maby it's just me but I find it a little sad that we have to be told such silly things,but oh well what can we do?

Rule's To Live By.

In life there are rule that we have to live by. It could be just regular everyday rules like traffic rules or even home rules. What ever the case may be we must follow them to not only be a good person,but also so we don't get into trouble. But what about rules for life? We all have different rules for life either that we have been taught or that we live by. So with this post I am going to share with you all my rules for life that I have been taught and live by.

1.) Always respect your elders. It always shocks me how people don't respect their elders,and we should remember everyone get older.

2.) Treat people how you want to be treated. If we want respect you have to show respect. So be nice. Really.

.3)Always take responsibility for your actions. Remember you chose what you do in life nobody else makes those decisions.

4.)ALWAYS,ALWAYS love your family. You may disagree with them at times but your still a family no matter so respect and love one another.

5.) Help out when ever you can. I don't just me at home but in the world it's self. We have so much that could be done and just isn't so help out your community when you can. Trust me,you will feel a lot better when you get the chance.

6.)Love your pets. This is a big one for me because I am a friend to all animals. Remember animals are a living breathing things as well. Just like people they need love and attention as well,so for GOD SAKES, PLEASE treat them right and Love them.

7.)Be proper. You should always remember to say "Thank You" and "Your Welcome" to people. It just shows your a nice person.

8.) Stay close to your friends. Just think to your self that you became friends for some reason so hang on to them anyway possible.

9.) Be thankful. Instead of crying about everything you don't have be thankful for the things you do have. Remember that there are people worse off than you are so be thankful and respectful for what you have and thank god you do have what you have.

10.) The most important rule. LOVE your self. Even if it's ten minutes out of the day take time to do something for your self. If you don't do that every once in a while you will just scream so take time out and love your self. Remember your important as well.

Those are my ten rules for life what yours?

Weird Shaped Things.

So I have these weird shaped treese in my front yard. They are beautiful trees don't get me wrong. And who could resiest those colors. What I am woundering is how did they get to be that shape. I mean come on you just don't see tree's in everyday life that look pointed on top,or at least I don't. Those tree's have been in my yard well now my parents yard for a very long time. They are very beautiful shade tree's and everytime I come home for the holidays I like to sit under them and just relax,providing that's it's not cold and windy out side. All I can say is that I love those tree's,and there beautiful color's.

Keys,Keys And Everywhere.

Why is it that I have so many keys? I feel like I have so many keys. Keys for my car,or keys for my house,or keys for my apartment,or keys for my friends house. What am I the key fairy?

Do I use my magic wand and poof there is a key? Maby someone is just leaving me keys because they have so many. Well,that's how I am starting to feel. I can never say I don't have a key. I feel like a high school janitor with all my keys.

It's funny because I have never had this many keys before. I have keys for things that I have never in my life owned or keys that I have no idea what they are too. Maby I should just go and through out the keys that I just don't need. Why other people give me keys to there apartment I will never know. It's like I am the key holder,of all holders.

That should really be my nick name the queen key holder,because it seems like everyone gives me their keys and tell me to hold on to them. I have a hard enough time just trying to hold on to my car keys but now everyone else's oh heck no. I am going to put an end to the key holding. My key holding days are over.

Photo's In The Moment.

We all know I love animlas so today I decided to share with you all some photo's that I got of google,yes but are just so adorable. Enjoy.

I just love this photo. I LOVE this photo one because it's a beautiful shot,and two because it's just a simple shot.This kind of animal is endangered and with this kind of wolf there are only a very short amout of them left. It's a shame yes,but that's the way it is. I hate that it is that way. Most of them live in the snowey places like well,where there is snow or at least this one does. Found this video on you tube take a look at it and you will see what I mean. Enjoy these beautful animals. They are so amazing and they need to be some where people will not make them into fur for coats or for there meat. Enjoy the video and help save the wolves.

Gathering Love.

Today we all gathered for a celebration for my loving grandmother's birthday. It's truly amazing. We had cake that I baked,and ice cream,with apple dumplings and drinks, so not only was it truly amazing,but it was also yummy as well.

If it's one thing I can say about my family it's that we may not always agree with each other, but when someone has a birthday or someone needs something we are always there for each other. All families no matter who's family they may be has agreements,but with those we always look beyond them and strive for what really counts which is loving one another and enjoying each other's company.

I have and still am very lucky to always have my family. Sure we have our days where we want to just stay to ourselves and not talk to one another,but most of the time we just love each other. It's funny well kinda,but since I have been away for the past three years,I believe that I have missed my family more than I have in a long time.

I know that there are times where maby my family might have thought that I have made some bad choices,or poor choice,but like I have said many times the good thing about my family is that the let me find out for my self. They are and were there for me when and if I needed them but still let me find out for myself about some things that I needed too in life.

I am just truly blessed to be with people and pets that just love me as much as I LOVE them. Today's gathering is just one of many that we have when I come home from college.Today was just one of those days where the sun has come out and is glowing brightly down on us,and I could not or will not ask for anything more.

Still Changing

Have you ever felt like the world was just spinning too fast? Like the world is circling to fast and you don't know how to make it stop. Lately I just feel like I have had so many changes going on in my life and I am still not done with the changes.

I know,I know I have already did a post about changes,but if I don't get what I am feeling off my chest I am just going to be sick(Really). I told you all in a few of my post that I hate change. I have tried to get better at it but nothing seems to be making it better. With Christmas coming and everything coming I feel like there is ten million changes going on right now,that frankly I just don't know what to think about or do about.

I am not sure weather it's a good thing or a bad thing but one this is for sure I just don't like them. It's everything from family to friends to just simple things like even deciding weather or not I should go out to eat with friends from work to eat Christmas dinner.

I know what your thinking. Your probably thinking that,there is nothing to really worry about and that it's all going to ok. Man how I wish I could think that way. I try I really do but for some reason I just hate change. Is it just me,or does anyone else hate change just as much as I do? What is wrong with me? Why do I despise it so much? I just want to once change something in my life and not feel guilt over it for once in my life. Help. That really all I can say. Help.

One Christmas Wish At A Time.

Christmas is a time for joy. It's a time to celebrate the birthday of the main man up stairs. It's a time to be with your family and friends and really enjoy each others company and love for one another.

I can safely say that I am truly blessed for everything that I have. Although I have had a lot of things going on,I can say I am one of the luck ones. I know though that there are some people that are not as lucky as I am,but hopefully that can change.

See this year I am helping out with a Christmas event for children that will go around their Christmas tree on Dec 25 and find nothing under there,or nothing in there stocking. I know Christmas is not just for the gifts,so please don't get me wrong but for a child that is sup post to be a magical time.

This event is going to be so those children can actually look forward to Christmas day. I am getting donations for place to donate candy,or toys and just anything possible to make a child smile this year and well as there parents. We are not asking for anything big this year just anything really.

Actually,what I have found out is more and more people and business are opening up there hearts and wallets to lead a helping hand this year,I couldn't ask for anything more.

The reason that I am helping out for this event this year is because I know that I am truly luck on Christmas day,and all I can say is that I want to help give someone else a blessing this year. I figure if I can make just one child's Christmas miracle this year than maby someone will have an amazing Christmas. So if you can let's spread some Christmas love this year.

Inner Thought's

So here I find my self again not having any idea what to write. So tonight I decided too just write what I was feeling. I know,I know but really I have nothing else to write about so I have decide to write my thoughts.

Why Is it that I love this picture so much you may be asking your self,well I wounder the same thing. Maby it's because when I look up at the beautiful sky I know that anything is possible. I know that when I put my mind to something I can accomplish anything,and the sky is the limit. Maby the it's like looking at a piece of art. Wondering what the artist was thing about when he made that beautiful piece of art. Maby that's what I see when I look at the sky. It's just amazing.

The Turn Around.

Life has it's up's and it's downs now doubt about it. We all have those times where we just feel like the world has just turned it's back on us. Like we feel like no one in the world will understand what we are going through. Well,tonight I had one of those night where I felt like the world someone just wanted me to have a bad day,or so I thought.

Like I said we all have those bad days,sometimes you just can not help it.But why is it that until recently I find myself to come into contact with more and more people that just well,for the better lack of words who's attitude "Suck". I can understand maby having one day that you just want to be left alone. Trust me I have had those days,as we all have,but all the time come on now. I mean me give me a brake. It's like some one has rained on there parade and the sun is not coming out anytime soon.

I have the best example for this post today. Something that I have been wanting to share with someone and no one will listen so I am just writing."That's what's a blog is for,right".

Anyways, today I found myself with a similar situation. Today when at work I had to come into contact with a person that was just stubborn. She was just one of these people where nothing pleased her,and instead of trying to work out her problems like an adult she decided to take it out on everyone else. When she tried to take out her problems out on me I just decided that after she got done yelling at me for what ever she wanted to yell at me about, I was not going to let her " Rain on my parade".

I was not going to let this lady bring my day down,not after I was having a GREAT,GREAT day. Actually,instead of getting mad like I wanted to do, I decided to do just the opposite,I was going to Kill her with kindness. To make a long story short,it was making this lady more upset because I was being kind to her and I wasn't going to let her bring me down.

That what we all need to do when we know that someone is trying to make us mad,or when we are in a difficult situation. We need to kill them with kindness. Don't let some one bring you or anyone else down just because they are having a bad day. Instead turn it around and just tell your self that you are going to have a good day no matter what even if you feel like telling someone to just go jump off a Cliff like I wanted too.

To Ask Or Not To Ask.

Remember when you were little and you would be on a long car ride and you would be board so you would start playing the one hundred question game? Wasn't that fun fun times? We all know the hundred question game,it's that game where you start out with one simple question like " Are we there yet" and end up with a more difficult question,you can use your imagination on that question.

Any how I find myself now days doing the same thing that I did when I was younger, playing the hundred question game when I am board or when I am on a long trip. Seems like my childish ways have come back which is not a good thing I must tell you. Come on,I thought I was past that now,I mean I am twenty years old so that sort of thing should be past me,right.

So why is it that I ask these one hundred questions? What makes my brain think up some of these questions that I ask? Really,I can just be sitting down looking out of a window,or sitting outside and a random question just pops out my mouth and before I have a chance to even think weather it makes sense or not it just comes out of my mouth.

I am not saying that there is anything with asking questions. You should always ask questions. Heck,that's how we learn in life is by asking question,or at least that's the way I learn in life. I am just saying that I hope that I don't ask too many question,but really how many is too many questions. In fact is there really ever too many questions and what about dumb questions.

Here is something that one of my best friends told me when I ask them the very same question, they told me " The only stupid question is the one not ask" which to me are words to live by. What about you ?

The Ultimate Fight.

Veterans Day is right around the corner. This is a day to remember not only the men and women who fought for us but also the ones that died for us. As someone who know what it is like to have someone in the military fighting for not only me but for everyone else,I can honestly say I that I am so proud.

As I have said in a couple of post,I have a family friend that is in the military and he just makes me so proud. I really don't know what I would do without him. How he goes off and endures all that stuff over there that he has to see I will never know. He fights so I don't have to. Not only do I have him that is in the military but I also have my grandfather and great grandfather and my uncle,so as you can see I have a reason to be thankful this Veterans Day.

I think what we must remember though is this is a holiday that is set to remember those brave men and women not to run about for sales at the store. I really believe in this holiday and it makes me mad when all these stores that I see on the TV just cares about getting people in there and not about the veterans.

I know, I really should not put my opinion out there because it is such a touchy subject but that's just the way I feel. I can't help the way. Maby I am right or maby I am wrong I don't know,please tell me your opinion. Should some of the profits that a store makes on Veterans Day by a sale go to helping veterans or should it stay to the store?

Just Like Me.

This is an animal that I resued names Mischieve. I am not really sure what kind of cat he is but he is just so cute and adorable. When we first got him he was really kind of well mischieve. He would nibble at your finger and toes,or play too rough with you. Once we got him we had to start training him how to be calm. Now,he is just a big teddy bear. He is still a little mischieve but that is too be expected with any pet. In alot of ways he is just like me. He love to try to sleep when he gets the time AND is a friend to all the other animals. To say the least he is just like me but in animal form.

Let It Begin.

Winter is just around the corner so that means it's times for winter sports to begin,and me to be outside,again. I absolutely love the winter. I love the snow,(when I don't have to work) and I love all the sports that happen in the winter.

Everything from,Ice Skating(which is my favorite to do),or snow tubing, snow boarding(Which I have not learn to do yet but am getting ready to learn, hopefully) or even sledding if you consider that a sport.

The winter time just makes me happy. I feel like a child again waiting for Christmas to get here,which I love as well. The snow although can be dangerous is also fun. I remember going out as a kid and making snow angles into the snow,or building snow men with my friends,to tell you the truth I still do that to this day. I know,I know but what can I say you are never to old to build a snowman.

Anyway,back on subject. I love the winter sports. Even know it's so cold sometimes,they are just so amazing. I love to skate,Ice skate that is. Inside,or Outside that is my favorite thing to do outside,so all I have got to say is come on and hurry up winter.

The Little Moments.

Recently there has been things going on my life that well for the better lack of words,suck. Some good and some bad,not horrible though(thank GOD). We all go through them and we all have our times where we feel like we want to tell the world to stop and stay until you catch your breath.. To me it's like a world wind of emotions sometimes.

What I have realized through the help of my family and friends though(thank God For them,and my boyfriend) is that I shouldn't let the big things get to me. The little things around me is what really matters. I am talking about the little things in life. The little moments,lets call them.

These are the moments where you can look back and remember what great times you and what great times you will have. Through all the stress and emotion things that I have going on right now,the one thing that keeps me going is the little moments.What sweet moments these are and will be through the years.

See this is the thing,sure you will have days where you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, but once you get through them you will come to realize the bigger picture which are the little moments. Those are the ones that count. The once that should only really matter. To me the little moments are the ones that I have with my friends and family and with my boyfriend and the ones that I get to spend writing my blog post of course. Simple I know,but the little moments don't have to be anything big they just have to be what you believe are the most important thing in your life right now.

The Understanding Truth.

So we all know how I love my pets.I don't just love them I adore them. They are such beautiful animal..So why is that I feel my pets understand me better than people do sometimes?

Think about it for a second. If you really sit or stand and think about it you will realize that people judge you all your life. Well,at least that is how it's been my whole life. Always judging your for your looks,or the way you act,or your race,or your belief's. You always have that one person somewhere in your life who judges you. Doesn't matter where you go or where you move those kinds of people are still there.

With pets I have come to realize that they can't do that. Pets can't talk and they really don't show emotion so you know at least if you are down in the dumps and feel like you have no one to talk to you can always talk to a pet. Even if they don't understand you except for the word "Food" you know they will never judge you or talk bad about you.

True they may not be the best thing to talk to but they may not listen but at least they are there if you need them. I love my pets.

A Month To Remember.

November has always been a busy mouth for me and my family. Between the birthdays,anniversary's,celebrations and not to mention trying to get ready for Christmas things are just crazy right now.

I should always know what to expect when this mouth comes around,so why is it that it always shocks me on how busy I am? I mean it's not like this is my first time around and it will currently not be my last so why is it that I am always pleasantly shocked when November and December as well comes around.

Just in November we have 4 birthdays,and an anniversary. Then after that we have to get started on Christmas. Trying to get all the decorations done,and the tree done,and the shopping done,which takes forever,and the wrapping of gifts,and of coarse the baking,lets not forget the baking of yummy treats and cookies.

I wounder,is it just this busy for everyone or is it just me and my family. It seems like we only get a few days out of the month to just kick back and relax and not have to do anything. Seems like a lot to do I know,but I know once all of this is over it will all be worth it at the end.

Letters To Me.

Today I got the inspiration for this blog from a song called yes you guessed it, "Letter To Me" so I have to give credit where credit is do. This song reminds me of when I was younger,and it also give me something to think about. It makes me think, what I would write,if I could write a letter to myself years ago. What would I say,or what advice would I give myself. So tonight I am going to do just that. I am going to write a letter to my self,so here it goes and I hope you all like it.

Dear younger years,

Although it may seem like it takes forever to grow up it really doesn't. Life is like a roller coaster it goes by so fast and so quickly so hang on. Sure,there is going to be some rocky times in the years to come but remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Though it may seem like everything is happing so fast things will be ok and you will make it through them and be stronger at the end. You will have relationships that don't work out,and friends that go their separate ways from you,but like I said, all this will make you who you are in the years to come.

That's another thing your family is and will be the most important thing for you. They will make something out of you yet. Yes,true they still have a lot to teach you and they still have a lot to learn from you but once you get older you will realize that what they taught you back then does help you in your life as an adult. Always make sure that I tell my parents and grandparents that I love them everyday.

School is going to be crazy. Sometimes I will think that the teacher don't like me the best or that they are just against me but then I will learn that they were only doing it to prepare me for life. Your parents are going to reprimand you for not doing your homework or for a project not being done, but they are only doing that because they want you to do well in school and graduate with a great GPA and go to a great college which is what you are going to do.

Crazy life I know,but it's a great life. When you grow up you are going to have a great life. You are going to have graduated from high school and gotten into a great college and almost have graduate in just a little while longer. You are going to have a wonderful boyfriend who loves you dearly and would do anything in the world for you and have a great job and amazing Friends and family. You have got so much up ahead so hang on,this is no where near the best years of your life.

Sincerely,

The Adult Years.

PS:What would your letter say if you could write a letter to you self years ago,what would you tell yourself and what advice would you tell yourself.

Please Keep Up.

Why is it that every time I come into contact with someone that I have not seen in a great while that I remember the face of this mysterious person but not the name?

There is nothing more embarrassing than standing there talking to someone and trying to search for the name in your head like it's a dictionary(which I do quite often).

I hate when I forget the names of people. First of all it's kind of looks bad on me,and second it's so embarrassing. Not being able to call someone by their name. So when I am talking to someone but forget the name all I can really say is, "hey,or hey you".

It's like my brain does not connect with my mouth. Sometimes,a name can be right on the tip of my tongue,but because my brain does not want to send it down to my mouth,it just stays right their on my tongue. Sometimes my brain is just so lazy,I need to learn how to kick it into over drive and let it connect with my mouth.
So come on brain and wake up. For once I wish I could remember names.

All I can say now is wake up,wake up,wake up,wake up my lazy brain and help me find some names here. I can' t do it with out you,so come on and help for once.